Amnesiacs

Amnesiacs
Removing the bond, tears fall.



After dark comes the light, after longing comes also a hug, after anger comes also regret.


In the morning sun I walked, to the appointed place, for the first time we made a covenant, to speak of the things which had been appointed.


earlier Tya asked me and Silvi to meet, he said there was something he wanted to convey.


The city park where we met, the place that never changed, the lush trees and the park benches below bear witness, as well as the fallen leaves are the decoration of every trip, he said, although this was the same place but there was always a new story in this place.there were happy, laughter, some also addressed pain and sadness, but the city park remained like this, in silence she whispered cunningly, in silence, talk about events that have passed.


then as I contemplated this situation, came the two women from the opposite direction, who came from the left, I saw the glare of his sharp eyes, a smile adorning his face, radiating the hue of readiness in this meeting, and I saw the look of his sharp eyes, as for the one coming from the right, his eyes were soft, there was such great sadness that he wanted to convey, he walked in a bowed and lethargic manner.


when the mouth begins to speak, nature is ready to record every event, and what has been conveyed can no longer be withdrawn, or canceled.


"Silvi and I fulfilled your desire to come, actually what you wanted to say, so we had to come so early"


"Morning is a good time, so that you can listen, where the mind is still in shape, and the heart is still in a state of calm"


his speech opened up every future event, what he expected and what he hid would be obvious, his lips would probably say part of it, but the rest would be said by the look in his eyes, because I understand this is about sadness.


"today I have decided to make peace with myself, to let go of all my feelings until I accept the situation.and I have rounded up, all the resolve I have fought for will be thrown out, let me ask you to be faithful to him, for I have given up, let our bond be a friendship to be more lasting and not to hurt one another "


her lips quivering telling such a big lie, her soul holding all her anger and fear, she lied because not a single bit of her eyes were staring at me, but this time I accepted every lie she said. to be a peace and lose the conflict.


but apparently Silvi didn't take it for granted, the look on her face showed disappointment, not that she didn't want to win, but she felt that this time she took me away from her, she said


"What you're saying is that, Tya, I smell the lies of your words, I really don't want to give them to you, but if I take it by force from your hand, a hand that is always fragile and hopeful, that hand has helped him never to give up. I just don't want something that makes it grow, ruined because I came back from the past"


Tya just cried, her tears wet her cheeks, fell touching the ground.vibrated her body, heard the screams of her soul


"I'm sorry, Tya, I can't make me fall in your love, because he's always on the throne, I did approach you, not for the outburst of my love, but for learning, for learning, that I should stay alive and should still love because love is the greatest power, the greatest wealth of my life"


He just smiled at me, a fake smile, he forced himself to smile at the pain he was feeling.


"Then for you Silvi, I'll kill you if you don't seriously love her, and if you betray me I'll stab this pain at you, I'll stab her many times, I'll stab her many times, until you will suffer more than I feel, but if you take care of her, I express every humiliation that falls on me, and release my love and bond with Nata from now on, let this park be a witness"


Tya smiled, but tears fell, then he continued his words.


"then, I want to be your best friend, a friend who will listen to your every grievance, your pain and your happiness"


when her tears fell, I could not calm her with a hug, I had to keep what she believed, even if she asked or insisted, I would not embrace her.


amidst Tya's cries, a man came and hugged her, calmed her down, and wiped her tears.


Dimas, it was he who came just after Tya dropped his tears, from his eyes I understood why he always hid his eyes when yesterday Tya came, he hid his feelings.


"No, don't cry. I told you yesterday, didn't I? removing the strap that suffocates the feeling will be a little painful, but it will be a relief"


Tya was crying so hard in dimas' arms, while Silvi was just looking at me who felt jealous seeing Tya in someone else's arms.


There was a bit of pain tickling in my heart, of course not for a moment we were together, the time I spent with him was also beautifully painted into memories, this time I was so greedy, he said, loving both of them and wanting both.The longer they embrace, the more hurt and feeling.Tya is already in my heart, and immersed in my soul, she said, so close I just felt nothing but myself, and after taking it off, I understood that there was a part of my soul that was missing. It felt the same, exactly the same when I took off Silvi.


As she walked away from my eyes, her shadow drew closer to releasing long chains from the past, now my feelings are in the fight, who should be with me, the suffering is now reborn, this sadness is coming back, the pain began to dance again.


While Silvi she looked at me, as if she was holding me back from chasing Tya, her embrace weakened me, then the sweet kiss from her lips drugged me of the pain.