Yuahuatouri: A New Life Being a Legend

Chapter 485 - Self-Esteem from Failure

"The defeat of the Diablo king through the star-studded seal magic huh, the entire Shiratori lineage is indeed a bitch..." Oskadon began to speak.

"Not only is their light magic infuriating and distressing but their self-esteem too, keeps rising again and again until Legend's Boost helps them all..." Oskadon removed the crystal.

"What happened to our Grandpa now?"

"Somewhere, it's sealed for eternity and no one knows it but Shukaku himself."

"Is he okay?"

"He's dead too... But I'm not so sure yet because it was Shukaku who destroyed the reputation of the Devil." Oskadon rose from his throne and walked away.

"Where are you going now?"

"Just look around."

***

Shuan went into his room and locked him tightly, sitting on the floor with a look of wrath. The sense of failure he continues to feel so that he has reached the limit of fed up.

"How much I try and work hard, there's still someone much stronger than you..."

"Above the sky is still above the sky, indeed an ASSHOLE!!!" Shuan lifted his mattress and slammed it on the floor until it shattered.

Since childhood Shuan never felt the triumph of consecutive, he often worked hard for his entire life since childhood but when he felt defeated by someone he first discovered.

One failure alone automatically destroyed him as a whole, he could only complain and try to forget his own brother who already had great talent.

His sharp words were still not realized and he also began to think of his parents as Legends who considered himself a son full of failure.

"How can I protect Kou if I myself was that failure, at first I do not deserve to have him..." Shuan started to hit the floor several times which contained powerful protection magic.

The sound of a small knock on his door, Shuan started peering through the small hole and he saw Kou who came with a worried expression.

"Kou...!" Shuan opened the door.

"Shu-ahh!" Kou was pulled into the room, Shuan immediately locked the door and window tightly.

Shuan began to hug Kou tightly so that he could feel such a strong calmness when hugging him, all this time he was tired especially mentally.

Kou could only be quiet and hugged his back a few times so he sat on the bed and patted both his thighs.

"Slept..." Kou smiled.

"No... You just recovered..."

Kou shook his head then used his mind to control Shuan so that he lay on the mattress and became both of Kou's small thighs as pillows.

"You worry a lot of people..." Said Kou slowly while rubbing Shuan's head slowly so that he could feel calm.

All the anger he felt disappeared just like that when Kou indulged himself, Shuan could only feel at peace at this moment and he began to close his eyes.

"I'm tired, Kou..."

"You're just trying less..."

"I've tried a few times... All my life I fought hard, trying to defeat my Brother especially my own father!"

"But I'm so sick of seeing a much stronger enemy than myself, it feels like my entire struggle is a very futile one...!!!" Shuan held Kou's hand tightly.

"Everyone must have felt it... Desperate like this but rarely see you as a Shiratori like this..." Kou's voice that was so slow was still heard by Shuan.

His voice that sounded so slow and gentle was able to win his soul as well as his mind that was filled with the burden of defeat and failure.

"I failed from the beginning... The more you try there will still be someone far greater than you for reasons such as heritage and talent..."

"We better run away, Kou... Come on, we're running away from this reality... Start a new life without having to take care of this and that...!" Shuan said as he touched both of Kou's cheeks.

"Shuan's... I would be disappointed if you said something like that... Mama probably won't allow you to marry me..." Kou looked disappointed and it made Shuan surprised.

"I'm sorry... It's just that I'm tired..."

"Rest first, if there is a burden... Can talk to me... I'm always by your side..." Kou smiled slightly then pinched both of Shuan's cheeks to force himself to smile.

"Smiles... Smile... Hehe..."

Shuan's heart was warm now when he looked at her face, he now did not want to feel any more pain or burden but rather enjoyed the warmth that Kou had always given him.

"Kou..." Shuan blocked his face with Kou's stomach.

"Jewel..."

"I seem to have given up..."

"Just because of getting a few defeats, you gave up like that, Shiratori Shuan?" Shou's voice came from behind Shuan.

Shuan reflexively glanced back then released a single wave of light towards him but Shou caught it then turned it into a black chain.

"You should have realized that defeat is common, to feel defeat is okay but if you give up then you have just removed yourself from Shiratori's ancestry."

"What do you want from me, huh!?" Shuan darted towards Shou so that the two of them fell towards the ocean that was right near the hotel.

Kou has just been asked by Haruka to keep Shuan from doing anything bad, the plan works because Kou wants Shuan to be resuscitated by the rest of Shiratori.

"Your face and your whereabouts are very disturbing my break time with Kou!!!" Shuan tries to strangle Shou using his tail but Shou pulls his leg then throws him towards a wide field.

Shou landed on the ground with a solemn expression, "As a descendant of Shiratori, you should be aware that giving up is an absolute word for all of us."

"I know you've tried your hardest to fight to be the strongest even beyond your brother-"

"You'll never be able to feel what I feel, Shou! Since I was a child even from the age of 4 years I started my training as a Legend, there was not a single day that I passed...!!!"

"Any struggle as well as the effort that I always do will only give unsatisfactory results at all."

"My price and identity are at stake if I feel a sense of defeat by someone who has just met me for the first time...!"

"Above the sky there is still the sky... That's what I hate so much that I'm fed up with, wanting to abandon my pride as a Legend and a Shiratori!"

The words made Shou put on a disgusted face, "Did you say...!? All the words that come out through your rotten mouth... Are you a Legend and a descendant of Shiratori!?"

"Even if you see a much stronger enemy than you... You should have realized that a Legend like you could still rise even higher by breaking the boundaries that prevent you!"

"If you manage to defeat that person especially erases their arrogance then the embarrassment they receive will be much more humiliating...!!!" Shou started jumping towards Shuan to realize himself with a few strikes.

Shuan dodged but received one kick that was able to push him backwards.

"You're a stupid legend if you underestimate me...!" Shuan directly used the Golden Solar System to beat Shou up.

"Your soul and mind are soft but your mouth is strong..." Shou darted forward, trying to launch several attacks and Shuan held him back with all his might.

Now it is Shuan's part that attacks by launching all its attacks and capabilities.

Shou dodged all of that without having to think so he immediately attacked back by holding tightly to his chin then lifted Shuan's body up and slammed it on the ground.

"Aaaagggghhh...!"

"The form called Golden Solar System is defeated by me who has not exerted its power on a half scale... Isn't that embarrassing, Shuan?"

Shuan initially starts to rampage but he has no time to do anything because of Shou who kicked him up so that he hit some trees.

Rokuro and Asriel had just arrived at the location, they could see such a huge commotion in the field, filled with forest-like trees.

"Is that Shuan...?" Ask Asriel.

"Yes, just leave them like that." Said Haruka who had just come with Kou.

There was some destruction and explosion in the forest, it immediately made Kou worried because Shuan could have suffered some fatal injuries.

Shuan was speechless again as Shou continued to smash into his face several times without exerting a hint of his strength, Shuan's self-esteem grew even more shattered when he realized it.

Shou did one round and kicked Shuan in the stomach deep enough to throw him back and hit such a big tree.

Bammmm!!!

Shuan's Golden Solar System simply disappeared and he immediately knelt on the ground while holding onto his aching stomach.

"Cumbrlhhhhhh...!" Shuan slowly looked at Shou who was standing right before him with a serious looking gaze.

"There's no reason to be stronger... The matter regarding Oskadon can be dealt with by Shou along with the others..." Said Shuan slowly.

"Everything will be fine... My powers are of no use now..." Shou immediately went berserk when he heard that, he reflexively lifted Shuan's collar.

"LOOK AT ME, YOU IDIOT!" Shou started yelling late in front of him.

"Delete all******** that you feel about your Legend's defeat and self-esteem that is not yet strong enough...!"

"Protecting your girlfriend and becoming a Legend much stronger than your own brother is the only goal you have!?"

"Do you think the goal will end until that point...!?"

"Think about the next goal, nothing is eternal and what will happen next... A few months and years to come...!"

"Rethink that self-esteem...!!! The blood of the Legend and the Shiratori flows through your body, if you are a Shiratori and a true version of myself..."

"...I will not forgive yourself for feeling defeat again to anyone! You will be the greatest or you will be the worst...!!!"

"Stop..." Kou tries to stop but Haruka starts hugging him from behind.

"It's okay, Kou. despite looking so rude, this is Shiratori's way of being aware of each other."

Shou looked at Haruka then he took off Shuan so he escaped again, Shou could only look at her from afar with a serious look.

"My work is done..." Shou Said.

Haruka started to look at Shuan and he started to sigh, "He does not know yes... What Minami's been up to all her life..."

"Do you have a plan, brother...?" Ask Kou.

"Yes... The last plan was for him to rehearse with Minami..."