College Or College Ah?

Raina is back

A week ago, I almost died...

My body feels floating...

I don't know how many days I've been unconscious....

I lost a lot of memories...

I don't know how many tears have fallen because of me...

I don't know how much material was expended to guarantee my life....

I was helpless waiting for destiny...

Letting myself pass without a fight....

I was just standing on the side of two valleys...

One light is bright....

Another one is pitch dark....

In that darkness I heard my name called, he said don't go Raina....

While one side was heard asking me to choose my own path....

I'm afraid, in a mess, my guts are shrivelled...

I want to go to the light, but I don't want to ignore the noise in the dark valley....

That voice I know so well...

Mom, Dad, Recca and Randy...

Instantly, I walked bloodily towards that dark place....

In the middle of the dark valley, a hand led me...

His face was closed, I couldn't see it....

He also said nothing....

Just lead me to the end of the valley....

"You've got a man who's going to be devastated, if you leave now. Then hold..."

He said until he left without seeing my face...

"Walina!!!! Raina!!!! Raina!!!!"

I heard a very clear call from someone...

I walked down the source of that voice...

I wish someone would lead me in front...

My breath was tight, my body was hurting and my legs were bleeding....

But I survived....

Now, I arrived at the source of that voice....

He was among the tall trees...

"I know you're beating me on deck"....

His voice was vague, but my heart ached so much to hear it...

I was crying for some reason...

I don't even know...

No name came to my mind....

I only remember Dad, Mom, Recca and Randy....

Until I see, among the clouds there are 4 images of a person....

Three long-haired like a woman and one a man....

Slowly his face appeared and appeared...

"Hanifa, Arika, Nunu and .....

Someone who's now making my legs tremble....

My heart's pounding....

My chest is painful and tight....

I remember him ....

My heart knows him too...

"Andreas"

It was the same sound I heard in the valley, a very painful voice....

The voice of the one I love....

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At the end of my exhausting journey, I cried without a sound....

Until I opened my eyes and saw Andreas...

He was waiting for me in that quiet room...

"Sister" I said with all my energy.

He turned around and looked at me, struggling as if he had not expected me to wake up from my sleep..

"Sir" he said with teary eyes..

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A few days later....

I started practicing and improving my mood in the hospital. I really don't feel at home, especially after hearing the costs that Father and Andreas have to spend during my treatment here.

I feel sorry and useless.

"How can you waste that kind of money just on a vip room rental?" muttered.

Andreas is just angry and won't argue with me over that one thing. He said it's his right to take care of me.

I promised him many things, so that he did not feel the struggle and money he had spent in vain. But, he just said that he asked me to be a little more patient and willing to heal myself as best I could.

He didn't want to, I came home in a hurry.

Every night as long as he took care of me, I always saw him smile. I actually know he's exhausted.

Just imagine, he only went home once a day even in a short time.

He said, if he could he wouldn't leave me for a second.

Maybe he was really afraid of losing me.

I remembered the story of Mr. Budi, when we spent time in the garden in Palembang first.

"Iyas will change greatly when someone loses"

So, I promised that I wouldn't leave him. But the fact of fate almost separated me from Andreas. I almost left first.

Perhaps, again the prayer of Father and Mother and her prayer that saved me.

Every time he went to sleep, he would pat her on the cheek and say "I'm not dreaming, am I? You're really in front of me, right?"....

Then I'll be the one to mellow and cry.

Many times too, I woke up in the middle of the night because my head hurt and I couldn't wake him because he was fast asleep on the couch.

I could only look at her from my bed and see how patiently she always took care of me.

My mom, dad and my two sisters are just as worried about me. My five best friends and brother Dhika who I have considered as my own brother, never a day did not come to visit me to the hospital.

I feel like my second chance to live this life, I have to make the best use of it to make them happy.

One morning before I came home, Andreas was finishing administration. I was able to walk normally but was still asked to sit in a wheelchair by Andreas.

"Don't stand for long, afraid of dizziness" he said.

While waiting for him in the room, a father and a daughter came to me.

"Oh non is conscious, thank God" said the father.

I just saw them, but why does his voice sound familiar.

"Sorry, whose father?" my many.

"I'm Mr. Joni, this is my son Hasya. We were helped by Andreas mas yesterday when I had trouble paying hospital fees." he explained.

Mr. Jonipun explained the story of how he got to know me. Apparently, he was asked to pray for me by Andreas who at that time helped pay the hospital costs of his son who was also a hit-and-run victim.

Hasya, the leg injury is quite severe. He also uses a wheelchair. Hasya is very beautiful and polite, she even asked me to allow her to call me sister.

Of course I'll give it to you, I'm also happy to meet good people.

Shortly after, Andreas returned and was shocked to see that there were Pak Joni and Hasya in my room.

"Eh, did you pay?" ask Mr. Joni.

"Have you sir, you're going home too?" ask Andreas.

"It can not be today mas, because Hasya still have to check" replied Mr. Joni.

Andreas kissed my forehead, stroked my hair as if asking me to understand his position that had helped Mr. Joni.

He's probably afraid I'll think it's wasteful and without consideration.

In fact, I'm very proud of him.

After chatting and taking pictures together, Mr. Joni and Hashapun said goodbye.

I hugged Andreas and stroked his hair, treating him like a child his mother had just found.

"My boyfriend is so good, huh? I am happy" I said.

He smiled and explained why he was helping Mr. Joni.

"At that time I was desperate, I heard the voice of the Father crying. I came and I asked him why, he kept telling me that his son was a hit-and-run victim" he explained.

"Udah, don't tell me. Mr. Joni told me this story just now hahaha. I'm not angry, brother's money is looking for its own brother. I have every right to be angry especially after I know it's money you use to help people who are in trouble. I even want to give brother a gift because of brother's kindness" I said.

"Gift? what's?" tanyanya excitement.

As fast as lightning, I kissed her cheek and made her blush in embarrassment.

"Well, the prize is naughty huh" she plucked it while stroking my hair.

"Jaudah ah, let's go home. I can't wait to get home" I said.

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