Amnesiacs

Tragedy 3

It had been three days since that incident, every day I just went to the hospital and saw silvi lying limp, I was confused what I should do now. In the meantime, I was confused, silvi's father and mother have spread posters about the need for a heart donor for Silvi, even they are willing to spend up to 12 Milliar, for people who are willing to donate their hearts to Silvi. to date, no one has contacted or been interested.

Every now and then I come to visit Tya, there is always Dimas room that entertains me and comforts Tya. In this room I feel more relaxed and more relaxed.

"Where have you got a donor heart for Silvi?" tya said with a voice so limp.

"I don't know, I don't know, I don't think anyone would sacrifice their life for someone else's sake, even with that kind of money"

"As for the spirit, you're not like the Nata I know" Dimas said

"i tried to smile, but it was hard, someone I loved was laughing helplessly, and I couldn't do anything"

"that's not true, you've done so much for her, how many times you've saved her life and life, I believe Silvi must have survived" said Tya

"Are you not strong?, millions of sorrows you have passed, after this I am sure there is meaning you can take, there is strength that makes you, be patient" Dimas calmed me

"I always try to be kind to God, because this situation must be because of His will, I know God's scenario must be beautiful, so I always try to calm down, even though my heart often grumbles, I know that God's scenario must be beautiful, although the demons in my soul often act up, I will try to accept every incident. But I am also just a human being, who feels sadness and pain, sometimes feeling so depressed, even though I understand all these events are a form of God's love, even though I have not found His purpose and purpose"

Now that my days are filled with fear and anxiety, I'm just pacing around the hospital, to see Tya and Silvi, both so weak, sick. As a man I felt like I was failing, there was nothing I could do, nothing I could save.

On the 10th day of Silvi's treatment, Silvi's condition worsened, she had to immediately get a heart donor, but until now no one has registered or willing to donate her heart to Silvi. While Tya was sentenced to brain failure (brain death), until his consciousness decreased and he fell into a coma.

The hard days I spent, not only my boyfriend, my best friend, my ex was in pain, I really felt I was at a very low point.

Disappointed, frustrated, confused, afraid, no matter what emotions I feel, everything feels broken, I feel as if tortured with their pain, tortured with fear of loss.

The 11th day I collapsed, sick, exhausted. With a very high heat, I was just lying stiff in my room, I tried to stand up but I fell down and fell down. I sat on the bed facing the mirror, looking into my fair eyes, with dark circles, a pale face, the face of someone who had lost the spirit to live.

The 12th day of my illness, I heard the news of Tya Siuman, with a pale face and hot body I forced myself to go to the hospital, but what I got, was, it's not a good thing.

Tya was only around 45 minutes old, and even then she spent writing her will, mother and Dimas told me that as long as Tya was in this state, she didn't want me to visit, he didn't want to show me his weakness in front of me, he told Dimas to tell me to pay more attention to Silvi than to him and told me not to look for him, Tya said he would look for me after he was healthy, so as long as he's sick I can't see him.

Week 2 after the accident, my fever was getting higher, even I could not get out of my bed, that day I hoped to die alone, so that I Tya and Silvi could get back together, so that I could get back together, reunited in His heaven, no more zeal to live, no more hope to rise, I was slumped.