Amnesiacs

Writer, as your request.

It had been a month since I had read the letter, I started to rise from that sadness, started going back to school.

but I still did not dare to come to the places that I and Silvi used to meet, even to sit in the classroom I was so heavy as to hold back tears.

In the past, I used to joke with him, discussing the sky and the stars, he who always paid attention and smiled at me.

but now the bench is empty, there is no more you, only memories and stories left and then pain and heartache.

I can't stand the torture of longing, the prick of hope that never passes, but I have to keep going, even without you.

The painful thing is not the loss, but the memories with him, every place we've ever been through that leaves pain, vividly remembered that you and I had laughed and been together.

now with longing and pain, I try to scratch it in a notebook, the memories I describe. I write it while crying and sometimes laughing, remembering all about you

the first part slowly began to finish, each word contains meanings and stories.I wrote there, how happy I. story with you, I tried to revive with a pen.

a year passed, after you left me, still without news of you, and today I miss you so much, but I can already laugh, I've accepted it.

time passed so quickly, tomorrow was my high school graduation, I went back to that class, and saw the empty stool you left behind. where you always bring supplies and accompany me there.

Now, I've changed, the colors you paint in my life I maintain, now I'm a very cheerful, sociable person and a fairly popular figure.

Arif and Tya are now my best friends, they always support me, accompany you and provide support for me.

actually, in Graduation High School I hope your presence, maybe if you're here, you'll laugh happily with your filthy and spoiled nature maybe you'll fuck me. But baby you don't exist.

and for you Silvi, I will fight, I always hope you come back. I will fulfill your wishes.I will write everything clearly and in detail.Be calm there is nothing I can miss.

Now, in addition to writing, I continue my studies to the Pharmacy faculty.I want to find a cure for people with diseases like yours.

A new life, a new journey, I will keep going for you and for me.

Two years passed, One part of my story has been published as a Novel (Eunoia). Although with my busy as a student, I always took the time to write about you.

I became famous, my writing skills are recognized by many people, they always ask me why I can write so great, and in one of the interview sessions they ask

"What makes you write this great, so it's as if the reader feels his suffering and happiness" the reporter said

I smiled and I answered

"Because of my teaching experience, that suffering is one of the great works of art, and tears are the pen that can describe everything clearly, and then laughter is the color of this story that I wrote"

"There's something else you want to say"

"hahaha, maybe it's funny, but Silvi I'm always waiting for you, if you listen or see this, Ura will always be waiting for you, so come"

After that, the interview became headlines everywhere, and many wondered if the Silvi I was referring to, was the Silvi artist who disappeared for years.