Yuahuatouri: A New Life Being a Legend

Chapter 681 - Memory Recovery

[Room of Light Spirit]

"... ..." Shira is currently meditating with her eyes closed tightly, there is no disturbance whatsoever that she feels so her body continues to spin 360 degrees nonstop.

The room that had no restrictions whatsoever, its contents were only filled with golden light, Shira continued to train her calmness and light endlessly so that she could master the Golden Spirit quickly.

Shira immediately took the most dangerous risk by entering the room that was inside the light temple, she was able to go inside as it managed to perform all the rituals and challenges that were quite difficult.

Because of the help of her experience and her passion to become a Legend that can bring about lasting peace, Shira continues to practice nonstop so that the room continues to shed a lot of light.

There was no concept in it, only that Shira had mastered the room until she could do whatever she wanted inside.

The time inside goes so much faster than the outside that Shira keeps getting the calm she wants, the peace from inside the body that keeps flowing until she can just make a thoughtless move.

Strength is not his main goal but rather he wants to perfect everything one by one, starting from calmness and light magic so that he can live everything easily.

The process was there, Shira herself could only be patient and try not to think of something that tried to stop her, her mind and imagination could create something before her.

The feeling of loss Shira could still feel, the more calm she was, the more victories and memories emerged in her mind until it created a large amount of golden light in front of her.

The light formed a large screen that opened a dimensional gap, the gap contained Shira's thoughts and memories until she opened her eyes and emitted a white light.

"Shiratori Shira.. is that all...? Do you not want to enter into the path of the power that is before you?"

"That door is wide open for you, but your legs won't step because of the loss and trauma you've felt ever since..."

"...you were dumped by your parents because you were too weak..."

"...you let your brother Shinra die just like that even you never met your second brother... Shiratori White..."

"...you relied on your own daughter until she sacrificed herself to save all the universe."

"...all those feelings you can't accept, the potential for further light is. acceptance, you have to be able to accept anything in any situation."

The one who was talking to Shira was an eagle that kept moving both of its golden wings until it let out countless particles and golden feathers.

Shira can only be silent because all the words of the eagle are the truth for him, honestly he still felt scared since childhood until entering back into the world where he lived.

Fearful of loss, he also even felt afraid that he was still not enough to meet everyone's expectations, he was very weak since childhood until the process he experienced went quite slowly every time he thought about it.

Fear and worry continued to slow down his footsteps to enter the door which provided him further strength again due to the struggle he was going through.

Just one hitch, and that was the fear that Shira had always held back from long ago until she left now, her heart kept beating fast until it felt not so good for her.

Her body continued to goosebumps so her mind started thinking about something she should have forgotten just like that, Shira stopped meditating and looked ahead.

"Akari... What should I do...? From the beginning I was a coward from birth. From the beginning, I was indeed a weak Legend." Said Shira in a slow tone.

"You just need to think positively and fight all that fear.you should be able to look at yourself who is already much stronger than anyone."

Akari who could be called by the name of the light magic creature began to pat Shira on the head, Shira manages to tame Akari with her training and efforts inside the temple so she can say that the light magic creature has become her pet.

Just like Zoiru and Bamushigaru, Shira has become an employer for a light magic creature named Akariagaru or in short as Akari.

"The fear that keeps getting in your way gets worse when you blame yourself for everything that disappears in front of you."

"As if all those failures, you're always holding it up and blaming yourself, even though you've done your best, Shira."

The eagle was emitting a golden light until it changed shape into a little Legend girl who had long golden hair, her height was one centimeter different from Megumi's.

Can be seen the wings of a golden eagle behind his back that continues to drop gold particles, the clothes he wears also have a characteristic with the Legend of the nation of Kisetsu.

Shira can only be quiet because she already knows the light magic creature named Akari because it spent a very long time inside the temple until she knew herself quite close.

Akari stood next to Shira then rubbed her head, "Luck off, you won't be able to take another step if that fear and regret continue to appear..."

"...don't assume all your failures and mistakes are caused by you because you've done your best." Akari stroked both of Shira's cheeks.

Shira could only remain silent, trying to get rid of her fear until she frowned because of the sudden stress.

"I can't...!" Shira held tightly to her hair while showing an annoyed expression that she continued to fail to overcome her growing fear.

"...if not then the fear and regret will shake your legs until you cannot enter the path of strength that you have opened with your efforts."

Akari stroked Shira's head using both of her treads, trying to help her forget all the fear and regret she felt.

Akari wanted to help Shira not to blame herself a few times because it was not good for her who had tried so hard.

"I've seen all your life history, Shira. ever since you came to this temple, I know that you were weak since childhood..."

"...but I'm not so sure you'll stay that way in the future. Seeing your two sons so great that they reach the upper levels with their light..."

"...make myself believe that Shiratori Shira who was born as a weak Legend will have a bright future because of her positive attitude to keep working hard and trying."

"I also have a past that cannot be taken for granted.I am cursed to be a magical creature because of my own father."

"But I can overcome it all with the effort I have. continue to calm my mind until it causes my light potential to increase indefinitely."

"I'm sure you can too, Shiratori Shira. You are my master now so I will help as much as possible." Akari started stroking Shira's head a few times.

"My past is so blurry I can't remember it clearly but I know the reason why they moved me to the real world." Shira began to speak.

"Then, let me show you about that past... are you willing, Shiratori Shira?" Akari asked who started to cover both of Shira's ears.

Shira without thinking twice immediately nodded because she herself felt very curious about her father, she had met her mother but there was no sense of satisfaction she got.

Shira wants to overcome that fear by making a big acceptance by knowing her entire opaque past to the point that she cannot remember.

The more he remembers it, the fear will increase until it makes him unable to enter the path of strength he wants.

"Do it, Akari. I should be able to do it..." Shira put on a determined look.

"All right, we're starting..." Akari began to close both of Shira's eyes until the vision began to black so that she could see a white light spot that began to enlarge.

"Golden Restoration: Past..." Akari said slowly until Shira's view began to be startled by the white light rays that brought her consciousness to another world.

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Shira appears above the sky so black, she can see the full moon above her that she is aware that her consciousness is moving towards the past.

Shira landed on the ground, her body could not be seen by the wandering people of Legend, it just so happened that she could see Shukaku walking through all the Legends.

"I feel the same light.it must be Dad..." Shira begins to follow Shukaku so she is surprised by Shuri's arrival in front of Shukaku.

"Shukaku, welcome back." Shuri gives her husband a warm embrace, she feels grateful to see Shukaku safe while on a difficult mission.

"I'm back.. Where's Shinra?" Ask Shukaku while looking around.

Shira realizes something strange, Shukaku never talked about her second brother named Shiro, most likely something bad happened with him.

"Shinra is on a mission with Prince Rionald, most likely they are currently trying to save the Legend who is asking for emergency help."

"Running the mission together with prince Rionald...? It's rare, I've even just been on a mission with the king." Shukaku looks surprised.

Shukaku began to look at Shira who was four years old asleep in Shuri's lap, "She's a little girl huh...? What he's doing is just hiding behind you and crying."

Shira heard it so clearly that she fell silent for a moment, she began to recall the memory of four years in Yuusuatouri as a timid little Legend who had always been hiding behind her mother.

"He looks like you, doesn't he? Always sleep when doing the smallest tasks..." Shuri chuckled while stroking Shira's head.

"She has her father's attitude in resting.Not so forced herself because she knows the limits."

"I want to let him go. I want to move him out of this world so that he can enjoy a peaceful life with the original Man nation."

Shukaku's words startled Shuri instantly, "Huh...?! You must be kidding me!"

"No, I'm serious..."

"E-Ehh...?"