You Are My Regret's

Help as a shadow

Qiran's phone rang, and qiran rushed to lift it “halo” greet qiran

“are you still in front of your laptop?” Tanya tara opened the chat

“hemmm, what else is it?” Qiran's question rolled her eyes lazily

“what are you going to keep hiding from him like this?” Ask tara qiran's best friend

“hemmm” reply qiran staring at one of the photos in her laptop

“forgive yourself qiran” pinta tara

Qiran sighed “already ah, I want to continue typing again” reply qiran ended his call

Qiran continued to make the drama script seriously, then print it so that it can be read more freely

“ah already got several episodes turned” muttered qiran checking the print results of his drama script titled “Love Shadow”

Qiran frowned as she read the contents of the page she did not originally want to print

“My dreams (my haesbich)” qiran read a file with the title that she just accidentally printed

“why did I even print it?” qiran's murmur began to separate the files and store them in her desk drawer

Qiran glanced at the wall clock that had shown at 9 pm “ time to go home” muttered qiran wearing glasses thick and covered her face wearing a mask. clothes that she always wears when going out

Qiran walked casually wearing flip-flops and casual clothes

impressed like that nightgown, qiran was always indifferent to her clothes when she was outside

“night miss risa” greet the security guard who knows the name of qiran is nerissa ningrum, wrong

one great writer in dreams shadow

“night pak” reply qiran nod politely

“more nights come home miss?” Ask the security guard

“iya sir, as usual I go home at this time” reply qiran walk casually leave the company where he works

“be careful miss” says mr. security guard

“iya pak” reply qiran friendly

Qiran walked out of the building through the company lobby and it turned out that there were a lot of journalists there who were surrounding an actor. (the name of the entertainment company must be many artists yes, hehehe)

Qiran stopped her steps while the person being surrounded was a person she knew very well

“ah at least I saw you today” muttered qiran smiled happily and continued his steps left his company building

Qiran walked slowly down an office street, as she reached a complex park not far from her apartment, stopping her steps and sitting on a long chair in the complex park.

Qiran grabbed her jacket pocket and took out a sun-shaped necklace, pointing it up as if juxtaposing the sun necklace with starlight in the sky “ as we go together

can only be in delusion and cannot be a reality” muttered the monologue qiran alone

Qiran put her necklace on the chest “but I really want this to be true, I miss you so much. Come back to me” muttered qiran crying as she clenched the necklace on her chest

Qiran woke up from her sleep at exactly 5am, she got off her bed walking towards the kitchen and downing a bottle of mineral water in the refrigerator. After finishing drinking qiran cleaned his apartment with a sophisticated vacuum cleaner that he had and sat on the balcony of his apartment breathing the morning air that still looks dark

“habit if the morning always wear skim” clothes muttered a man threw a blanket towards qiran to cover his face

Qiran grabbed the blanket violently staring at the man sharply “tara!” qiran shouted in annoyance

“apa?” Tara asked flat

Qiran and tara do live in the same apartment building and live next to each other, so they can still exchange greetings through the balcony of their apartment

“can not really do not throw habit I use blanket” upset qiran who is always rewarded throw a blanket every morning even though sometimes the jacket anyway

“ya abis you if morning, surely wear clothes less rich material so” reply tara rattled to see the habits of qiran who woke up early and always wear skimpy clothes show the part of his body that smooth white

“just let me sleep in clothes like this. This part is not the country where we used to live, the air here is not as extreme as there tara” reply qiran

Tara shook her head to see the behavior of her best friend since childhood “you this is very strange anyway qiran, if she sleeps she likes to wear sexy clothes, she likes to wear sexy clothes, but if out of the house already rich people who live in the poles too many layers. Though this morning is very cold if the afternoon is very hot” reply tara confused with the choice of clothing qiran impressed reverse function

“biarin” reply qiran throw his face rough

“oh ya qiran” said tara scratching the base of her nose confused what to say to qiran

“ada what?” Qiran asked seeing the confusion on the face of her best friend tara

“he was interested in your writing” said tara ventured to start talking

Qiran chuckles at the behavior of her best friend “ so why? Usually also he found Lensi to take care of matching the drama text that I made” reply qiran who had been used to get interest from people about the results of his writing

“but this time he insisted on meeting you, no longer want to meet lensi” reply tara conveyed his anxiety to qiran

Qiran frowned “why, she tumben once” reply qiran

“entah lah” tara shrugged both shoulders

“i was lazy to meet him” reply qiran leaned her body on the balcony and raised her face up to see the sky that had begun to light

“you're lazy, or are you afraid he recognizes you?” Tara's asking full question

Qiran stared disliked towards tara “ya right what I said” added tara

“I don't want to meet him tara” reply qiran

Tara swore rudely issued an obscure expletive “if you allow me to eject him I must have kicked him out so that he did not have much behavior but you yourself spoiled him, that's why he became insolent and did not know the limits of” reply tara who did not like the man who was discussed

“this time what he asked if I did not obey him” asked qiran as if he knew that there would be a threat if the request of the man in question was not followed by qiran

“dia will exit the company after her contract expires” reply tara

“ya has let it go, and do not extend his contract. Besides he can now stand alone without my help again ” reply qiran entered his room casually

“why don't you just solve everything qiran don't always hide from him.it won't solve your problem at all” shouted tara want qiran to immediately solve the problem and not let the problem continue to drag on

Qiran did not answer tara's question and continued to step into her apartment ignoring the upset tara and continued to swear with an unclear oath of expulsion because it was ignored by the qiran

"i also want to meet her and also embrace her but where can I meet and look into her eyes" muttered qiran answering Tara's question in a soft voice