Amnesiacs

The Beach and Tears

The last day in Yogyakarta, the thing that should not be missed when traveling is to visit the beach, the beach that we are headed of course the legendary beach in Yogyakarta is Parangtritis Beach.

Strong coastal winds, a distinctive sea smell, eyes that look at the sea, waves that race each other close to the beach, and the warm afternoon sun.

They both run around very happily, sometimes they look very familiar, if only they did not love the same person.

while I was pulled, carried the two who were washed away in laughter.Sea water that soaked the body and sand beach that joined. Tya smiled at me, until a frown was seen at the end of her eyes, so loose, while Silvi laughed to see me drenched.

"Already, rest first I cape" said I felt a little tired.

"well, it's cape, let's play again" said Tya while pulling my hand to wake up.

"Then we just bury Ura with sand, he can rest and we can play" said Silvi

"Good idea" I said

They look very excited, while laughing occasionally, burying my body with sand, several times I was colonized by them, but I was happy with the atmosphere like this and it felt comfortable.

"I'll buy a drink first, you guys just wait here" Silvi said.

not a minute before Silvi walked, Tya's face suddenly changed, tears wet his cheeks

"I'm not strong anymore, I feel like I really want to cry, but I'm afraid Silvi knows it"

"Why? if it makes you feel better, cry, it's okay"

"I know, there really isn't a chance for me, is there?"

"The human heart is something that changes quickly, but at least think about whatever you're going to choose, and don't be sorry or hurt again"

"some hold me back, hold my breath and this can no longer be unraveled, even by the truth"

"Just let go, this is better, talk about everything I hope I understand"

Silvi then comes, she is shocked to see Tya crying, and unknowingly the bottle of drink she is holding falls.

"What's wrong, what's wrong with you?"

She shrank her tears with her hands, but this time the sadness was not wanting to compromise, the pain she was enduring was now shattered, there was nothing she could hide anymore.

"i'm broken and broken in the middle of this world, and yet you're just laughing like a blind man"

Tya's words hurt a little for me and Silvi, even Silvi's tears began to fall. Not wanting to make the atmosphere worse, I left from there, but just as the account woke up, Tya held me back.

I who was held tightly by Tya, turned around and looked at her eyes that were so heavy and wet with tears.

I didn't say a word, not a word, but no words could make everything all right.

but suddenly Tya became hysterical and shouted, she slapped me and said out loud

"destroyed and destroyed, I am shaken in this mortal world, I will slowly disappear, do not seek me or cry for me, for I cannot dwell in your heart, so don't hurt me more than this, like giving the imagination of a shared possibility"

While Silvi hugs Tya and tries to ease her anger, Silvi looks so sad and broken.

"Please tell me, about all this. About you who always live in my heart, while your heart reigns over him"

He said this to me and appointed Silvi as the reigning woman.

"I don't want to lose my love, I don't want to lose my best friend" Silvi said.

carried away by the flow of emotions, Silvi came crying, her face reddened, her hands covered her eyes, but tears flowed so hard.

Then I pulled the two of them, walking towards the ocean, the longer it went deeper. Suddenly, Tya held me back.

"What are you doing?" my word

"I should have said that, what are you planning?" Tya snapped

"You both want me, right? want me and this togetherness? and I can't make you both happy at the same time. The only thing I can do now is die together"

"You fool Nata, stop it" Tya shouted

"Let us enjoy this pain together" I said

I walked on, deepening, while they both cried. Silvi hugged me so tightly, while Tya held me back with all her might, they wanted me to stop her.

"Ura stop, please stop" Silvi's crying voice broke

I then turned around, "i thought today was a sad time to die, so you guys don't keep crying" I smiled cynically, a sharp look that would cut off anyone who saw it.

I laughed innocently, spreading sadness wrapped around myself in loneliness, I could not move, cry or grieve.

Let alone time answer destiny and secrets, who will be together