Amnesiacs

Amnesiacs
Tragedy 4



The third week, I was getting thinner, no more bones on the face were getting visible, to stand alone, I needed my mother to help. The infusion hose is now in my hand, I am weak, weak and just want to die.


So great is my suffering, even death will be welcomed, I no longer want to exist in this sad and painful world.Each step is just piercing and painful, maybe this is the time, maybe, and my time has come.


The voices of demons whispered, inviting me to go and die, would it be more pleasant if I were not in this world, there would be no pain if I had gone, or maybe this is penance, for the humiliation I went through.


But the chanting of the verses of God that my mother read beside me reminded me that every event has wisdom, every event has meaning.


I could not bear if I had to leave my mother alone, watching her cry and grieve made me so hurt, I had hurt her so many times.I also wanted to make my mother happy, at that time I started trying to get up.


Day 23 I began to be healthy again, began to be able to move again, the meat in my body began to grow back, and had released the infusion hose attached to my hand. On that day I promised to be more grateful for all the favors God gave me, I had gone through a very bad and very despicable phase of life, having forged myself with sorrow, she said, misfortune, suffering and loss so many times, that I became stronger and closer to God.


The 24th day I started coming back to the hospital, I heard that Tya had been transferred to an overseas hospital. Until I was silent in front of the room Silvi was treated, I wanted to touch her. From the outside of the room was seen his body getting thinner, until only the bones were visible, the beauty and beauty of his body disappeared, but I still loved him very much, he grew in my soul.


Day 25, his condition became more critical, several times the doctor came in and gave him action, I have resigned to this situation, still no one wants to donate his heart to Silvi. For me now whatever happens, whether he lives or dies, I will always love him, because love will grow, even though the body is attached to the ground.


day 27, In a very critical condition heard the happy news, there was a man who donated his heart to Silvi, right at the very decisive moment, finally Silvi got his heart. That day the doctor plans to transplant the heart to Silvi. I immediately called both of his parents. They came quickly, and my mother did not come long.


The operation took place, in front of the operating room we gathered and prayed, my millions of wishes through prayer, good luck and everything will be fine.


It has been 5 hours of surgery, the doctor has not yet come out of the room, we are beginning to fidget, hope big and hope with anxiety.


Her mother Silvi had cried several times and fainted, her father tried to be strong and won Silvi's mother.


at 6 o'clock, the doctor came out and he opened his mask and approached.


"operations on behalf of Silvi, Successfully"