Amnesiacs

Pummelling

Since that incident, Silvi and I have gotten closer, wherever we have always been together, I think I only need Silvi and not the others.

That morning, in the school garden, lying on Silvi's lap, she was so calm and rubbed my head, and told me so many things about him, me and him stripping each other's stories, no more distance, no more, but there was one thing Silvi refused to tell me.

Even the sun is jealous, our closeness has reached the pulse, his name is painted in every cell in my life, his laughter is a gust of every breath.

"Ura, you know?, I'm so happy, my dreams come true, I'm happy, always with you, would you promise me?"

"Yes, what is it? I'll do everything, if that's what you want"

"If I go, love a good woman, open your heart and rejoice"

"you're a freak Silvi"

before long someone came, big man, he came, then slapped Silvi in front of my eyes, he forced Silvi to follow him.

I tried to stop him, tried to protect Silvi, but the difference in our strength was huge, one kick and I fell down

"Don't interfere, I don't know you" he said.

"Ura, Ryan's a National karate champion, don't fight him, you're going to lose"

"That explains it? how could I possibly win a fight, run fast"

"You're a fool" said Ryan, who just learned his name.

One more kick pointed at my head and I fainted.

really sick, I want to be a hero, stupid, this is disgusting, in the end whatever I do, I'm still weak and disgusting, I already know that, I know that, I understand that too.

I woke up before long, hitting her in the back

Cowardly indeed, but what can you do, right ? I was always afraid to interact with people.

when I woke up, I was in the hospital.

Silvi was next to me and crying, I saw her but my mouth could not speak.

fifteen minutes later, I began to become completely conscious.

"Go"

"But"

I don't get angry with Silvi and I don't care who Ryan is, but I don't want to be pitied, I don't want to see him cry.

"oh this turns out to hurt from being beaten" I muttered, I'm glad Silvi was worried about me, but I felt like a disgusting loser

I told her to leave, but right now I need her.

before long my mother came, she was crying, worrying about me, but she came with Silvi.

As well as Tya and Arif who came to visit, they looked sad.

"Relax, Ryan has been arrested by the police" said Arif

"Who is he, suddenly came and slapped Silvi?" my word

"He's a person who has liked me for a long time, I've actually rejected him many times, but the more he's getting rough on me, the more I hate him" Silvi replied

"You're very popular, yes, I have to be strong to protect you"

the next day, I was walking in pain, while I told Silvi to leave first, my body felt feverish, but I forced myself to go to school, I wanted to meet her there.

but without me noticing Silvi walking behind me, following me slowly, she approached me.

his face drew near, his forehead clapped with my forehead, and he held my neck with the back of his hand.

"You have a fever because of me, don't you?"

"No, it's not your fault, I'm too weak"

"I'll take your fever" and then Silvi kisses me, a very sweet and friendly kiss and then she smiles "so healthy"

I felt it, even though I was like this, whether I was allowed to love her, I no longer knew what I should do, as people say, I should have played a lot more and done a lot of things.Superficiously stupid, I don't mind if I lose my pride, even though I'm being played with, even though I'm being taken advantage of and beaten all out, I don't mind if I lose my pride, even so I don't mind.

"Silvi, would you still love me even if I'm weak"

Silvi stretched her hand, before long my embrace grabbed her body.

"Actually I'll go, but as long as I'm here, I still remember you, even if for a moment please love me and if you see me greeting and make me remember you again" Silvi said

"You know Ura?, my whole life, you're the only one I've ever hugged and kissed and there's never been another"