Amnesiacs

Amnesiacs
Tragedy 2



Frantically, we ran to the surgical room, but the surgery was being performed. All I could do now was wait, in front of the tension-filled and prayerful surgical room, there is hope and despair.


We waited so long, that I asked dimas to come back, and accompany her, but dimas looked at me, as if he didn't want to leave me alone, I kept forcing him to leave even though he was trying to stay here.


bad thoughts came, met again with fear, only this time I was overcome with worry, it felt like I would be abandoned, I only had hope.


In addition, I rushed to contact Silvi's father and mother, and also my mother, I began to can not stand waiting for him here alone.I saw the clock that long turned, I saw the clock was spinning, in front of this room a lot of people passed by, but I just kept hoping and started sweating


before long came Silvi's father and mother they came with my mother, her father immediately hugged me, so I did not consciously shed tears. it seems my worry is not as heavy as they feel, it is, but I saw that they were still trying hard, while my mother tried to calm her mother Silvi.


"Calm down, it's going to be okay.he's been through a lot of critical moments in his life, but he always wins" said his father, who hugged me, shaking, he tried hard but I understood how worried he was right now.


It has been 4 hours I waited full to worry, even though only silent I was bathed in sweat, it was so excruciating waiting for something related to life and death.


when the doctor came out of the surgical room, I saw the doctor who was so exhausted, his eyes were pale, I understood he was working hard. He came to us, his face was smiling yet my heart still could not feel calm.


"Silvi can still be saved" said the doctor was a little soothing, but it seemed like his speech did not stop there.


"But with his heart destroyed, we need to get a heart transplant as soon as possible, a maximum of 1 month from now.he is still helped because of the medical robots that stick and help pump his blood"


"Just use my heart" said his father Silvi, without thinking he offered his heart, but after his heart was taken, it was also the end of his life.


"if you don't take mine, my son must get the happiness of the world and I feel enough about what I've been through" said his mother. The sacrifice of parents is a sacrifice that can never be redeemed with anything, I see how they gave up their lives so that their children survived.


when I heard that remark, I tried to reject it, it would be painful for Silvi if she was healthy and found out that her heart donor was her own parents, it would be even worse after this.


"Dad, Mom. I'm sorry I said this, but if one of you donated a heart to Silvi, she would definitely suffer a lot more when she was healthy, he would definitely blame himself for this situation"


as they listened to my words they just fell silent, then lethargic. Which parent is not worried about his child, who is so close to death and in so much pain.


The curtain of the surgical room was opened, we were all only allowed to see it from the outside, Silvi was lying limp, with many hoses and wires attached to her body.it felt from there she smiled at me, but it was precisely that that made me cry unbearably, I hugged my mother, I really felt tired of this incident, why it hit my life, what was wrong or sin that I committed. in that cry, my mother whispered something in my ear.


"Everyone has the lowest time, but as sick as anything and as destructive as anything, you must rise. Now we must think with a patient heart and a calm soul to find a way out of this problem"


In this state of sadness, confusion and despair, came Tya with the hose of the infusion, accompanied by a dimas who carried her. when he got there Tya immediately cried sobbing.


"After a million sorrows, you deserve to be happy"