
The situation was really very hot, the neck veins from her were shouting anger, her tears were making decisions, I understood she was afraid of losing, so was I.
When the last love began to enjoy, the first love came to thrill.
"i promise you, I'll never leave you, trust me"
"what can make me believe?"
"I know she's Silvi, and she gave me her number, I didn't call her at all because I haven't asked you for permission"
"yes"
"does it take this month we're engaged first, let's just calm down?"
"no need, Nata. I'm not ready for that kind of thing either"
"Trust me"
Silence is re-created, in silence time rotates so fast, there are no words but a million meanings I understand.
I tried to change this quiet mood
"Oh yeah, isn't it your birthday tomorrow? what do you like? what do you want?" answer me cheerfully
"All I want is you, don't ever leave"
without me asking, I actually already know the answer I will get.
"Yes, tomorrow afternoon I will come to your house, we celebrate your birthday okay"
"but in my house there's no one"
"but that's better"
"ah Nata, don't do anything naughty to me" Tya tried to tease me.
"Haha, of course not, just calm down I'm still sane" I replied mockingly.
Late in the evening, accompanied by the shade and the night wind I went to find a gift for Tya. what did Tya want huh.
after walking around the store, I decided to buy a couple watch, it seemed like he would like it.
"Nata" said a woman who was no stranger to me.
"yeh, Silvi. What are you doing here?"
"I think I can return my memories, if I talk to you, do you have time? and this was also recommended by my family"
worried, I was afraid to be swept back with memories that had been passed.
"Did you read the novel I wrote?"
"Yes, of course, every part of it. I feel like I'm going through it all" Silvi's face flushed red
"That's the story of you, the woman I wrote there is indeed you" I smiled at her.
"i can remember it a little bit, but it's still very difficult"
before long Silvi's family came, her father and mother asked me to come to her house, they wanted to ask for my help, so that Silvi's memory would return.
"Son, don't you still love my son so much?" his father Silvi said
"Of course sir, he's the one who colored my life, he's the one who found you"
"in that case help us, save Silvi's memory, she's so tormented"
"i'll try sir"
I can't sleep tonight, my inner voice and my mind are so noisy.how to say this to Tya, he will definitely be so jealous.
But if I don't say it, and I reject the wishes of his family, I feel so arrogant. Though Silvi was the one who helped me, so I can be like this now.
what am I supposed to do?
I was confused as well as dissatisfied.
I don't know, I'll try asking Tya later.
Meanwhile, the next day at Tya's house, I came there as I promised
"Happy 23rd Birthday, This year you are officially a doctor".
" Thank you Nata"
Tya hugged me, a hug that forced me to stay by her side
"This is for you, I give you a watch, so you always remember the time and also remember me"
"Thank you very much Nata"
"I also wear it, so it's a couple watch, as a sign I'm yours and you're mine, so we always remember each other"
"Well, that's great, I really like it. I'll take very good care of him"
She looked smiling, yet her fear was so great, I understood she was really trying to be happy in front of me.
"Here's the hug"
Tya's hug that afternoon left me completely confused as to how I was going to tell the truth
"But Nata, from tomorrow I have to get out of town.I'm on duty in Sumatra from tomorrow, sorry I didn't tell you before"
He tried to smile and be firm, amidst the fear he felt, while I was completely confused and started to lose my way, I held back all the fear and let it go without making him worry
"If it can make you grow, I will definitely support you, I will also continue to strive and become a great writer and pharmaceutical"
"But I will definitely miss you"
There was disappointment in his face, there was pain in his heart, but he chose not to convey it.
"We will later be able to Video Call, now everything is easy"
"You have your heart for me"