You Are My Regret's

Unknowingly

qiran put lucas to sleep in her crib "good night mommy's son" and the qiran kissed lucas' forehead and covered him

qiran walked towards the lensi sitting on the edge of her bedroom bed "are you happy with your pregnancy" asked qiran

lensi linked her two eyebrows "why are you asking like that? of course I'm happy with my pregnancy, this is what I wanted when married with mas tara" said Lensi

qiran clasped the hand of lensi "i know you well lensi, I know very well the look on your face when sad or happy and obviously you are not happy with your pregnancy" replied qiran

lensi's eyes began to condense, he didn't expect the qiran would know what he was trying to hide "i don't know qiran, I don't know" said lensi who suddenly cried because of the qiran question

qiran hugged lensi "do not cry lensi" qiran rubbed her back with gentle movements

"i know my pregnancy is such a happy thing, I am also actually happy that there is one life growing in my womb, but this time I am really scared qiran, I feel scared every night, I feel scared every night, I'm afraid the man who accompanied me to bed every night will disappear when I give birth later what we agreed before marriage" qiran continued to wipe lensi's back "in addition, I saw in the man's story that his wife was going to give birth soon, I was afraid of qiran" said lensi with tears

"don't think too much of a lensi, it's not good for your pregnancy" says qiran

"but I'm really scared" lensi replied

qiran unraveled her embrace and stared fixedly at lensi "have you started loving tara" asked qiran to confirm her feelings of lense

"i don't know qiran, I just fear every ahri if she will disappear from my sight later.I always worry if she doesn't tell me or isn't around me" he replied

qiran let out a long sigh "you have fallen in love with tara and vice versa but you are only afraid to express it" qiran grasped both hands of lensi "do not like me lensi" said qiran in a soft voice "I didn't realize I loved Jay too much with him and when we were four years apart it was hell for me, I had trouble breathing and couldn't sleep, and you know that" qiran

"but I'm not sure mas tara loves me" lensi is so pessimistic that tara loves her because she was with the preamble for 8 years and lensi knows tara never fell for anyone other than being with the prelude

"if you're not sure tara loves you, make her fall in love with you again and again" she said

"how to" asked lensi

qiran rubbed her belly "with this, this is proof of your love, make her your unbreakable bond" said qiran full of implied things

"how" confused lensi

***

5 Months later

Lensi was wrapping his hands around the arms of tara "thank you, if our child is healthy" said lensi

"yes, I'm also grateful that our daughter is healthy" replied tara rubbed the lensi stomach that had looked enlarged

lensi and tara just checked her pregnancy at the counter, now the condition of the lensi content has reached the age of 7 months and is female, which means that soon they will be fondling children from their marriage

"mas earlier Mika called, he said he wanted to stay at home, he continued to ask for help mas for hadepin mama-in-law" said lensi

"yes, later let the mas who will overcome mama" reply tara

tara helps Lensi sit at the dinner table with her two younger siblings who have already sat there "how are the circumstances of our nephew brother" asked Mika with enthusiasm

"well, the condition is fine" he replied

"oh yes, how do you work smoothly right" asked Lensi to Mika who has just changed positions that initially only ordinary staff turned into adrian's personal secretary

"okay" mika replied forcing her smile

Lensi look on his sister's face that tries to cover something "if something says it to your sister, do not hold it yourself" said lensi

"it's just a matter of work, sister, so Mika will take care of it herself" mika glanced at kassy who was busy eating her food "kassy alone who used to always lose the same kak jonatahan now kak jonathan can not say much about the same kassy because it sees kassy performance

kassy forced her smile "but it's not a simple matter to know to be able to fight the guy's words now" Kassy replied

"albeit with a great struggle, I can certainly overcome it, after all, there are also three months of work so this is nothing" Mika replied

Lensi smiled warmly when her sister was now getting older in dealing with problems and no longer whining like the old "sister is happy you are now much more mature in dealing with problems, and no longer whining like before, but if you do not have a hard time working there is no problem anyway, after all, sister has also taken over the company of father and will later give it to you so do not worry about your survival later" said Lensi in earnest

mika clucked "the company is ours brother, do not just give it the same mika later" mika did not like if lensi always said would give his father's company to mika

"sister also does not need very" lensi glanced at tara "sister will have a husband who will follow whatever you want without bothering to work" said lensi with a fluffy smile

tara rubs head lensi "iya, whatever will be mas kasih for his beloved wife mas" reply tara

"hoeek" mika and kassy simultaneously want to vomit with the behavior of his brother who always acts friendly with his two younger siblings who are clearly still single

Lensi and tara have revealed their love after the encouragement of qiran who wants them to be honest about their feelings and it turns out they are already in love but are too afraid to admit it

***

Lensi was sleeping on the chest of the tara field and continued to wipe the chest of the tara field "mas" paggil lensi

"yes dear" reply tara

"he called me, and wanted to see you" said lensi in a soft voice

tara scrunched her forehead "him? who do you mean" asked tara

"man in the past mas, he wanted to meet mas" lensi sat down and looked at tara with teary eyes "what mas will leave me and return to him after our child is born" asked lensi

they may have expressed love for each other, but tara never discussed the cancellation of their agreement and it is still a frightening specter for lensi

"what would mas come back to him if he asked mas back at him" asked lensi with a look full of wounds and frustrated race

tara could not answer her question and could only silently stare at Lensi with millions of thoughts raging in her chest