Amnesiacs

Invitation Letter to Tya

That morning I met with Silvi, I did have an agreement with her to deliver our wedding invitation letter to Tya, it is still very long but I want to tell her this soon.

Confused actually, do I have to tell her as soon as this or later, but Silvi convinces me, to tell her immediately.

Whether he gets hurt again, or even I'm afraid he looks ordinary, there is a part of the feeling in the heart that has not gone.

This invitation letter will be the first invitation letter I give, and he is the first to know about this wedding plan.

"Ura, are you ready?" said Silvi who was so neat and beautiful

"What are we doing this right? and won't hurt her? is it better that he doesn't know now?"

"it would be more painful if he knew this from others, he would be happy to know we are happy, wouldn't he promise to be friends with us? "

"I'm just afraid, this will hurt him, already a lot of suffering that he bears, the pain and humiliation are familiar with him, even tears are not able to describe his sadness anymore"

"i understand with your fear, but whether hiding something is a good thing, there is nothing to hide anymore, if he has to be hurt, he said, then let him be as broken as possible so that he soon forgets you, your attitude that like giving hope hurts him much more, give your firmness as a man"

hearing Silvi's words, I slightly understood there was anger that he had once been quieting, but far from it there was his affection for Tya.

"At least I don't want anyone to get hurt again, but I don't want you to give me hope as if there's still a chance for him, so that if he sees this he'll definitely accept and treat his heart" silvi

Nothing is more painful than loss, all forms of loss will hurt themselves, even to eliminate the pain there is that makes it deliberately injured.

"I'll give it to him myself, I want to see his reaction, if he gets hurt I won't see him again, because I'm the source of the incision, but if she smiles and accepts maybe I can decide to really be friendly with her"

"Let's go"

I walked towards Tya's house, the journey was so heavy, there was fear and anxiety that made this leg feel stiff, what am I doing this right? if so why do I doubt?

with this invitation letter that I carry will hurt him or will he accept it with a smile, a heavy step but this is a decision that I take.

I knocked on the door, this fear peaked, several times I knocked no one out, but when I tried to open the door it was unlocked.

"Yes? are you inside? "

when an old woman came over, she looked weak and lethargic, her face pale, with her body no longer young she smiled at me.

"Nak Nata and Silvi, please come in"

"eh mother, sorry to bother. Does tya exist? "

I tried to enter his house, his mother did not say anything to me, his eyes were swollen. I knew he had just cried, but I did not dare to ask him.

shortly afterwards Silvi and I sat on the sofa in the living room, while her mother came to give me a drink.

"excuse me mother, it looks like you guys can't meet Tya today?" sibu said while holding back her tears, heavy to see

"Unfortunately, we're looking to meet him and give him a hand. If I could, could I leave this to Mom?"

I handed over my wedding invitation letter and Silvi

seeing her mother was crying, the tears she was holding out without her noticing.

"It seems, it's better that you give it straight away, I can't"

"Mother why? I'm sorry if this hurt mom"

his mother wiped his tears.

"She's sick, she's now in the hospital, she's unconscious, the last thing she said was to want to see you both"