Amnesiacs

Ignorance is Suffering

During the break, we both entered the classroom, I sat down in my chair and fell silent, while Silvi was shocked to see me coming. Silvi asked me many things, but not a word came out of my mouth, that day it felt like the sky was dark, I did not want to do anything, I just wanted to be quiet and calm down.

a lot of things happened, starting from the good memories that became bitter, I really couldn't say anything.

but it seems like Silvi does not understand what makes me like this, she is sitting next to me, her hands are stroking my coupler, she said very sweetly

"Ura, if there's anything at all, you can tell me, I don't know why, but you're not like you used to tell me"

the wind blew, touching my face and body, but I remained silent, contemplating, disappointed and in vain. Silvi also seemed to not understand, I was like this also because of her actions.

He showed concern for her, but I doubt that with his sincerity, you care for me who suffers because of you. If only I could say it, maybe you would be a dagger that pierces your own heart, the blood was fresh, the betrayal and sadness flowed in, and my heart and feelings died.

Or maybe, you'll laugh and dance, honestly I'm afraid to ask, I'm afraid to know the truth, if it's true that he loves her, then I'm the one you tied up with status, just a figure, just a figure, so that no one knows it and the stench leads to me.

There was no word, but Silvi walked towards Tya, I wanted to prevent her, I hope Tya did not say that.

but the opposite happened, not even Silvi until Tya told Silvi everything

"However, Tega once you're Silvi, I don't like you toying with Nata's heart" cried Tya, who made the class quiet.

His silence made the clock ticking wall feel so noisy, even the wind sounded also burst of hope from the heart of Tya.

"What do you mean Tya"

"For no reason, Nata saw it all, it was in the morning, I took him away, because he would be even more devastated if he was here"

Suddenly Silvi came towards me, hugged me, the smell of her body calmed my soul, I realized, I love her so much.

"I'm sorry, there's something you don't need to know, but you always have to remember, you're the only guy I love"

"Where possible, Love can't possibly share, go, if you choose it, I'll be the first to applaud you"

Silvi slapped me hard, the emotions on her face were vividly drawn, her tears showing an expression of deep sadness.

"You fool, you're so stupid, ever since you were a child you were never sensitive, even I came here just for you, I know I was wrong, I hugged her because she gave me something I've been looking for all this time, but I don't want you to know"

before long Arif came, he immediately hit me,

"******, you think Silvi is a cheap woman, who will share her heart?,**** you should think first, I do like her, but I don't like you accusing Silvi like that"

Silvi hugged me, tightly, Her warm body melted the pain in my heart, treating my soul.

"I really love you so much, only you, this body I would give to you if you asked me to, I love you so much, beyond my love for myself" Silvi cried, in my arms.

"I just want to know, what did you guys do this morning? until hugging"

"Ura, I'm sorry, Arif just gave me something I was looking for, and you don't need to know"

Actually I still feel pain, but I have forgiven him, he himself said it and I believe it.

but my ignorance became a new affliction for me, actually what Silvi was trying to hide.