Amnesiacs

Rasa

Time passed so quickly, the atmosphere of peace and calm came again, although some sparks appeared, but the heat was not felt, because I had previously been burned

Tya and Silvi they've made up, I think they're getting closer now, but there's still tension going on when it comes to me.

in the cold classroom, accompanied by fallen leaves, Tya came to me, followed by Silvi's piercing glare.

"Jesus forgot it yesterday, assume you never heard it" he said so coldly

"yes, it's not a problem for me" I replied.

"i will also apologize to Arif" he said.

I saw him as if he was losing his expression, so cold and stiff. I actually thought I liked him too, but I tried to keep my heart, because Silvi first came and filled in.

"Later to the tomb, meet me at home yes, I'm waiting for you" Silvi said

"yes, what's wrong? tumben once you take me away at night"

"Already, do not talk much, just come" said silvi teasing

"Well, you're a beautiful dancer"

"is I less beautiful in your eyes?"

for a moment I was silent, for me Silvi herself was the perfect form of beauty.the woman with wide eyes, a sharp nose, and thin lips, high and white skin, it is difficult to imagine a woman who is more beautiful than him, and what I like the most is his jaily and spontaneous nature, he never shy to do anything. cool women

"yes she is beautiful, she is beautiful" I replied in a lazy tone

"Ura, so evil" Silvi was angry, she pouted and her cheeks bulged, spoiled once.

it was time to go home, Silvi he went first he said to prepare something for later tonight.Garged school, I see Tya. it looks like he is waiting for someone.

"Yes, what are you doing here"

"I'm waiting for you, I want to go home with you, doesn't Silvi come home first, so it doesn't matter?"

"yes okay, besides our house is unidirectional"

on Tya's journey, just silent, occasionally she looked at me.

"Nata, you know. this does not want to go, it even feels bigger" said Tya while holding his chest.

"Maybe it's still in its infancy" I replied innocently

"Nata, pervert!" said Tya her face flushed red

"Ah, am I wrong? so what do you mean?"

"This feeling Nata, do you know how to kill him, I feel more and more painful"

I just smiled at what he said, and then I rubbed off Tya's head.

"By the way, that feeling will come at the right time, for the right person, hopefully you'll find it soon"

"You don't think you're the right person?"

"Many are better than me, it's just a matter of time, getting used to it"

"What?"

"Me stay home for a while, I'm afraid, there's nobody there"

"yes, it's okay, but tonight I have to go, I have an appointment"

arriving at Tya's house, I was treated to tea and snacks.I talked a lot of rights with Tya, including his family problems, he felt less attention from both parents, ah naturally, just like that, both of his parents were very busy.

but in that conversation, Suddenly Tya hugged me, while I just fell silent.

"Nata, am I less attractive to you?"

"It's not like that, Tya, you're so beautiful, I'm just looking after my heart"

I tried to take off his embrace, though,

"A moment, just a moment, I was enjoying it" Tya hugged me tighter.

"Warm body, smell your body, and good attitude I always like you" said Tya.

"I'm sorry, I can't"

"I understand, but please just this time, don't let go, you just want you to understand how I feel"

soon Tya was crying in my arms

"I never had what I wanted, family, friends, even love, I didn't get it"

I tried to calm him down, though,

"How come, I'll always support you, I don't like it when you cry"

"Yes, I know, even when you laugh you don't like me, you just like Silvi"

"I'm sorry"

I saw the time showed at 7pm, I took off Tya's embrace,

"I'm sorry Tya, I have to go"

I rushed towards Silvi's house, when I got there, Silvi led me, took me upstairs, there were binoculars there.

"Since childhood, I've loved to see stars, and the brightest is you" she said.

Silvi looked so happy, that smile could not be separated from her face, like the stars that adorn the night sky, they shone brightly, and you Silvi were shining so brightly

"Wherever you are, we will always see the same sky" Silvi said

"Can you stay here?, I'm afraid if I live without you" said I who tried to shake Silvi's hand and put her on my chest.

Suddenly he hugged me,

"Nobody understands me more than you do, I've even put my heart here, and tomorrow scares me so much, so hug my body, and feel my body wanting you, feel its warmth, feel its warmth, the warmth that people used to do when they made love, I thought I would never be able to fall in love again, the many things I wanted to tell you, but don't let this be our last night, I hope it won't end, even if every day I'm approached with fear, don't forget me, because I won't fall in love again."

"I'll always remember her, but you know Silvi, I always felt this was weird, I always saw you so perfect, loved a freak like me, I saw you like a bird flying in the garden of heaven, I saw you like a bird flying in the garden, some time I also feel unable to see your eyes, you smile like an angel and it makes me cry, I hope I am also special like you, but I am just a lucky weirdo you love, I also don't understand what I'm doing here in your arms, I just want to keep you like this, not to run, I'm afraid I'm so scared, I can't feel anything anymore"