You Are My Regret's

Date

lensi spread his gaze around, wondering why tara invited him to this place. Not that tara wants Lensi to remember her memories together but to take her to a place they have never been

"why are we here" asked lensi still observing the environment where they are

tara just smiled while still holding her fingers without answering the question lensi looks so curious

"what used to be we often come here" asked Lensi again because he still did not get an answer

"no" replied tara casually

"then why are we here, instead of going home" asked Lensi, who wondered why tara had taken her to the beach instead of coming home

"want to date you" tara replied

lensi scrunched up her forehead "dating" astonished lensi

tara chuckles slowly remembering her date story with lensi "we used to date often but we spend more time in bed" tara turns to lensi with a thin smile "this time I want a date with you that we really spent to build quality time both of us" reply tara

"but don't you want to make me remember about our past" Lensi asked

tara shook her head "I don't want you to remember the past, but I want to make you fall in love with me again" she said

lensi stopped her steps and stared fixedly at tara and tara also looked at her astonished lensi face "i'm sure I can still make you fall in love with me again" tara rubbed her cheeks gently

"perhaps our memories used to be too painful until you could forget them so I wanted to build a happy memory for you" tara said

tara hugged lensi tightly "if you can't remember our child already don't remember, if you want to babysit it please but if not, if not, I can also hire a nanny for her, the most important thing right now is your happiness and your comfort" Tara explained

"why are you so weird, instead of asking me to remember about our marriage and also our son but why instead you just want to make me fall back in love with you" asked Lensi did not understand the way tara thought

tara breaks her arms and carries a lensi sitting on a large rock to look at the waves on the beach "I want to tell a story and don't try to stop it" pinta tara turned her head at a glance towards the lensi and after getting a nod of the head from the lanensi tara looked back at the waves before her

"we were married because there was an agreement" tara grasped tightly the hand of the license "the purpose for having children and after having children we will separate" tara kept silent for a moment before continuing to tell the story

"i've had a boyfriend who's been with me for almost 8 years but my family and family are against that, so they're looking for someone I can marry to make me change my mind that happens to be you, and it just so happened that you didn't want to get married so the deal from my parents you accepted well because you wanted to give a child so that your parents wouldn't keep asking you to get married" tara brought a lensi into her arms

"in the beginning of [our marriage I was really not sure I could relate to you because I had a different orientation disorder" tara chuckled for a moment considering her belief that she was different

"but it turns out that I can do it with you, really you made me so addicted at that time" explained tara will lensi who can change the disorder and make it so addictive with a license

"you forgot I told you not to interrupt my conversation" tara said in a stern tone

"sorry" reply lensi felt guilty cutting off tara's talk

tara rubbed her lingering arm in her arms "really I feel comfortable near you, I admit at the beginning it may be more towards my biological needs but really over time I was so comfortable near you, really you can make me happy and calm at once"

tara held her breath for a moment "that time I was once scared if you got pregnant and our relationship was going to end" tara unraveled her embrace and stared at her bead "I'm sorry if I tried to keep you from getting pregnant and getting her out" lensi recalls that tara had taken it out a few times but never lensi noticed it well because it was too busy enjoying the euphoria of its release

"but the fact is you're still pregnant" tara smiled "I was really scared at the time, I was afraid of losing you. at that time I kept silent in front of the IGD room after knowing you were pregnant because I was afraid of losing you" tara rubbed her wet cheeks because her tears were no longer able to be held

"but that fear just vanished because you said you loved me, I was really very happy when you told me that because I love you so much too dear" tara kissed her forehead deeply

"i kept thinking about how to get out of pram because I remembered our promise that we would be together again until the moment I tried to find a way it turned out he invited me to meet. At that time I remembered his agreement with my father if he met when our children were not born then the agreement was void so I met him in the hope that he broke the agreement and we can still continue together

but even my meeting with him made you misunderstand, I really hugged him not because I miss him but I'm grateful that we found our love each, he loves his wife and son" tara holds her arms together to face her "and I also love my wife and children, I want to be with you and our child.I really love you" tara kisses her lips

tara looked at the green face that was already overcast and preparing to rain from her eyes "my world seems to stop when you fall asleep, I can't do anything, because half my soul is gone. I love you so much my wife" said tara earnestly that she loved lensi

lensi helplessly held back the rate of her tears making her cheeks wet "really" asked lensi with a roar of tears

"of course I love you so much and our son" said tara again

"liar, mas lied" reply lensi with ketus

"mas don't lie lensi, mas it's love so much you" tara scrunched her forehead feeling something strange with her speech just now

"mas. "tara so astonished by the name of lensi earlier did not lensi call me you after he realized

"false gold says the same love of our children proof of the fact that we want to give the nanny to take care of him, even the name is not mas kasih even though he is two months old" explained lensi at length

"you remember. "tara immediately hugged lensi tightly "you remember with our son" asked tara, who was the sign that lensi also remembered him and remembered having loved him.Tara.

lensi returned a hug tara "sorry I mas, I lied if I lost my memory. I was just afraid dinggalin I if know I'm healthy so I lied the same mas" said lensi full of regret

the tears of tara more and more down "no problem baby, no problem" the breath of tara seemed choked because crying "I even prepared with your anger when you realized, I was even ready, so this lie of yours is not comparable to you coming back to your senses" tara kissed her forehead deeply "thank you for waking up from your long sleep, dear, love you" said tara with tears in her eyes