Amnesiacs

Letterbox

It's been a month, I didn't get any news from him, he disappeared, not even a single media outlet reported him.

This feeling of loneliness, starting to turn into frustration, I seemed to give up waiting for news from him, I began to break down, depression began to destroy my body from the deepest cells, rotting with bones.

sometimes I think, if I die still can I meet you in another realm later? or maybe in a few years I can get up and start again.I don't know which hope I should touch, no more singing souls, no more dancing smiles on your face. I really want to die.

My mother, crying about my condition every day, I started to lose heart with her, I tried to go out and sit in the living room.

My mother was happy to see me out of the room, she was crying hugging me, I never saw a mother like this.

"Nata, you have to be strong, your life is long"

"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry I worried you".

" It's okay. There's actually something for you, but I didn't dare to give it that time"

"What mom? Nata wants to see"

"there's a letter for you, I found it out of your jacket, when I was going to wash it."

I went back to my room, holding the letter, I looked in the mirror. Before long I laughed seeing myself in a shabby state, and my long, tangled hair.

"I'm this crazy because of it, but I think it's comparable, because he who painted me is now gone" I murmured

"is he coming back?" my tears are flowing so hard

"if he dies, I want to thank him in front of his grave, that I met him"

I tried to calm down, I remember still holding the letter, then I read it like this

*For my beloved Ura

Hello, honey, how are you? are you all right? I hope you don't cry over my passing.

through this letter I want to tell you many things, there is a lot I want to convey, but unfortunately this letter I made in a limited time

Second, I'm sorry, I hid this, I just don't want to be loved by you out of pity, so I'm sorry, okay? I know you good people will forgive me. Keep being that person

Third, I am grateful to enjoy my days with you, although many like you, I am finally the one who became your boyfriend, I am great, right? hahaha, it seems like you are so lucky to have a girlfriend as beautiful as me, I'm sure you won't get a woman as beautiful as me again.

Fourth, Thank you for loving me, I know your heart is filled only by me, but sometimes you are a little naughty, because you are good, you are good to everyone, including Tya, it makes me jealous, hahaha I'm ashamed to admit it, but Tya is also very pretty, so I'm afraid you're turning away.

Fifth, Thank you for the attention you give me, when you worry about me, I'm really very happy, my Ura is the best

Sixth, I'm waiting for you, you promised to marry me, so if I'm healthy again I'll definitely charge her, hehehe. I just got hugs and kisses from you, I want more. I've forced you, but you're a good person, but I'll definitely be the happiest woman when I marry you. then I will tell our children that his father is a good man.

Lastly, if I die, I hope you continue with your life, and this time I let you love another woman, it seems like Tya can make you very happy, so don't hurt her. even in heaven I will be jealous, but I will forgive.

Can I ask for something no? my request is I feel selfish, but it's okay, I'm always selfish if near you so forgive.

I want you to write our story, even if it's a few pages, I want that even if I die, you remember me, through your writings, yes, I am tired of writing. if I come home later greet me with your arms.

I am selfish, hehe

greetings, from your beloved lover

your future wife

Silv*

After reading the letter I shouted out very loudly, I felt it. Silvi lives in my heart.he is here, her soul embraces my soul.

small, naughty but very beautiful, for this time alone, I hope that everything that happens is a lie, even though lies can freeze the heart.

She was the world I had avoided in the first place, but after the kiss she gave, despite knowing it, we both fell together.

The smile on his face was truly a blessing, ah shit that smile haunted me.

My beloved, go home.