Chasing you

CHAPTER 51

" Okey, speak... "

Kirani said as she sat on the edge of her bed.

Arga approached her after closing the room door. He sat next to Qirani. Looked at him full of longing.

Really different from the old...

His inner.

" before... I want to apologize for what happened that night. I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I'm sorry, really sorry. "

" Do you think, just by saying sorry, everything can go back to being okay ? "

" I know, it's not that easy. I'll do whatever you want. I'm really-really sorry. I was on stimulant drugs that time. "

Qirani turned his face away, staring intently at Arga.

" Stimulating drug ?! I don't believe it ! You have been harassing me too often ! Every time we meet, you touch me, kiss me, and it's compulsion. Don't find a reason to defend yourself. You intend to rape me ! "

Qirani was furious. Arga looked at her beautiful face which now looked full of anger.

" You are wrong ! "

Sahut Arga firmly.

" What's wrong ??? "

Jerk Qirani with glaring eyes.

" You ! "

Qirani said while using her index finger to press into Arga's chest several times.

" Always think of me as a toy, you do anything to me, tell this to tell it ! "

With eyes that begin to glaze over.

Arga caught Qirani's wrist in front of his chest. Then he clasped Qirani's fingers with both hands. However, Qirani quickly withdrew his hand.

" I admit, at first yes, you were right. I just think of you as my new toy. The look in your eyes when you look at me with fear makes me even more upset. That's what makes me love doing you more. Moreover, you are similar to someone from my past. Your faces are different, but your attitude, your gaze, your way of speaking, are all similar. I feel ka... "

" Adhisty. I-i know. "

Cut Qirani while turning his gaze towards the window of the room.

Raining ?...

Is God crying for me ?

Seeing me play fate ?

Is not destiny from you ?

After a long time of avoiding her, erasing all memories of her, it now recalls everything with her beside me...

I find it funny...

Inner Qirani with a smile on the corner of her lips.

Arga was stunned to hear Qirani's words. His face paled a little.

He knows about Adhisty ?...

Since when ?

Inner Arga was curious.

He saw Qirani who was still staring out the window.

" What makes you smile ? "

It turned out that Arga saw Qirani's only smile for a moment.

" Is there anything else you want to talk about ? "

Said Qirani turning towards Arga.

" You know about Adhisty ? From whom ? What do you know ? "

Ask Arga.

" It doesn't matter who I know. Right now, I just want you to know. I'm not Adhisty, I'm not your new toy anymore, and I'm not who you are. I have my own life, so do you. I'm no longer Qirani. So, forget everything. Forget the past. Live your life better. "

Qirani flat said.

These words are for myself too.

I should be able to too...

His inner.

" I can forget all that past, but I want to live my future with you. I made my promise that time. I will take responsibility for you. I want to marry you. "

Arga's heart is full of faith.

" Married ? Spending time with someone you don't love can you be happy ? "

" Who do I say I don't love ? I love you. I really did cin... "

" I am not in love with you. I can't believe what love is. Don't make me laugh. On what basis do you love me ?! "

" Who said it ? Don't be so ignorant ! "

" I can't read your heart, but I can see clearly, you doubt it. "

" How can I love you ? If I love you, I will not feel disgusted if I want to that night ! "

Qirani said while avoiding Arga's eyes.

And quickly threw Arga's hands off both of his shoulders.

Arga let out a long breath. Then he threw his body back. He supported his head with both palms.

The ceiling of Qirani's room, which was sky blue, instantly became a screen of a projector, rewinding a memory several years ago.

" That night, everyone looked normal, partying, hanging out with others. Drinks were ordered originally, if there is indeed a drug naro fucking, could anyone who is affected. "

For a moment Arga stopped talking, glimpsed Qirani who was still silent in his seat and now look at the window.

" I don't remember much before, but suddenly my head felt dizzy. My eyes, too, are heavy. The more I tried to make it aware, the more strange my body was. Between heat, chills and lust. There's something new first that I fathom, really. I realized there was something in my drink. And I thought, if I had to do that, at least, I didn't do it with anyone else. That's the first for me, I want, you're the first for me. My mind... "

" It was also my first ! "

Cut off Qirani who immediately turned his body towards Arga's fall.

Arga looked at him for a moment.

" I know... At that time, my mind was confused. Just like you, I don't care about any other problems. Because I just want you. "

" You are wrong ! You should care about a lot of things that will happen after that night. You ruined my future ! You keep me away from my sisters, from Mother ! "

" It should be, if you calm down and don't play run away that night, none of this will happen. "

" You're guilty of me ?! "

" No, I just wish time could be replayed. I could've kept you away that night, so I wouldn't have been depressed, lost you. "

" Where is a girl who abis raped, will be silent and can calmly accompany her rapist to sleep until morning, huh ?! "

" Seek, Qiran. Don't say that word, I told you, I'll take responsibility for everything. "

Arga said as he got up from his fall and sat down cross-legged facing Qirani.

" What word ? Not that you're actually doing it, huh ?! "

" I didn't mean to... "

" But you did confess to that disgusting thing !! You raped me !!! "

Just as Qirani shut her mouth, Arga hugged her tightly. Qirani immediately rebelled, trying to break away.

" Please, marry me. I will make amends for all my mistakes with you. Everything was. I just want you to be happy. "

Arga said right in Qirani's ear.

" Take me off ! "

Qirani in Arga's arms.

" No, from this moment on, I'm not going to let you go again. I almost went crazy for losing you. '

Arga said as she gently stroked Qirani's hair.

Qirani, who started to feel sultry with a tight hug from Arga, now bites Arga's shoulder as tight as possible.

" Aarrgha... Bite until you are satisfied. I won't let you go until you say you agree to marry me. "

Said Arga while grimacing in pain.

Qirani continued to bite him with all her might. Wreaking everything through his teeth. Faintly heard by him, Arga who groaned in pain but still continued to embrace him.

I want to see how long you can endure this pain...

Inner Qirani.

And he continued to bite Arga as hard as he could.

" Aarrggh... "

Rintih Arga's.

Qirani doesn't care. The tighter Arga hugged him, the stronger he bit Arga's shoulder.

For a few minutes, the two were still in the same situation. And suddenly Arga released his embrace, pulling Qirani's body from his body. Within seconds, Arga kissed Qirani on the lips.

Qirani, who had not expected Arga to kiss her, immediately raised her hand to hit but Arga deftly blocked both of Qirani's wrists while continuing to kiss her.

Qirani pulled her face, trying to remove her lips from Arga's lips. But Arga pushed him backwards, causing him to fall on the bed.

Arga who continued to kiss her finally overstretched her tiny body. Qirani tried various ways of escaping. Unfortunately, his strength is not comparable to Arga.

Not only can not escape from the kiss and body pierihan Arga, Arga even stronger hugging him back on the bed.

Choosing to surrender, Qirani was like a statue, letting Arga kiss her without replying. Qirani closed his eyes. Resignedly.

By Allah...

If he does more than this, if he dares to repeat the events of that night, today too, I will kill him !!!