Yuahuatouri: A New Life Being a Legend
Chapter 838 - Cry, and let go of All You Suppress
Shira does not catch up with her who just disappeared, she goes into the twin golden forest until she starts to stop walking for a while because she feels guilty.
It turns out that seeing himself let out his tears directly did not match what he expected, it was Shira who hurt him despite intending to be an old man who heard his thoughts and feelings of suffering.
"Damn..what I did-- no, I've succeeded. It meant that he could already take another step forward, now he only needed to find himself hiding in the forest."
Shira again rushed into the golden forest, trying to feel its existence far enough until she was surprised by the many traps Shinobu set.
All the traps were his intention to hold Shira back for longer so that he could not see Shinobu who would cry, not he who had not held her back but all the words of Shira reawaken all her bad memories.
All the suffering came and attacked simultaneously until his tears came out on their own without his command, his body which could not hold him back but his mind could still.
Shinobu continued to pass through several golden trees until she immediately fell down because she accidentally stepped on a golden rock that messed up her balance to run.
"Ugh.. hiks..." Shinobu crept forward then sat on the golden ground with a gloomy gaze, her tears continuously flowing through her right eye.
"Mama..." Shinobu instantly missed Kou instantly, all the suffering she felt she kept fighting alone, trying to endure it without showing any sadness and wanting to cry.
Shinobu is a strong girl who has been able to withstand all the sadness and suffering from the baby, her promise not to cry ends now that her patience is up.
"Mama... Mama..."
Shinobu hugged both her legs and her face rested with her knees to hide her sad expression, she could not stop all the tears that flowed until she was at her peak, wanting to cry very hard.
Shinobu's hearing could instantly hear the screams of the people he killed, the numbers were so many that they echoed within his own ears, they all said bad things to him.
"Why do creatures like you continue to live like this...!?"
"You don't deserve to show such a horrible look and form before all of us...!!!"
"That tail and that ear is a sign that you are the lowest Legend!!! You are a serial killer who has cold blood...!!!"
"A monster!!!"
"MONSTERS!!! THE MONSTER!!! THE MONSTER!!!"
"He-Stop...! Stop...!!!" Shinobu covered her ears, her feelings starting to get mixed up until The Mind gave her a lot of insight into all the things that were pressing on her.
"Why do you continue to live this life if the world itself rejects you...!? Look at your looks and appearance...!"
"You're only half a robot and a monster, both very scary things when you lose control...!!! Everyone is afraid to see you...!!!"
Shinobu's tears continued to flow through her right eye until she tried not to cry, she also tried her hardest not to hear the voice she heard through her own mind.
All this was due to The Mind trying to test itself as well, so many rude and condescending words that Shinobu could hear until he trembled in fear.
In addition to his eyes he closed until the view that Shinobu saw in the darkness was all the people he loved, they had all disappeared and left himself alone until feeling lonely.
Tech, Shuan, and Kou. They all left him alone until he experienced a life of emptiness without them, seeing them leave just like that made him even more sad.
"You are not a legend...! The fact is you're just a monster and a serial killer disguised as one of us...!"
"Cats become violent events, imitating the lifestyle of the people of Legend to use them all to be used as food!"
His artificial eye now released oil that replaced his tears, he began to cry little by little because he could not hold it anymore.
The feeling he always held was released until he kept remembering all the things that hurt and suffered for him, he vented all of it by crying like a child who kept calling 'Mama.'
"Mama... Hix... Mamma... Koneko lonely.... Hicks..." Shinobu began to cry, she could not stop again even though she had wiped away the tears using her hands.
"Somewhere you're going... Mama will always be near you, seeing you and of course waiting for you to become a most powerful Legend!" (Kou).
"Little Princess, you just need to rest and recover your body... Let me take care of this fight in order to protect yourself!" (tech).
"Our relationship will not be separated.?. instead we have made the pinky promise that we have installed a seal that will not be destroyed to stay together?" (Aco).
"You're still my little cousin that I have to look after like my own sister. If you want something, just ask for my help, I'll help you as much as I can." (Kozumi).
"Physical or likeness is not something that deserves to break our friend's relationship.we still consider yourself a friend really." (Conomy).
"You should be able to maintain that innocent gaze! The smile of happiness that you always show also because we are cousins who will enjoy time with~" (Hinoka).
Shinobu's tears grew even more so that her body trembled in fear, she could also feel something so cold and delicate behind her, it was Kou who had briefly hugged herself from behind.
However, Shinobu was unable to see and stopped the tears that continued to flow profusely almost like a waterfall, she had already wiped them several times until...
"Shino--" Shira widened her eyes and stopped her steps when she saw the crying Shinobu while wiping away the tears that continued to flow.
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"Mama... Hweeehhhhhhhh...! Mama...!" Shinobu continued to cry until her voice grew louder and louder, her arms also continuing to wipe away her inexhaustible tears.
"Shinobu." Shira immediately approached her crying granddaughter.
"Don't come any closer...!" Shinobu.
Shira instantly stopped right before him, she could not escape anymore as she was held back by her own already uncontrollable cries, for many years he did not cry and now surely his crying will stop long enough.
Shinobu pulled Shira's arm until she immediately sat right next to her, "Koneko can't stand it..."
"Why...why does the world...everyone treats me like this...?"
Shira could see clearly that sad face, filled with tears falling down until she could not say anymore that the effect would be like this, she said, he could not stop the tears that kept flowing.
"Koneko already... wanted to help the needy secretly..."
"...every time I try to help..why do they all accept the suffering...hiks....is Koneko indeed the unlucky carrier....virus that spreads the suffering...?"
"...trying to unite with the Neko nation of Legend as well... Koneko doesn't want to kill herself..."
"Only two friends. two cousins. and all the uncles and aunts I know. only trust me..."
"Koneko does not want to be alone. it feels lonely.. it hurts.. suffer... I continue to be held... hiks... I can not get stronger.. if it is like this..."
"I don't want to... Koneko... Koneko wants. everything Koneko loves stays with me..."
"...I want to be able to be trusted... dearest... Koneko does not want to go back to feeling lonely..."
Shinobu recalled herself while guarding the tombs of the Neko Legends, herself shrouded in a feeling of loneliness.
"Koneko.. wants to be accompanied. do not want to be alone.. want to be trusted... I want.. hiks... I want to be able to. expected... hyx..."
"Koneko... wants to be accompanied... I miss Mamaaaa..." Shinobu's attitude looks like a child now, Shira feels natural when she sees him because he gets a little affection.
Shira immediately touched Shinobu's head and rubbed it until her tears started to flow very fast instantly.
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"HWEEEEEEEEHHHHHHH...!!!" Shinobu's crying voice grew louder as she received a loving swipe from Shira.
"Shinobu.. I'm sorry Grandpa, I didn't mean to make you like this. I didn't expect you to remember all those bitter events until you cried like this."
"Remember what Grandpa said since then...? I'll take care of you and take care of you. That means Grandpa will always be with you."
"Not only Grandpa but your Mother is the same, she must be close, hugging yourself so that you can rest easy.All the fallen Shiratori, too, live within you just to keep you company."
"Listen..see yourself fighting alone like that until you can solve the problem alone makes Grandpa feel proud of you."
"Since childhood, I have not had the courage and resilience that you do. Even if the world treats you as cruel, you still try hard to be able to move on with life."
"Knowing you are now 6 years old and defeating a witch even to the point that Tech is destroyed, Grandpa wants to take care of you and raise you."
"My precious granddaughter, the last hope of Shiratori, the hope that will continue to shine without any restrictions..."
"...crying is not wrong, be satisfied. I will accompany you and hear all the suffering. Let your cruel grandfather accompany you..."
"Hweeehhhhhh... Hix... Koneko.. doesn't want to be alone anymore...!"
"I understand... Grandfather would always be together-" Shinobu directly approached Shira and hugged herself while tightly holding onto her shirt, Shira directly touched her back and approached her body.
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"Koneko.. wants company. I want to stay with Grandpa..."
"Yes, I understand, my grandson. Let's always be together and certainly get stronger to solve this maze..." Shira tightened her embrace until her ears received the sound of Shinobu's cries getting louder.
"HWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH...!!!"
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"You've fought hard, son. You do your best and keep going on with your bitter life, you keep trying hard without giving up..."
"...you are very proud of me, your mother, and of course all the descendants of Shiratori who died. They'll see you as a little girl who lasts a very long time in this cruel life."
"You poor girl, for now, thank you for fighting, my granddaughter." Shira immediately gave herself a kiss on the cheek.
"From now onwards, I will remain with you forever..."
"HWEEEEEEHHHHHHHH!!!" Shinobu cried until she cried, Shira began patting her back slowly so that she could satisfy the cry, it must be heavy because it had held everything alone
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Shira was currently holding Shinobu, she was standing on the edge of the mountains while gazing at the sun that was about to set before her, a sight so beautiful that she thought all this was the peace and tranquility that remained.
"With this he can step forward, there are so many doors available to him and I will train him with all the things I can."
"Give it all to himself as well.I must be able to increase Shinobu's hopes so that he can become the most powerful Legend that even the gods fear at any level..."
"You've done your best, my grandson. I love you..." Shira gave another kiss on Shinobu's cheek which was currently asleep.
"Let's get stronger..." Shinobu heard his words until tears flowed out of her right eye and she was able to sleep peacefully.
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"...together."
