College Or College Ah?

Story from Andreas

Before proceeding to the next episode, Thor wants to love you a special episode that contains the outpouring of Andreas' heart that was written in his notebook...

In this episode, there are many other sides of Andreas that appear. Maybe you can get to know the figure of Andreas through this episode...

Thor once again wants to say thanks because you want to take the time to read the thor💕 story

Stayhealthy, everyone!!!!

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Today, I took my free time to stay silent at my boarding rooftop..

Not real leisure time, it's a time where I should rest and sleep...

After a tiring trip and less hours of sleep two days back...

I want to meet the night sky ...

Looked at him and explored everything that had happened to me over the past few years...

as well as....

Letting go of the little bit of fatigue that had always felt too mentally torturing...

There have been a lot of things happening in this month....

One of the hardest things for me was losing my mother...

Not to lose, rather Mother went ahead of me....

God loves Mom more than me...

She said it was more worthy to follow my father...

Than I am despicable and this many sins...

I don't know if there are two of them now...

Joking around and letting go of longing?

Or looking at me from up there?

Mom, I must be worried about me...

All I saw from his letter to Raina...

I really liked Raina from the tip of her hair to the tip of her foot....

Even the houseman said, before being taken to the hospital, Mother asked to call Raina but then Aunt refused...

Raina is in love with Mom... Many times he would ask Mother's condition to me, even they often send messages to each other.

There were a lot of things I was thinking about after Mom left...

Family businesses, family gardens, family homes and everything in the village....

But what about my rain?

I stayed for a while, he's been approached by a lot of men. Wounded for his boredom and almost hurt himself for always forgetting to redeem the medicine.

The last time I took her to the doctor, the doctor explained that Raina was suffering from iron deficiency anemia which at times can make her dizzy and always feel exhausted.

Not to mention all his work now...

Student of the fifth semester who are business-minded, beautiful, attractive and prospective campus ambassadors...

I told you there was only one thing that would make me angry at him...

That's when he forgot to take care of his health....

But many times he ignored my anger and underestimated the warning I gave....

My position as a more mature one, always made me give up and give him understanding again and again....

This time he looked more mature, even on the day I left him alone at the gate. He thoughtlessly followed me alone to Palembang.

I was so impressed with my girlfriend....

There are many things that people do not know about him...

She is so sweet and understanding.....

He always tried to comfort me with all his potent qualities....

Sometimes she would suddenly hug or even kiss my hair. Scramble it again and then he himself will tidy it up....

He arrived at the Great Wood without much demand...

He understood my village, even willingly to be invited to the palm oil plantation....

Water bath that I think makes sultry...

Eat potluck cuisine....

No complaints at all....

Without feeling it, the night wind accompanied me....

Come to be a lonely friend....

In the silence of the night there were many small voices that I heard.....

Friction of foliage, swaying of sun-dried clothes and crickets....

More comfortable in the ear than in the music....

I left my phone in the room....

It's nothing, 'cause I don't want anyone bothering me....

Even Raina...

You know, just hearing his name, my heart can fall apart....

Every time he is next to me, my focus is on him....

At first, it was hard to explain what love was....

Because only Raina can translate it...

Her smile was as cool as Mom's....

Her face was as dark as my mother's....

Her innocent behavior makes me sometimes forget that she is not yet my legal wife....

Many times I lost my mind when I was alone with him...

Especially when he coldly asked me to sleep next to him....

Can you imagine how excited my heartbeat is....

Seeing the human being in the form that I love so much is in my grasp....

But my love can always hold my ego...

When I drove him home to his gate, I almost ran after him again....

I can't let him go a jengkalpun....

Imagining how sad I was in the days to come, it felt really scary....

Accepting the fact that a phone call from Mom five times a day would be impossible for me to receive later....

Accepting the fact that on the day that my missus peaked, there would be two headstones that became my rasaku port....

Now imagine if I lost Raina????

Missing is also my reason for living....

I told you about the most painful event I've had in my life...

At that time, I was very naughty....

I'm going to school every 6 p.m., and I'm battered from the fight...

I will take care of you patiently..

While you will throw the lid of the pot, cigarette ashtray or newspaper that is nearby towards me...

And then scolded me with that editor....

"Andreas you're big to be what does it go on?"

Then I'll answer "want to marry a beautiful woman and live a rich life"...

Then you will answer "where there is a beautiful woman who wants to be the same naughty slave like you"

And Mother as a peacekeeper will answer "already, sir you were also naughty as your son but I want to marry you! Don't be like that, sir, all the kids will have their time"

Until finally Mr. who was sickly who did not know what it was, made my nightmares one by one come true...

The mother replaced the role of the father to work in the garden....

You stay quiet and rest at home....

While I foolishly still put forward my young soul....

By playing until you forget time....

Until I ran out of time with my dad....

Father is called by the power....

Been snatched away by its eternal owner....

Leaving me orphaned....

And my mother became a widow.....

All the memories I have with you are a price that is hard to pay for anything....

I miss you, even in every second of my breath....

Since then I have changed, locked myself up and bought a lot of books....

About palm oil management mostly...

Because I don't want Mom to be in trouble alone....

I want to continue the family struggle....

Until I found geography as my second home....

A place where I meet my shadow and the woman I love...

A place where I find other reasons to be happy and move on with my life as normally as possible....

"Sister, eat it? If you don't eat, I won't eat either" he said.

At that moment, I heard his stomach ring...

At least I'm not lustful...

How can I taste something when Mom no longer prepares it for me.

The only reason I eat is for Raina...

"Sister, I don't want to sleep if you don't sleep" either"

You know what I'm doing?

Closing my eyes as much as I could, just to make her sure that I was sleepy and tired.....

It was just an attempt to get him to sleep....

Only after seeing her sleep did I calm down and get sleepy....

My new hobby is hugging her, although sometimes she likes to protest due to shortness of breath....

It was just a joke for me to let go of my embrace....

After I took off, he even hugged me...

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When I got off to see my phone, there were dozens of calls from Raina....

"Where the hell is it? What again? Why not lift? Brother went out huh?"

This is the kind of thing that makes me smile all alone...

I'm sorry, honey, I'm smoking.....

When I made it clear that I didn't smoke at all, it was just a cigarette tonight that helped me breathe a little.

Since Raina couldn't have been by my side for 24 hours, I kept this a secret from her....

He must be disappointed to know I smoke...

"I'm from the rooftop nyari breeze" I said.

Raina is not her name if she gives up believing in me.....

"Try pap" he said.

"Oh yes, yes brother sleep do not get the wind anymore. My sister started working tomorrow" he said.

It was, in fact, if I could just want him to stay with me...

Because just looking at it I know that I'm alive....

Telling me back about Mom, makes me cramped....

The shadow that Mother proudly called Raina my future wife before all our family members always appeared in my memory....

Also the shadow when Mom kissed me on my forehead at graduation.....

Ah already.... Too sweet to forget.....

My shaken future seems to be back to gray.....

What does it mean that I pursue success when you can't enjoy my hard work?

But Raina said, she wants to see me succeed and be better than ever.....

"I've always been proud of what you fought for, you have to keep chasing your dreams because you're always ready to be a witness to your life".....

Those are the words that have become a whimper for me....

Not to mention the small note that he just pinned under my sleeping lights when I was in Tangerang first....

Raina kept a lot of surprises for me....

Imagine that after all this time together, he never asked for a photo together or showed off our closeness to the crowd...

He would only occasionally take candid photos of me....

Then edit it as if next to it....

He did not complain loudly, only occasionally acting jutek and then returned to normal...

During my time as a girlfriend, she experienced many unfortunate events....

The straying of Rani, Praya's pranks and all that's up to make her head

badly injured....

He still hangs in with me, though I often worry about him more than I worry about myself......

Not to mention the line of men who always try to disturb him....

Whether it's Fasya or others who haven't been seen....

My girl is interesting...

It is natural that many glanced....

When it is silent it will look very cold....

After smiling, it feels very warm....

"Raina, I have a greeting from my friend"

"Raina, asked the same A as B the C and blah blah blah blah"

But my woman will just smile and act ordinary....

"So don't be angry, huh? I don't call them" he said every time I heard a greeting being sent for him.

"Engga" I answered while stroking her hair...

Actually now my burden of seeing Raina's face is very heavy....

Since her hair is emphasized or spliced or whatever the name is, she looks more like the figure of Mother when young...

Maybe it was also one of the factors, I was very comfortable to linger on his face....

Lately I see Raina often dizzy, Mother said when Mom was still there, if it was natural for girls the age of Raina was very excited to undergo many activities simultaneously and liked the busyness.....

That's why I'm a little loosened and not as hard as I used to be to forbid him from taking many offers....

Origin on one condition....

If he is sick and feels the slightest distress, he must be honest with me...

Again this is purely my selfishness that doesn't want anything bad to happen to Raina....

The reason is none other than, because I don't want to feel lonely or lost anymore....

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 A few days after our return from Palembang.....

I'm still not used to my new life getting quieter. There are only Raina, Dhika and some of my best friends who always call or text me.

Unfortunately, Raina is getting busy and even though she has not forgotten that she has a boyfriend.

But, he was increasingly giving me surprises...

Sending a voice note every night before bed or reminding me a lot of things...

 

One day he was standing suddenly in front of my hostel to bring me breakfast.

"Kakkkk" he shouted...

I thought it was a dream, because early in the morning there was already a creature that appeared in front of my eyes.

"I brought breakfast! I don't have class today she said she shifted tomorrow" she said, kissing my cheek.

Raina has lately been very attentive to her appearance, she often takes vitamins and slimming supplements.

"Make what the hell? that's not saying, you're so skinny what do you want?" grumbling.

"Sister, I'm afraid the dress for the final night of the campus ambassador is not enough later" she replied.

Seeing some recordings of her singing and performing poems in front of the judges during the selection, made me realize that my position might be threatened when Raina was elected.

Raina's manner of speaking was very polite and her behavior was also courteous.

He will only be angry with me when I am late to eat, late to shower and late to pick him up. The rest I can guarantee, Raina is very patient!

That's what made me sure that Raina would easily take the jury's heart. Not to mention because of her natural beauty, her fair yellow skin and her beautiful real wavy hair.

I post more and more photos of the two of us on social media...

Yes because I have to make sure that Raina is not approached by another man.

That day he said that he and his friends would come to visit for a meal.

But until late in the afternoon only his friends and Dhika arrived.

"I'm still debriefing the campus ambassador" he said.

When the sky was dark and cloudy...

"I'll pick you up, you wait at the gate" I said.

I don't know why, I'm worried and not. Until I drove my car fast.

Upon arrival in front of the gate, it was true that Fasya was bullying him.

Raina's hand was pulled with all her might.

I came down with all the emotions that peaked in my head.

It felt like dozens of punches could not avenge what Fasya had done to him.

Seeing Raina's body trembling, soaking wet and frightened.

Instantly made me remember his father's message...

"Raina was actually spoiled, she was very scared by the loud noise, snapping and angry face of someone. Understand, Raina has childhood trauma"..

I hit Fasya's cheek with all my strength. I felt the pain in my hands too.

After seeing Raina's hand melt down, my emotions grew more and more.

I hit Fasya again as a way to let out all the fatigue and emotion I was holding back.

I want Fasya to know, whoever hurt Raina must be dealing with me...

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