College Or College Ah?

College Or College Ah?
Dad, I'm worried!



Today I will be operated on...


I don't understand exactly what the operation's called, maybe you understand better. I just asked Mom to look after me and wait in the lobby until the operation was over. I had to take Randy and Recca's rap today so Mom asked me to stay in the hospital.


Hanifa accompanied me until noon, right before Dad had surgery she had to go home because there was a family event.


"I'm home, sorry I can't make you right because Papa I also just came home from out of town so everything has to be home" he said.


After delivering Hanifa to the front of the hospital, Andreas called me.



After hearing Andreas' last words, my tears rose and it was hard for me to contain. I was afraid of being lazy and crying on the phone instead. I decided to lie and hung up the phone.


Although I actually knew, after this he would definitely immediately feel something strange from me.


Sure enough, for an hour after that he kept asking me to pick up his phone again. He even sent out a bunch of chats asking 'if I'm okay'...


I didn't want to reply to him first, I also deactivated my read report so he must have thought I hadn't read the message from him.


Father's operation is ongoing now, my close brothers have also come to the hospital and accompanied me on guard.


"Rain, take a break to go home and take a shower and eat later here again" said Mother who just came.


"Yes tea, go home first and take care of me" said Randy.


I also think even though I actually want to be there after Dad finishes the operation later. But, I also felt hungry and angry because from morning to afternoon just sitting and waiting in the hospital lobby.


Andreas was still trying to call me and as I pity that he would worry constantly, I finally picked up the phone.


"De, what the hell are you doing? Where the hell is it?" tanyakanya.


I didn't say a word, just cried as hard as I could and took out all the burdens that I carried alone for a week yesterday.


"I'm sorry, but I'm confused I'm afraid I can't tell you the same brother because I'm afraid to think... Dad went to the hospital and now again in surgery, I'm afraid my brother also pity the father and pity the mother but I can't do anything.." I explained while crying continuously.


"De, where are you taking care of me now? You where?" tanya tried to calm me.


"I'm home, I want to take a shower first and then go to the hospital again because Mom asked me to rest when I actually want to keep it there" I replied.


"You were in the hospital this morning? That's why you're bales chat I'm short?" tanyakanya.


"Yes, sorry" I replied.


"Yaudah, now you take a bath with water while eating first be careful not to eat... Sleep for a while if drowsiness do not maxain, Dad is sick so you can not add patients" he said.


"Yes, brother, I'm closing! Don't worry, I'm fine" I replied.


"Yes, I know you're strong" he replied in a very heavy tone as if he was very worried about me.


"Yaudah, I want to take a shower first I'll call brother again huh? You want to talk to me later, right?" my many.


"No need later if you have relaxed just tidakin me, do not first have a lot of thoughts. Take care of me first and don't forget to eat!" concluded.