College Or College Ah?

The deepest demand

"Sister, I don't even take the time to think about bales Rani's actions with Kayi to me but yes they are looking for trouble continue to work" I complained.

"You're taking physical contact with them? If they're looking for trouble, I have to step in"

"Don't, brother, don't. Later the same rich accusation they to me actually if brother intervenes. Anyway, I want to bales them rich the way they used to be to me. Let them think about me again"

"Can't be that de, they must constantly ngincer you if you don't give a hard warning. Moreover, the position of Rani almost everything is yours, even the last one said Nirwan you become a secretary right for Hydrological Practicum?"

"Yes, because I am entrusted with the same trust. Yes when I do not walk the trust that people trust me anyway? After all it was not me who desperately snatched, the position came itself to me and offered people to me. Brother nanyain kept about me to Nirwan?"

"Yes I just went to Nirwan, because I can't every time you go. It is unlikely that I will ask your three friends, they will be heavier on you"

I saw the worry implied on his face, it seemed like he wanted me to stop my cold war with Rani and Kayi.

"It's my business with the two of them anyway, even my three best friends just can't come down and help again. That happened to my sister" I said.

Andreas pinched my cheek and said slowly:

"I'm sad you're so naughty, you usually obey me. But I am also happy that you are processing and dare to take responsibility for the problems you create. I always support you"

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That night, I hugged her. The hug always calms me. Very calm. Like all my burdens were gone.

"I'm afraid, brother, I'm stressed just think next month how to. Brother know? A lot of my schedule, PKM is BEM, sales and not to mention tasks" I complained.

"Yaudah, next month I will often go to Bandung with you. Be careful if you don't take care of your health"

For how many minutes, I might sleep next to his bed.

Until I woke up, I looked at the clock at 11 p.m.

He fell asleep while putting his left hand over my head. His sleeping position looks uncomfortable.

I tried to change her sleeping position very carefully, afraid she would wake up.

Finally after covering it, I went to sleep on the sofa to make it more comfortable.

For some reason, my view focused instead on a pile of books and maps that seemed to be Andreas' work file placed on a small table.

"Can't you go home tomorrow? Why are the files still messy out here anyway? Tumben he is not neat" I said in my heart.

I searched his bag and found him under the bed.

I recorded each map and each book neatly, until accidentally a letter fell.

"TN.ANDREAS CT-SCAN EXAMINATION RESULTS"

After I read the head of the letter, I immediately opened it out of curiosity and because I already knew from Andreas that the CT-Sc results were good.

But....

How surprised I was, after reading the doctor's diagnosis stating that Andreas suffered from restless legs syndrome (restless legs syndrome/RLS) or Willis-Ekbom disease.

RLS is a neurological disease characterized by unpleasant sensations that give rise to a strong urge to move and stomp the feet.

I immediately took my phone that was being charged, turned it on and searched for information about this disease on the internet.

RLS can cause sensations in the form of itching, tingling, shock, tingling, pain, cramps, or like there are insects crawling under the skin. RLS usually occurs when the sufferer is at rest, especially at night, so it can interfere with the time and quality of sleep.

"Why lie to me? Why did you say the CT scan was good? But the truth is there's a disease I don't know what this means" ....

Last night I did research on RLS disease, I wrote the symptoms that may arise to ways that can be done to reduce the symptoms. I'm sure Andreas has RLS because it's genetic. All this time I knew my boyfriend's lifestyle was healthy, he didn't smoke much less drink alcohol.

In the early hours of the morning, I tried to close my eyes. But it feels very difficult, even though I know that RLS is not a dangerous disease it seems I have not calmed down if I do not hear the explanation from the doctor directly.

"Just in the morning, I have to go to orthopedics. I've got to talk about RLS, and I need to know how to handle it properly for people with this disease"...

Having trouble sleeping, I decided to take a shower and change clothes. When the sky was clear, I went out to buy breakfast.

When I got back in the room, Andreas was awake and playing with my phone.

"Where are you? Is this coming out?" tanyakanya.

"I'm looking for breakfast, but I'm ready. Brother washed his face, right? The doctor said yesterday you can't take a shower first" I explained.

"Are you taking a shower? You can get up so early" he asked in astonishment.

"It's okay, I'm not sleeping at all" I replied.

"Why? Don't like the hospital atmosphere?" tanyakanya.

"Researching on diseases" I replied, raising my voice.

"Disease? Who is sick? What disease?" tanyanya.

"RLS" I replied as I looked at him cynically.

He threw his face the other way, as if unwilling to discuss it with me.

I was busy preparing breakfast and had time to comb my hair while glazing near the sofa.

"Okay, I admit I lied to you about the results of the ct-scan. So you did some research on RLS?" tanyakanya.

"Silver always say, health matters should not be hidden. But it was my brother who violated me, when I was just lying about eating ramen. Why can you keep this secret all alone?" my many.

"Not that, I intend to tell this to you but not now the time. I have no intention of lying to you, really" he said evasively.

In fact, I was angry at being lied to. I finally decided to choose to be quiet and not say anything until she explained everything to me.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to lie to you. I just received the results of this Ct-scan was shocked, because my illness is just as rich as Mom. I just ngabarin Mother because at that time Mother is the most important and should know about Mother has experienced this disease first" he explained.

"Yes, Mom is the most important, right? I don't have to know either, do I? Maybe I'm less important? Yeudah, we have breakfast only yu" I said with a cynical expression.

"Sir, don't you try to look at my face now? do you see any lies in my eyes? am I impressed that you're not important? You are just as important as Mom" he explained.

"Yes, eat first. Later to the doctor come and continue to check on brother. You will be told to go home because you are healthy?" my many.

He seemed very sorry for his decision to keep this secret from me. His face looks disappointed in himself, actually I did not have the heart when I had to put a cynical face in front of him. But, he will only be honest when I am already angry like this.

Anger is a rare thing to do, because usually no matter how upset I am. I'll just be quiet and not talk to anyone much.

Andreas took my lunchbox, and put it on the patient's desk. Then he got up and sat facing me.

Our faces are now staring. I tried to look natural and not be swayed by her guilty expression at all.

"Raina, do you know who I love you? you know there's no way I'm hiding this big thing to you, I'm definitely a story but not at the wrong time like yesterday. I've planned everything, to tell you and to reduce your worries to me. I have no intention of lying at all" he said, holding my hand.

"Yes I believe ko, when the hell do I not believe in brother? we eat now" I said still.

"So, until you get angry and bring me again I won't eat. I know so much you, you're being rich gini for ngetes me right? you are angry and disappointed, right? get mad at me, hit me if you have to. Origin, you don't get me rich gini" he persuaded.

I took a deep breath and asked him to be patient.

"It's not good to fight here, disturb other patients. I told you that I believe in my brother. We will discuss it later at the sister's office" I said.

After breakfast, I called the doktee to check on Andreas' condition one last time before going home.

While during the doctor's examination, I ran to the orthopedic section.

I asked a lot about RLS to one of the staff doctors who were picketing there.

Until after getting a lot of answers, I returned to Andreas' room.

"Jude, you can go home now. Inget yes therapy!" the doctor said with a smile at me.

I'm still unmoved, I'm just trying to clean up all Andreas' stuff without having to talk to him. Now that I know, his feelings are definitely not out of order. He was confused about how to treat me at that time.

"Yes downstairs, I've taken an online taxi" he asked me while helping him walk.

He looked at me and kept looking at me until we got into the cab.

In the car, Hanifa called me asking about Andreas' condition and plans to eat with us today.

"Yes fa, later we want sunset yes we eat on the beach. I'm told again, now I just got out of the hospital" I said.

"OK bye faa see you" I concluded.

Andreas was still staring in surprise at me, he was probably anxious because I didn't make a sound.

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After a while....

"Pak stopped here, it was the cost" he said, pointing to a luxury boarding house next to where our taxi stopped.

"My room is number 18, just as rich your birthday keeps my boarding pin as well as our anniversary date of June 30, 2012. Not sure if we already want a year and a half, or where do we want to go?" ask him pleasantries.

I didn't answer the question or respond to the story just now. I still choose to keep quiet and just smile a little.

Although in my heart, I was amazed and did not expect that the walls of Andreas's room were dominated by my photos.

Actually, at that time, I was eager to ask.

"It's a picture of me from my brother's camera at the time, right?"

But I'm prestigious, I don't want to lose to him.

Until finally, just as I was about to tidy up her worksheet onto the bookshelf she suddenly pulled my body and hugged it from behind.

"Please, don't cuddle me rich gini" ...

"Love me 1 chance to explain everything to you, about the reasons why I haven't told you and the reasons why I'm afraid to tell you my illness"

"Rain, I really don't mean to lie"

I turned to look at his face, then looked at his two eyeballs deeply.

"First, any excuse to cover up a lie is unacceptable. Second, I don't like it brother unfair. It's my turn to be a strong brother, I can't cover up every pain or can't eat instant food. Third, even though I broke the end I never lied to my sister for long. But, brother hid the CT scan from me almost 10 days from the date the results came out. That was a long time ago" I explained.

"I just can't tell you because Mom banned me, I'm afraid you can't accept my condition. Maybe if the case is severe I can be therapy for months or can not do activities at all. There may even have to be an operation if necessary. Mom gave me advice, let me not tell you let alone by phone. My mother told me the story directly to you. Finally, I followed Mom because she gave me the best advice. But because I don't know if you're going to get me here first, and stupidly I didn't put the results of the CT-scan in a safe place. Sampe finally you see yourself semalem" he explained.

"I can't leave my sister, I can't" I replied.

"Well that's dong, you finally said it too if you don't want to and can't possibly leave me?" he said with a relieved expression.

"Yaudah for this case, I take it clear. But in the future I don't want you to lie until so long" I said.

"Yes, baby, sorry. Yaudah made my mistake you can ask me a lot of things" he said.

"I just want a healthy sister, a regular therapy sister huh? brother, don't get why again. Don't get in an accident don't get sick all of a sudden! I can't even watch Brother get sick anymore. Brother promised me, huh? will you take good care of yourself here?" my door.