Amnesiacs

Letter Contents

For you

Natadipura, my girlfriend

and

Silvi, my Beloved Friend and Wife

Hello how are you guys ? is it okay? hope you are healthy.

I'm so sorry I couldn't come to your wedding, but you guys bothered to come to give me an invitation letter.

I really wanted to see you two get married and be happy, but how else I can't, haha. Not that I'm jealous, but I can't. Actually, I was very jealous, let alone seeing you two and love each other. I often wonder why I'm not the one Nata loves like that.

When I wrote this letter, I was in a terrible state. It was a shame to see Nata come and see me in this state, right now I realize death is already in front of my eyes.

I'm sure that when you read this, my body is no longer in this world, but my soul is beside you, still with you. In my short time, I want to feel the beauty of loving each other, I try to learn to love the other, but my heart is always for you, as your heart always has been for Silvi.

I also do not understand, even though I have tried, I still can not not not love you, ah until the end of my life I am still immersed in my love for you. Maybe the purpose of knowing you is not as a friend, but only as a learning.

Hearing something happen to Silvi, scaring me, I was afraid that you would lock yourself up and suffer like Nata had once again. For that, I think I can save you and Silvi, after all death has appeared before my eyes, I think this is the right decision

Nata, you need to understand, the beating heart on Silvi's body is mine, I give it to help me feel the warmth of your love and love, feel the warmth of your body and grow with you.

This death of mine, may be a sad one, but I don't think so because death leaves me free from the suffering of unrequited love, now I feel warmly loved by Nata every day, every morning.

Occasionally come to visit my grave, but you do not come too friendly or too close, later I am jealous. I'm waiting for you!

My love is eternal, even if you run away, even though I am dead, my love will remain firmly entrenched for you, though never reciprocated, though you never feel, I will never give up.

My love is soothing, I give it to you when you need it, I accept every humiliation, because even if it is dirty, it is a holy love

You once told me, to not give up, I have sacrificed everything as my obedient form to your words. You tell me that love cannot be forced, I have given everything in sincerity without force

The love I give may not be warmth, nor happiness. But the love I gave, did not make a single wound, nor pierced the chest. This love of mine is hope, about a life.

You told me, love is something that makes people more alive, more excited, alive hope. I've fulfilled it, so can you love me

But I understand love can never be forced, so I risk everything, can you love that little throbbing thing inside your wife's body as part of me?

Please love me, love a small part of me. Let me pump the blissful blood out of your wife's body that you love so much. Let me feel your little embrace, feel your little love, even if not with my own body.

I have lived in Silvi's body, fused together with her.

This is the fairest state, you can finally love two people in one body, two souls in one container.

I never regret knowing and loving you

I never regret sacrificing for your happiness

Can I live in your heart? can you remember me even a little?

SO BE HAPPY

from me, the woman who always loved you

Tyas