Amnesiacs

Rejection of the sinful soul

On a clear morning, I was preparing to meet Tya, Mentari was shining so warmly, and Silvi came to accompany me.

Silvi intends to accompany, not just accompany, he is protecting his heart from mistrust and jealousy, accompanying me this time is a defense for him from someone he considers his greatest rival.

We both walked together to Tya's house, but on the way, Dimas was waiting for us, he was so agitated and sweaty, he seemed to know something I didn't know.

"Are you sure you want to see Tya?" dimas said while turning his face away.

"Of course, I haven't seen him in a long time, he's also decided to make friends with me"

"But, I think it's better that you don't see him now, he's not in good shape" Dimas seemed to hold me back and forbid me from meeting Tya

but I thought it was just his jealousy, so I lightly said.

"Just calm down, I won't take it away from you, she must be happy with you"

however, Dimas aimed his punch at my face, right in my jaw, my lips torn and blood poured fresh, I lost my balance a little.

"You better see for yourself, he's suffering so much, he's waiting for you every day and only this time you come, after 3 months he's in pain" Dimas said.

"What did you say? I don't understand what you're saying"

"the two of you have killed him, his hope has been destroyed, happy you have been robbed, left this time only his body, his mind was lost, because he bore such a heavy burden"

"what are you saying?" my face was dumbfounded, while Silvi was crying so hard, her tears fell and broke there.

hearing that, I ran towards Tya's house, I completely left Silvi, my tears came down, fear started coming, it felt like I was being a demon all this time.

arriving in front of his house, I clasped his door, opened the door by his parents, in tears they embraced me.

"Son, please Tya, help my son" said his mother.

"Every day he just mentioned your name, and delirious of you, only you can help him, I beg you" said his father who embraced me

but I just fell silent, let these tears explain my stupidity all this time, the gentle woman who always accompanied me was now in a long suffering, in a dark black atmosphere.

I went in front of her room, I got into that room, I couldn't open it, my tears kept falling, my body trembling at this time.it was so heavy that the sins I committed on her were, so to just step this heavy.

"Yes, it's Nata, can I go inside?"

the room was unlocked, the room was completely dark, there was not a single light accompanying me. I wanted to open it but I was unable to.

his mother and father looked at me expectantly, did they not know, I was the one who caused all this, I made him fall in the dark hole, I was the one who made him sick, I was the one who made him suffer

the door was then opened little by little, tears kept falling, my soul refused to enter, like there was a restraint from a sinful soul to see his sin.

when I went inside, I saw Tya who was already thin lying on her bedroom bed, I approached her and every step felt heavier.

and when I was next to him he turned his body and looked at me.