College Or College Ah?

andreas's point of view 2

My mind's tired. I'm gonna run away from the first bem meeting this afternoon.

"Ling please deputy! I'm going to bed cape!" I said to Lingga.

The phallus seemed to understand me at that moment. He just answered "Take a rest well bro!".

At that time the agenda of the meeting was the selection of divisions for new students. I thought that Raina might not be interested in entering my division, as she was more inclined to have non-academic talent. Her voice is good, the master of drawing and her gang must have asked Raina to get into the interest and talent division.

"Why the hell think Raina, want to enter any division has nothing to do with me"...

After a while when I arrived in Kosan, I read comics and occasionally glanced at the screen hape. Maybe, the phallus will tell me something.

"Yes, lu nyesel you're not in a meeting ... Severe haha Raina list our divisions but I accept not huh? You asked the same interest in talent as well, love don't nih?" lingga said in his phone call.

I just answered "it's up to the needs of the team, you meet it with the others if the talent interest asks Raina that they have instead to make it to our division?"...

"Interests and talents even say it is up to us to choose who, as long as Raina is given to their division only" replied Lingga.

"Oh, yaudah gua call Dhika now I'm the one who asked directly" I replied while hanging up the phone.

Beyond my expectations, Raina chose my division. The most serious division among all divisions. I thought Raina and her friends would both sign up for the interest and talent division. But, it turns out that he even enrolled in the learning division...

"Raina, does this mean you want to find out how you feel about me to what extent?" my inner.

It might sound strange when I say raina is probably looking to find out how much she feels about me, because I also can't explain my feelings at all.

But, it was the night where the peak of the cadre was in progress. I talked to Raina, trying to tell her my anxiety. Not to feed my own ego, but to the comfort of both of us. I realized Raina's life had only started since she started as a student. But I also have feelings I have to fight for.

I have known the people around me, but not quite myself.

"When do you want to lie to yourself? You think the cave as your best friend can't see, whenever Raina's name is called you are the one who looks the most restrained... You seem not to want others to know if you care for him, you keep interest in him.. But with you acting so, it is precisely the cave can draw conclusions if you actually like the same child. Yas, come on! Gua knew you from the beginning of college... From us being told to until we can make a whole mess.. Yas, samperin is he you talk well.

At that time my response was still the same, I told Dhika "Gue doesn't like dating... I don't want to date... Same as whoever it is... I have no feelings for him either"...

It's not me if I don't solve the problem that day. I thought deeply about Dhika's words and finally I decided to follow Dhika's advice.

Without a second thought, I went straight to Raina and was at least honest with my feelings. I asked Raina to be honest with her feelings as well.

But what is the meaning of all the honesty that we had said to each other, while in reality I have now damaged my image in front of Raina. I said instead that I and Praya turned it back.

Raina wasn't the typical one who would tell people about the incident, but that's exactly what I was worried about. He'll probably keep it alone, get hurt alone and hate me all the worse.

"The... I'm sorry"....

Luckily, Dhika is the chairman of the interest and talent division. So I can resist Dhika's ambition to bring Raina into her division.

I. : "Hello Dhik"....

Dhika: Yaa yas lu Why did you not come to the meeting?

Me : The cave is a bit not feeling well, the cave also wants to finish the comic that I pinjem because tomorrow must have been flipped to campus..

Dhika : Ah sebleng lu! What's the need?

I. : Hmmmm... It was about registration and admissions of maru in the division...

Dhika: Oh, yes the cave asked the same Lingga for freelin. Raina.. Let him enter the cave division because Arika and Hanifa are already in my division as well... Lu shadowin was already the third child in the same division hahaha very happy cave..

I : Hmm.. The cave does not escape Raina... The cave wants him in the cave division...

Dhika : Huh? Not wrong? Not that you said you didn't like her, you also said the same to Raina if you turned her back on Praya right? Now why do you want Raina in your division?

Me : Dhik come on, he's been enlisted in my division for his first choice and I as a kadiv have the capacity to choose who's the defense cave and switch cave...

Dhika: You can get a lot of new kids who are okay, there are Rani, Kayi, Endi, Joko all active and famous children... Lagian Raina will also be my second choice division so naturally dong I consider. Instead you can choose from my division to make you drag it to you..

Me: Okay, cave ngaku Dhik.. The cave mau Raina... The cave will fight him..

Dhika: Well that's the answer that the cave wants... Okay the cave won't ask Raina again...

(Dhika Damn, he asked Raina to go into his division just to lure me to be honest with him)

Me : Okay dhik thankyou...

Dhika: Lo thank me because I managed to make you honest? Or is it because I'm Raina? Haha

Me : I'll treat you to eating ntar malem... You to my boarding house huh!

Dhika: Hahaha is ready for Paketua!!

I then informed Lingga that he should not release Raina to another division, and I also asked Lingga to choose between Rani and Kayi because those two people were the most ambitious and could have overlapped with one of us. Of course I also think about the continuity of my division in the future, and also I do not want Raina burdened.