You Are My Regret's

It also tortured me

Qiran silently stared at Jay's cry "do you think you're the only one who's tormented, I'm Jay too. I love you so much and miss you so much, but there was nothing I could do for this burden that I felt" the inner qiran shouted but her mouth only silently closed

Qiran held her chest firmly, taking a deep breath trying her hardest to hold the iceak she felt “I also want to forget you qiran, very want” sound soft jay “but in fact I can't” jay cry with choked voice “ten years, but in fact I can't<TAG1> jay cry, ten years I love you qiran” jay said with a cry as he pleased staring at the back of the qiran who was still silently pegging with his back position

Qiran just cried without a sound “you should know how I fought for you" Jay patted her chest firmly "I'm an orphan who works hard to get a scholarship so I can catch you to England alone" Jay saw his hands "And with my persistent efforts I can catch up with you fighting for you, the hard-earned struggle I put up for you" Jay threw his hand violently "But again even though I work hard, your family is very easy to knock me down. They easily cancelled my hard-earned graduation I fought for to be on par with you”ucap jay considering how qiran's parents cheated on her to stay away from qiran

Jay looked down sluggishly "if I ever wanted to marry you, maybe we wouldn't be like this, I'd tie you up for the rest of your life wouldn't let you get away from me!"yell jay

Qiran knew it well, and that was one of the reasons he could not get close to Jay even though he also loved jay very much. qiran parents make a difficult distance in penetrated by jay and qiran “forgive me jay” qiran turned towards jay with teary eyes, tears that can no longer stand the speed

seeing the cry of qiran, of course, jay was very sick to see it, seeing the woman he loved so hurt. actually Jay had no intention of blaming qiran but it was his condition that he blamed why, why, he should be an orphan? and why he is a poor man, why does God not make him equal to the one he loves “I am not angry with you qiran, why is God not making him equal to the one he loves, even I can't be angry even if it's because of your family that I have to try so hard to survive.” Jay holds his chest strong as if his heart will jump out if he doesn't hold it firmly

“your family so dropped me down, I was too sick qiran” lirih jay fell with his legs bent down on my knees on the sand

Qiran turned her head violently towards jay “then it was looking for someone else who could love you!” yelling qiran could no longer bear the tightness in her chest. qiran cried as she pleased

jay's heart hurts so much to see the woman he loves crying, and that cry is because she is “but only you that I love qiran, I can't love anyone, I can't love anyone, my heart has stopped at kamu” reply jay stare wistfully qiran

Qiran stepped towards jay with her position still standing staring fixedly at the kneeling jay “I should what jay?” Tanya qiran looked at jay with tears that had been spilled because she could not bear qiran anymore, it felt so difficult to withstand the tightness that was so terribly in her chest

"i have to what? tell me? do you want to see me go into the sea and bury myself there" point the qiran at the expanse of the sea before him

jay shook her head "if you die I will also catch up with you" Jay replied with a look of confidence

qiran knelt down to shake jay's arm "then what should I do?!" yelled qiran

jay's heart was broken to see the frustration of qiran that he had not seen. is it okay for him to feel that actually qiran loves him “ I also do not know qiran, it feels like my chest is so crowded. I have a hard time breathing” said Jay patting his chest feeling tight

Qiran hugged jay tightly “do not like this jay, this also tormented me” qiran could not bear to see jay who was so hurt because of him even though in fact he had no intention to hurt jay, the one who loved the qiran so much, although the qiran never said it directly to jay and jay was sure that the qiran never loved him

Jay hugged qiran tightly “can you make your parents accept me?” Tanya Jay poked her head in the recess of qiran's neck, smelling the scent of qiran's body that she had so longed for

if he himself can certainly be reckless to oppose his parents because his parents might not hurt the qiran but this there jay, jay, if the qiran opposes then the jay will be the target of his parents and the qiran does not want it to happen.he can bear the wound but will be able to resist if the jay is injured because of him

Jay chuckles but his tears still plunge freely “married” jay tightened his embrace on qiran “mark our plan first it all so reality” muttered jay pecked the shoulder qiran who did wear dres with a spaghetti strap makes the jay still able to kiss the shoulder qiran and penetrate the skin qiran

Jay and Qiran had planned to get married but had to fail because of the actions of qiran's parents, and that's what keeps the two away and there's a difficult distance they can cross even though the old man qiran now doesn't directly intervene to separate them

"if only once let me sleep with you" pinta jay said in a soft voice

qiran unravels her embrace staring at jay with a difficult look at "I beg qiran" pinta jay

qiran lowered her head for a moment and looked up at Jay "what's with this you're going to let me go?" ask qiran

jay shook her head "no, but at least I can breathe, I can live in my illusion that you love me, but circumstances that set us apart" Jay replied

qiran stared into the bead of jay's eyes, the heart of qiran was unable to make the wound that he had inflicted even though it was indirectly "alright, let's sleep together" said qiran confidently

jay directly snatched the chewy thing qiran with a rough movement, qiran just resignedly accepted all what jay did

qiran and Jay entered into the room of the qiran and spent their hot nights exchanging sweat and moans which were so heartbreaking for both.

not the first time it is for them but this is more tempestuous because of the longing they hold for 4 years

*

their play was finished until the time showed at 4 am, the qiran was so tired to compensate for the desire of jay made him sleep without being disturbed by the jay who kept staring at him

"i love you qiran, only you. I don't want to let you go, even if you don't love me, I'll make you love me" Jay rubbed the qiran's flat stomach "may God give me a chance to tie you up. I don't care if your parents destroy me again, I'll reach for you in any way" jay peeped in qiran's lips

qiran who was very tired was not disturbed at all by the act of jay.jay closed the plain body of qiran and hugged the body of qiran tightly. jay wanted to enjoy being together until the qiran opened its eyes because the moment the qiran opened its eyes, it was certain that the qiran would avoid it again