Amnesiacs

Amnesia 3

something separated was reunited, God had a completely unpredictable plan, He came when I started trying to forget.

It has been three days that Tya did not pick up my phone, after she cried that time.I feel very guilty about her, but I also think this might happen due to her busyness.

Her worry is a form of fear, she disappears on purpose for her to be missed, I know she starts trying to play on the feelings, but just let this go.

and if Silvi had come back and said she loved me, what would I have to do?, a big lie if I had killed her feelings, because many times I had killed, this feeling would have remained up and lasting.

On Sunday, in the afternoon.I walked in the garden, the color of the sky began to redden, the wind was strong, making the leaves in the trees fall.I walked in confusion. what steps do I need to take.

walking in the midst of anxiety, in search of the truth, of what is expected, then actually what I want to get, who I want.

then I tried to call Tya, waiting several times because it was not lifted, but at that time I met Silvi who was walking alone.

"Hello Ura"

"Hello Silvi, what are you doing here?"

"I'm looking for you, I think I missed you a little bit after yesterday's meeting, my feelings came back a little, thank goodness I found you here"

the wind blew her long hair, then it decomposed.

"lookingfor me? wh-wh-what for? but I'm also glad to see you"

"yes, I miss you"

he smiled and looked at me. It broke the defense that I had made, before I always needed time to fall in love, but to him I only needed one smile, to give my whole heart.

"is there anything you want to talk about?" my face was flushed, it was hot, there was something I wanted to let go of, which was an irresistible longing.

"no, I just wanted to see her" her face flushed red, she tried to turn her face away from me

I know very well, he was lying, because the look in his eyes, showed he wanted to be pampered, his gestures showed that he needed to be hugged and all that he was hiding, because he doesn't understand why he feels it.

"then I want to tell you something"

I purposely give an explanation, about the past that he must remember, about the taste that enshrined him at every moment.

"alright, I want to listen to him" he looked at me curiously, occasionally he played his hand, a sign of uneasiness.

Silvi then sat on the park bench, I also sat beside her.

"so, you were my lover, the first woman to make me fall in love, and I don't understand why you're so interested in me"

this time the mouth explained feelings, not just words, because I explained to her a memory not just a note.

Silvi took my words seriously, her eyes intimidating, making me keep telling stories.

accompanied by a gentle breeze I continued.

"you also asked me to speak for the first time, I was lonely and had no friends, so you were my first friend"

"You used to talk about the sky a lot, you said I was a blue day sky, something that was hard to reach, and you were a night sky, majestic with stars"

"i can seem to remember that a little bit"

"until we're finally dating, we actually met when we were kids, and you remember"

"we had a date?"

"yes of course, those days were very happy times for me" I smiled happily in front of him

but when I talked to each other, Tya came, she had a suitcase, it seemed like she had just come from the airport and wanted to see me, because this was the way to my boarding house.

"It turns out you're here Nata"

Tya saw me who was alone with Silvi on the park bench, The reddened sky started to darken, she just pointed at me, I was also just fixated by her.

his arrival was greeted with a destruction of feelings, suspicion and the melting of hope, his tears began to run and a loss of trust.

Tya then ran away, I'm sure she was crying at the time, she was running very fast, I didn't think much about catching up with her, leaving Silvi on the park bench.

Tya fell, and I managed to catch up to him.

with emotion, too, tears she screamed at me.

"Don't come any closer, I know I never should have expected you"

"Wait a minute, listen to my explanation"

Then he got up and stood up.

"Here you go, I know I've never been in your heart"

I did not fight him, let him out his anger, I just stared intently at his eyes, as his lips recited his emotions, because I understood in the look of his eyes and the motion of his lips, stored a worry and his longing for me.

"Don't talk like that"

"I'm so afraid Nata, since we were together, I've prepared myself.if you meet Silvi again, I've prepared myself to feel hurt, but I don't think it's this sad"

"No Tya, I didn't do anything, anyways Silvi doesn't remember me either"

"iya Silvi does not remember you, but your feelings for her do not change, right? the feeling you're trying to kill is now killing you"

I held tightly to Tya's hand, it was night too, the rain started falling.

"Come with me, I'll explain everything, and you need to know, you mean a lot to me so don't talk like that"

I pulled him into my cabin. I know he refused, but I forced him.