Chasing you

Chasing you
CHAPTER 52



Qirani stared out the window while daydreaming. His taper chin, supported by his left wrist. While the fingers of his right hand tapped on the table in turn.


Every now and then he sighed, as if he wanted to take out all the burdens in his heart.


His work room looked empty. There was no sound, just silence. Even his breathing was not so audible, like breathing stealthily.


Kissed me that long...


Inner Qirani, turned back her memories a few days ago while she and Arga were inside her room.


Without realizing it, his right index finger gently touched his lips. Move it gently to the corners of the lips from one to the other several times.


The kiss is softer now...


Different from the time I was a snot boy in my gray white uniform.


He who used to be, was so rude.


Is it because of age that speaks ?


He's more mature now...


More..macho.


I thought he would repeat it.


Apparently, no.


After kissing me long enough, he let me go and said...


" I miss you, Qiran... "


Oh my God...


I melted instantly...


Qirani smiled alone. His eyes seem to shine. His face was so happy.


I'm in love...


Falling in love with the same person...


Again, Qirani smiled.


But...


If it is that easy to accept him, it does not feel exciting...


Can't I play a little more ?


At least he wouldn't think, I was so conquered.


" Mm... "


Qirani.


Next, if I meet him again, what should I do ?


No... How should I behave ?


It's good that I pretend to be ordinary and assume that things have never happened before or...


Should I be even sweeter ?


I think it's more fitting if I'm just being funny.


I don't want to seem to like it.


Stupid. I actually feel silly !


" Yuuffthhh... "


Qirani took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.


He changed his sitting position. Now he's laying his head back, leaning back on his chair.


His hands folded in front of his chest. His right leg went up on his left leg. His eyes are no longer on the window. Now, he chose to close his eyes.


Married, revenge for mama, what next ?


When that revenge is done, can Arga still look at me with love again ?


Or... his gaze turned into a look of hatred ?


Then... What happens to me later ?


Am I going to be okay ?


Now, I have begun to hesitate to follow the plans of mama and Adit.


Why am I in such a messed up situation ?


The more confused we get here.


Between filial pingin or quiet life without doing something that can hurt someone...


" Sheem... "


Someone sounded so close. Qirani opened his eyes and instantly turned his back. Exactly a few inches from his face, Arga's face looked a small smile.


" Not polite ! "


His impact while pushing Arga's chest, in order to keep his distance.


" You look so cute if you rem that again... "


Said Arga, gombal.


" Can't you knock on the door before you enter ? "


Qirani pitched ketus.


" Your door opened a little, I see, you fell asleep. So I went in... "


Arga said with ease.


" What is necessary ?! "


Qirani paid no heed to what Arga said.


Arga is still smiling. While continuing to look at Qirani who put on the face of judes, he sat on the chair in front of Qirani's table.


" Come on... Does it have to be that way ? Don't you miss me the same ? Mmm, how many days did we not meet after... "


" Sister Adit is out for a meeting. You can come back here later in the afternoon around three o'clock. "


Qirani still looks like a judge.


" I know, I had a chat with Adit before I got here. "


Sahut Arga relaxed, while leaning his body back.


" Then ? Why are you still here when you know my sister doesn't exist ? Intentionally ? "


Qirani asked very cynically.


" What if I answer, yes, I intentionally... May ? "


Arga looks stuck.


" As a general manager, you have a lot of time to relax... Though it's only eleven, it's not time for a break yet. Not afraid that later your subordinates will think how incompetent this general manager is ? "


Qirani replied.


" I don't care what my subordinates think, nor do I care what your office person says. All I care about is what you say, what your mind is and what your heart is. The rest, I don't care... "


Sahut Arga is relaxed but quite firm.


" Hard-headed. "


Qirani.


" Wake me up at twelve. "


Arga said as he woke up from his seat and moved to the long sofa in the middle of the room.


" Hey ! This is an office, not a hotel ! "


Qirani protests with sewot.


" I know... But I'm so sleepy. These two days back and forth Jakarta-Bandung without a driver, my body is all sick. "


Replied Arga half-complaining, taking off her shoes and immediately laying down her body.


" What's the deal with me ? Hey ! Don't sleep there ! "


Back, Qirani protested.


But Arga did not answer. Comfortably, he closed his eyes.


Qirani stood up and walked quickly towards Arga lying down. Right in front of Arga, he immediately pulled Arga's hand.


" Wake up ! Don't be crazy ! Hey ! Come on, wake up !! "


He continued to pull Arga's hand.


Arga's still not moving. Not really willing to serve Qirani's protest, Arga continued to pretend to sleep.


" Hey ! If you want to sleep, your office is there !! "


Qirani continued to insist.


Some tried to drag Arga's body to fall from the sofa, but failed. Inexhaustible, now he shook Arga's shoulders repeatedly. Still, it didn't work.


Suddenly Arga catches Qiranj's hand and pulls the girl's tiny body down.


" You !! "


Qirani exclaimed.


" I slept for a while. Pleases... "


Arga said with a clear face.


" Lepasin ! "


Qirani said as she pulled her body.


Arga let go of his embrace on Qirani just like that. He really looks very tired. Don't want to argue anymore.


Qirani glanced at him at a glance, then chose to step aside from before Arga. He sat back in his chair. He saw the figure of Arga lying on the sofa.


Long live long !


Just thought about it, you're already nongol in front of your eyes.


What the hell does this guy want ?


Dateng-dateng sleeping.


Is my office a hotel room ?


Anyways...


Inner Qirani is half goiter.


Arga felt that Qirani would not bother him anymore, he folded his hands in front of his chest, and closed his eyes again.


For a few years, I never slept comfortably.


Until I kissed you yesterday, I felt it was time to relax...


My search has paid off all this time.


Whatever your circumstances, anger, hate, resentment towards me, I have no problem.


I promise myself that until you marry me, I will stay close to you, I will be your shadow, I will stay attached to you.


I will never let you go again, Qiran....