Amnesiacs

Farewell

"I'm sorry, Silvi. I really can't do it"

"So you don't want to get rid of me?, you're selfish Ura, ruining my feelings"

"Anyway, I'll wait for you to be ready, we'll get married someday, if not in the world, I'll wait for the afterlife, I promise you that at any moment, I won't love anyone anymore"

Silvi was crying so hard, hugging her so tightly. I tried to fix her clothes, then I wiped her water.

Lie, if I am not tempted, who can resist it, a loved woman invites you to make love, even it seems that the demons in my heart are already rejoicing, but tears cleanse everything.

"because the surgery was your brain, and if you forget me, I'll come back, touch your feelings, make you fall back in love with me. I promise"

The room bears witness, two tears falling, accompanied by a sense of pain and suffering that we are trying to endure, as we wait for the miracle of God, may our love story both endure, god sees us fighting for each other.

Laughter that was painted beautiful, vanished carried away by the waves, happiness that passed by flying carried by the wind, let this journey stored in the heart.good thing there will be hope left to stay together, there will be hope to stay together, may this longing not be a dream of dreams.

I'm afraid to miss the blackness of your hair, and the soothing smell of your body this heart worries, today I must prepare.

"You don't cry Ura, I don't like to see her"

"I'm sorry"

"I want you to hold me like this, until tomorrow, don't let go"

"Yes, I'll do it"

"Tomorrow with me, I'll go to Singapore, for surgery, so wait for me to come home"

"i will always be waiting for you"

I'm really freaked out.

Tomorrow came quickly, I drove Silvi to the airport.every step was pain, I could no longer accept it, but Silvi looked so calm, her beautiful long hair had been lost, now he has short hair.

Silvi hugged me, as she left

"Ura, don't be sad, don't cry, I'll be back"

"Yes, Silvi I'll be waiting for you"

"May your feelings be okay"

"don't you ask me how I feel when I have to part with you, nothing hurts more than the words themselves. Now that I myself will begin to understand the tortured meaning of longing, condemning circumstances, and later when your body is carried away by that plane, I may only be able to recap, how happy I am to be reunited with you, how happy I am to be with you, sum up the stories we've been through together, and I'm gonna bury all my feelings of love until I'm not gonna love anymore, unless I find you again"

before long Silvi hugged me, there were no more tears on her face, she left smiling, and I didn't know if she would come back.

After the incident I locked myself in a room, enjoyed the pain of being tormented by hope, my eyes died, my soul went away, sometimes I laughed at the situation, remembering that I was so weak.

didn't he say I was the blue sky? but I'm black now, dark because the sun is leaving me.

Mom was worried about me so much, and Tya and Arif came to see me.

but I think it's over, and I don't want to see anyone.

I'm so tormented.