Amnesiacs

Move On's?

Time passed, and so did I, kept growing and moving on. Some people decided to throw away their past, and I chose to live in it.

Sitting in the park and doing the discussion for my final assignment, 4 years have passed, but I still remember very well how effective he was to me.

a lot of people came closer, but I'm sorry I couldn't take it. I explained to them that I already love someone.

Laughing, crying and falling in love, the time I spent young was precious.

Before long came the invitation letter, Arif's wedding. Tya delivered it to me.

All this time Tya was always by my side, supporting everything I did. so sincerely, I thought I would try to love Tya. I hope Silvi bless her.

"Nata" said Tya smiling "Arif, Arif Nikah loh" he looks so happy. "Would you come with me?"

"I'm trying to" I replied smiling

"Come on Nata, come let me introduce you as my girlfriend" Tya said

"When did I become your girlfriend?" eyebrows up.

"Come on, who else is close to you besides me. You should try to move on anyway"

"i'm just scared, afraid I'm bonding with someone but my heart is still for Silvi"

"Come on Nata, it's been 4 years"

The shy Tya has now become more friendly, his attitude like that sometimes makes me remember Silvi.

"What do you want with me but my heart drifts away with Silvi?" I answered pressing

"What's wrong Nata, it's better. I know, since long ago, I've never been seen by you. You always loved her"

"forgive me"

"Nata, you're always excited to talk about her, everything you say is definitely about her, so much your feelings for her. I'm trying to be so heartened to accept it"

Tya then hugged me, I just realized, she's lengthening her hair now"

That day, Tya shot me, there was no answer from me, but he said he would make me love him, hopefully like that, but I think he should love someone who loves him.

"You have to answer it later, at Arif's wedding you have to answer it, I'm waiting for ya"

"uh?"

He went to class, while I was tidying up, my laptop and my books.

I tried to chase him, came to Tya, but when I got to class, I saw him crying so sad.what was he smiling

"Yes, what's up ? why are you crying?"

Tya hugged me again, but this time I returned her embrace.

"What I'm lacking, I think after Silvi there is no you can love me, but it's not. Silvi was so irreplaceable to you, so strong I tried, so many times I tried, I just felt failure and heartache, I knew the feeling could not be forced. but isn't there a little chance for me?"

"sorry Tya, I don't mean to hurt you, but I want someone who really loves you to be with you"

"but what I want is you Nata, I can't love anyone else anymore"

"I'm Tya, my heart is for Silvi"

"What's wrong, please be with me, hopefully with time, you can learn to love me"

her tears poured down my shoulders, and her feelings penetrated my heart.

"After Arif's wedding I'll answer him okay? give me some time"