You Are My Regret's

Want to let go but it's so hard

"be careful of his lectures and do not forget to tell your brother that he has finished his studies" said Reagen on his sister's love

"yes sister, thank you" Love

Love got down from Reagen's car and waved at Reagen before he ran towards his campus

Reagent does his car to his company in Indonesia

unfeeling Reagen goes through a detour to his office "why am I going down this road" Reagen realizes he's driving down a detour to get to his company

Reagen stops his car by the side of the road when he sees someone he unknowingly wants to see from yesterday "why it feels tight" Reagen holds his chest strong

Reagen's eyes continued to be fixed on the figure of the woman who had just got down from the car with a man between her. His eyes were incessantly staring at the interaction between the couple who were not far away from him

"i know it's wrong to disrespect you, Edeline, I turned you down so many times and it must have hurt so much, but you've been chasing me for years" without feeling the clear liquid just fell from the corner of his eye

"once you turned me down and it felt like Edeline was sick" Reagen slapped his face on the steering wheel of his car "I can't be willing for you to be with him when you used to be around me and now you feel so far away even though our bodies are close together" muttered Reagen regretting all his actions away from Edeline in various ways

and now when the person he kept avoiding first really stayed away there was an unwilling race in his heart, a sense that somehow explained it

reagen was in that position long enough until he remembered that he had to go to the office to take care of his piled up work

***

Reagents busied themselves with various activities in order to forget the tightness he was feeling at this time because when he first realized putting his heart on a woman but he had lost the woman as a result itself

"huuuuhhh" Reagen sighed as he finished his last job on the computer in his study

Reagen glanced at his watch which showed at 7pm "ah I missed my lunch" so busy working Reagen to forget his lunch

Reagents rushed to tidy up his things and immediately went home, as he passed the street he pulled over his car to choose dinner "just eat here" Reagents decided to have dinner at one of the restaurants on the side of the road

Reagents immediately ordered the food there and ate alone "it turned out to be so quiet" Reagen ate his food alone with his smile

"what the heck mas" heard a familiar voice in the hearing of the Reagents

Reagents sharpen his hearing, whether the sound he hears is a familiar sound

"willing to eat you" said a man

"iiiiih mas what, I'm still laper nih want to eat not want to eat" upset the woman

"jeez, my wife is very nervous anyway" the man pinched slowly on the cheek of the woman who turned out to be his wife

the woman rubbed her cheek that was pinched by the husband "sick mas, later Edeline snagged the same mas, Edeline told to sleep on the sofa"threat the woman who was none other than and not not Edeline

"yes, I'm sorry, but" Jonathan relented to the wife so that the ration is not reduced, can turn his head over under Jonathan if he is not allowed to sleep with his wife

"of course it may be dear" Jonathan took an Edeline spoon and fed Edeline painstakingly

"how ? Nice" asked Jonathan

Edeline nodded "it's good what's wrong with me" Edeline replied

"there can be a deh" Jonathan pinched Edeline's nose slowly

"Edeline is very happy as a wife" said Edeline

Jonathan continued to feed Edeline with his smile "why are you happy to be a wife mas, but mas is not as rich as Reagen or as young as your peers and also not as handsome as Damian" asked Jonathan

Edeline nodded at Jonathan "who said he wasn't more handsome than Damian, who was far better looking or not" Edeline said

"yes dear "Jonathan just say his wife's words while continuing to feed Edeline

"mas still jealous of Reagen" asked Edeline carefully

on the other side of the diner not far from Edeline and Jonathan, Reagen continues to listen carefully, especially when his name is mentioned in the conversation between the two couples

heard a sigh from Jonathan "jealous of course there is a dear but it is not to the extent that it interferes with the activities of the mas really because you can put yourself in the position of a wife who maintains the dignity of her husband" Jonathan rubbed Edeline's cheek "if it still feels normal dear, because he's been in your heart for years, a long time so it might be a bit difficult to forget" Jonathan explained

"but please deh mas if Edeline love is the same mas and will only be a wife only, let alone we want to have children" said Edeline rubbed her stomach is still flat

"mas know that, even though the mas is old does not mean that the mas feels defeated by the Reagen, because the proof is that it can overcome this spoiled princess well" joked Jonathan

"iiiih don't tell me Edeline spoiled loh mas" protested Edeline

"yes yes" Jonathan laughed happily because he could taunt his wife

hearing that the Reagen's heart was getting worse, the intention of the heart wanted to divert his mind but instead he had to hear a chat that really made it even more crowded.

"i wanted to let you go with Edeline when I found out you were pregnant but why wouldn't my heart be willing" lamented the reagent she could only do in her heart

Initially Reagents who want to enjoy their dinner now the hunger just evaporates somewhere. Hunger is replaced with regret for the loss of a woman who has put her heart on him for so long

Long Reagen sat there waiting for Edeline and Jonathan to go from there because he had no courage to meet with Edeline or Jonathan, he felt his heart would not be able if they met

Reagents immediately returned to the apartment after seeing Edeline's body move away and disappeared as the car on Edeline and Jonathan got further away. Reagen's footsteps were heavy when he stepped out of the restaurant but he still had to step in to rest his tired body on his soft bed

shortly after Reagen arrived at the restaurant, Reagen chose to sit on the edge of the balcony of his apartment with a bottle of red alcoholic beverages and the night wind that hit his face

"do I have to take you away from him" muttered Reagen who suddenly flashed through his mind wanting to make his Edeline his

"akhhh" Reagen rubbed his face rough "I've gone crazy like "a curse to Reagents