Amnesiacs

Undecided

"Silvi marry me"

I don't think the proposal came spontaneously out of my mouth, this time the heart works faster than the brain.I know, I'm still a high school boy, I know, I never even thought about getting married.

"Ura, I accept your good intentions, I also want to marry you, but wait, I want to fight, after graduating High School if I still exist and still remember you will, bill it"

he wiped his tears, his face was cheerful again, the sky was so cloudy now began to be illuminated by the sun, the wind was dancing softly, touching the heart, releasing all tension.like a rainbow, the, her smile again adorned her beautiful face.

"from this moment on, wherever you go, I will always be with you Ura" silvi smiled, making me forget the pain for a moment, his smile like there was no burden he felt, now I understand she's a very strong woman.

"Yes, I will always be by your side" I replied.

This time my soul is like a flower, a flower that blooms, fragrant, so longed, so beautiful, let the wind dance over the thorny roses, how sharp she is, how beautiful she is, its beauty will make anyone dare to be hurt, and its fragrance drugged those who are stricken with love and suffering, but that is how love, ready to be hurt and ready to be happy.

"Aah, Ura, this time I will definitely be able to reach you, just look" Silvi turned her face again

I hugged her from behind, Silvi looked shocked

"No, this time I'll reach for you" I said, then the red cheek pee.

"Oh, my Ura now has dared to hug me yes, has dared to kiss my cheek, then I am afraid you ask my body" Silvi teased me.

"Oh you don't like it?, do you challenge me?" My voice softly whispered that in her ear.

"i give it my all, if you dare" Silvi mentang me, her face is so naughty and seductive

I let go of her embrace, then I turned her body, and I approached her face.

"ah can't, I don't dare kiss you"

I replied with a face reddened in embarrassment, while Silvi she laughed, so satisfied.

then he came back to hug me and kiss me, I was shocked, but I think I should learn a little naughty and enjoy it.

I really enjoyed the moment, but I saw, there was someone else on the roof. It turned out that Tya, she saw me with Silvi who was kissing.I saw that there were tears on her face, and he ran when I found out, but I ignored him, I just wanted to enjoy this with Silvi.

The next day, Silvi disappears again, she does not enter and there is no news.

Meanwhile, during the break Tya took me to the rooftop of the school.I followed her, when she got on top of Tya crying, she said

"Am I less attractive in your eyes, am I wrong, if I want to have you too?, I think this has been a long time, since tk, sd, sd, even I came here because you entered this school, have you never felt it? the attention I always give, and you're always cold to me, while to her, you just know her but you love her so much, I hurt Nata, I can't keep holding her"

"But you've never said it before, so I never understood"

"You remember when Junior High, I always sat next to you, when High School, I asked to move classes so I could one class with you, actually I was satisfied to love you in silence, I was happy, I was happy, but after he came, he ruined my happiness, just imagine how many years, I just sat quietly admiring without you retorting, being yesterday, I saw you and he kissed so affectionately, don't you have a heart? can't I feel it either" her face was teary

"Sorry Tya, I already have Silvi, not that I don't appreciate you and your struggle, honestly I don't know everything, whereas this time I want to learn faithfully"

Tya cried, as I hugged her, tried to calm her down but she instead took the opportunity she kissed me. At that moment I fell silent, I felt sinful and very guilty to Silvi.

"What's wrong, if your heart can't I have, then do to me what you did to Silvi. I want your attention, I want your embrace, I also want to be kissed affectionately by you"

"i can't possibly"

"And if I am only your escape, come I will always wait, come even if I am only a place where you are bored, come if I am only a place where you feel sad, and if I only take second place, it's okay to make me backup, I'm willing because I can only love you "

Said Tya, and she kissed me again, this time I replied with a hug. Silvi forgive me for this time only.

"Yes, there's a lot of guys out there, who you can love, who are so much better than me. This isn't true, Tya, I can't"

That day I really felt indecisive, whether to laugh or cry, I understood the position of Tya, because I was often in that position.this time I was like being stabbed by a dagger from front and back, I can't avoid it, only this time I find love very troublesome