Amnesiacs

Restrain Jealous

Three months have passed, after the meeting in the park.Tya now there is something different, Tya never again met me, whereas from his words he said to be my friend.

This kosan felt a little lonely, after Tya left, although Silvi and Dimas always came to visit, there was still something lacking.

"How's your novel? is there any progress?" said dimas who sat in a chair, while trying to write, he often came here to learn to write novels.

"Lumayan, it looks like it's about to be finished, I haven't made a work like this in a long time" said I, who was writing all the events I went through and I captured.

"Syukurlah, aku senang mendengarnya, sebagai seseorang yang mengagumi karyamu, ini adalah berita yang bagus" ujar nya mendekati ku.

"all events give me ideas, life is learning, not always bitter and sweet, it's very interesting for me to write"

"Are you still thinking about Tya?" said Dimas while patting.

I just smiled, because I didn't say he would understand.

"Oh, yes Tya how are you? and how's your relationship with him now?"

hearing my words made Dimas surprised, he chose to go back and write in his place.

"He's fine without you" he said.

"i thought I wanted to see him, it's been a long time"

Dimas looked at me so sharply, those eyes forbade me from coming at him.

"Then what about Silvi?, would it not hurt her?"

"Of course I will ask her permission first, however I do not want to hurt anyone" I said. I approached dimas who was writing.

"Just be calm I won't take it from you, take care of it for me huh" I said with a smile.

dimas looked at me cynically.

"It's better that you meet him soon, that's better for him, you should also take Silvi" said Dimas, who went outside.

"Where are you going Dim?"

opening the door and walking out, he said

Silvi came in the afternoon, brought me some food, she always provided the best.

" Dear Ura, how did you finish writing it? don't be too forced, sometimes you have to rest" Silvi hugged me from behind, while I was still busy writing.

"Dear, thank you. Is there anything I want to talk about? do you have time?"

I took off my pen, and approached him.

"Of course, what's up?"

I pulled his hand, and out of the boarding house, every step I took made him keep asking, actually we go where and talk about what.

The sun was turning red, shining on the trees dancing in the wind, and I was sitting in the garden.

"You brought me here again, what do you want to say?"

his hand that was grasping my hand started to sweat, his hair was blown away in the wind, yet his eyes did not let go of me.

"For a long time, I didn't see Tya, I wanted to see her and ask her about her news, but I wanted to ask you for permission, because I was afraid that this would hurt you"

She let go of her grasp, smiling sweetly at me.

"Go, come to him, for you are now there because of his help, but if I may wish to come with him because he is also my friend, wouldn't the last time he said we would be friends"

desperately he held back his anger and jealousy, his lips quivering telling his lies and fear. were his eyes running away from the gaze of my eyes.this time he was really jealous, yet he tried to deny it.

I realized it, immediately hugged her body, kissed her forehead.Even the sun was embarrassed by this state, she sank faster than usual.

"If you don't like it, don't say it like it's okay" said I, who was holding her

"it was so much pain that I felt, but this pain was nothing compared to his suffering, the happiness that I took, the hope I took only because I had you first, but I also can't be willing to let you go, I'm confused, what should I do"

Silvi began to shed tears, in her heart she did not want anyone to be in pain because of her..

That afternoon I broke up, that tomorrow I would go to Tya's house.