Amnesiacs

The chosen woman

Every thing that happens in life will always have meaning, because the strokes of actions and words will always make history.

Leaving me was her choice, a very hard decision for her, and for me, because there was no way I could love and share my heart.

but after she left, I realized that her figure was very important in my life, on my way, the short-haired woman once touched my soul, shook my heart, hugged my body.

This sadness is my weakness as well as my selfishness, no matter how hard I hold it, tears still fall.

it turns out that he did not reign in the heart, but penetrated in the soul.

I am very sorry to hear of his decision, but what I regret is not his passing, but the times that have passed, in which I was able to make him happy, could not make him feel loved, he said, I failed to make her feel wanted, and letting her go made me realize that I was taking off something very important in my life.

The universe curses me with love, something beautiful can actually hurt, if allowed, wanting me to tell her, that I love her too.

My body was so limp in Silvi's arms, I wanted to chase after her, but this leg couldn't step, wanted me to say something truthful, but these lips were unable to say, for a moment I regretted everything.

"Here Nata, if you want to cry, cry, let out all your tears, spill sorrow in it so that your heart is calm, and then you must rise up, there's still me back to being the only woman you need to love"

silvi said that hugged me so tightly

"i can't, tears aren't enough to describe my regrets, I've ignored them, the woman who helped me to get up, I've hurt her, I've hurt her, I have taken away her happiness and she only finds sorrow in her heart"

I hugged Silvi so tightly, the sun began to shine brightly, warming the soul that was experiencing anxiety.

"it hurts my heart to listen to your words, it hurts my feelings to hear your confession about your feelings for her, already, just don't say anything else, I won't be able to hear it"

"I'm sorry, my love, I didn't mean to hurt you, remove the tears from your face, let you smile again like a warming sun and heal the wounded"

now Silvi is the only woman in front of me, who will support me. This feeling I get back, hurrying myself to pull Silvi to my boarding house, I take a pen and a piece of paper, and I take the, I told him to sit next to me.

This ability of mine comes from sadness, increased by suffering, pen that paints memories, everything I will tell you back.

Silvi smiled beside me, seeing me back busy writing the stories that have been passed.

"You've always been amazing, you've always been hard to reach"

Silvi opened my bedroom window, let the sunlight in, slowly she approached me and whispered.

"So when are you going to marry me?"

his words surprised me, not unwillingly, I just heard Tya's decision.

"Next month I'm going to propose to you, just wait for me to finish writing this story"

Silvi hugged me from behind, kissed me on the cheek, she acted so spoiled this time.

"Now you're mine, I'll use you, and make me happy"

"you started teasing me, didn't you?, here I hug first"

"ah, Ura you always understood what I wanted"

"I don't want to lose you again, so wait a minute, I'll be your husband"