You Are My Regret's

An unexpected meeting

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qiran mirrored in front of the large mirror of her hotel room "it has been a long time since I wore this outfit with the sense of free "qiran wearing black night dres, knee-length dress with spaghetti strap that makes smooth white shoulders can be seen clearly

qiran smiled looking at the clothes she was wearing "beautiful it turns out" qiran felt herself beautiful and indeed she was beautiful, wanted to ask anyone also for sure the answer would be the same

gorgeous

qiran walked out of the room and down, the place where she had agreed to a dinner with tara, pramudia and friends who attended the show of preludia and tara

qiran approached tara and the preacher who had sat at the long dining table that had four people there who believed that the two people who turned their backs were the friends of the preacher “hai” greeting qiran approaching towards them

tara glanced at the qiran with a requestful gaze, she shook her head slowly so that the qiran would not come closer but of course the qiran would not understand the intention of tara

qiran who does not understand the meaning of tara keep walking closer and closer towards her best friend tara “kamu

anyhow? Head bobbles are not clear gitu” Tanya qiran

tara only let out a long sigh while closing her eyes as the qiran pulled a seat in front of her right next to the preacher's best friend, yes because it was the nearest empty seat for the qiran so the qiran chose to sit there, after all it was the same where he sat, thought the qiran

“aneh” muttered qiran pulled the bench closer to her and sat opposite to tara also preludia

“you came too apparently ?” Asked a man whose voice was so familiar in qiran's ears

qiran asked tara with her eyes, but how would you answer her try? tara just closed her eyes in response

Qiran turned her head in slow motion, of course she knew whose voice it was but she kept trying to deny it that it was not her, not her, not her. recite the prayer mantra that continued to chant the qiran in his heart

“jay” muttered qiran so surprised by the presence of jay there

how could there be a jay there, why? inner qiran shouted loudly to find the figure of the man sitting right next to her

as if understanding what was in the mind of the qiran, the preacher finally spoke up “he was one of my friends, qiran. he knows my story but this is his first meeting with tara different from kay who has met tara ” said pramudia not happy with qiran because tara just told him about the qiran story jay in the past

Qiran turned her head towards premudia and forced her very visible smile on the forced “it’s ok” reply qiran with the lips discussed without any sound coming out from the tiny lips qiran

as if to understand the direction of the conversation of preludia and qiran, Jay turned to the direction of qiran “are you uncomfortable with my presence, if you are uncomfortable, I can go now ?” Ask jay

“I don't matter, anyway this is a tara event and pramudia is not my show, we are both guests so I have no right to expel or hold you go” reply qiran flat

jay smiled wryly at the answer qiran “you are still like before ya” reply jay

“qiran, this Jay is one of my best friends since 10 years ago, we met in England, of course you know I have been there despite being different campuses with you. but I really don't know if you and him know each other and study at the same campus.While the one next to Jay's name is kay” pramudia introduced his other friend kay to qiran

"even though I went to the same college and we graduated at the same time, but I didn't have a diploma there so no one knows I graduated there" jay smiled bitterly as she revealed all of that

qiran squeezed her hands firmly, she tried to hold the tightness in her chest hearing it all from jay's mouth

tara certainly knows the eternity of his best friend but he does not want anyone to know his best friend is weak because the qiran has been so strong to hold him back from seeing anyone

kay who sat next to Jay leaned his body towards qiran “kay” kay pointed his hand towards qiran to get acquainted

qiran tries to be ordinary when she sees Kay's hand in front of her “qiran” reply qiran shakes kay's hand

“you're tara friends since when, or meet where?” Ask Kay to just mince words because the pramudia told her that only she, Jay and tara's best friend were present

“since we were born we have been friends” reply qiran honestly

"wah" Kay was so amazed that the qiran and tara turned out to be friends of those born

"our parents were quite close, so we have known since we were still in the belly of our mommy" said tara and Kay nodded in understanding the story of the friendship of tara and qiran

Jay chuckles in a crowded manner on his chest which he tries to hide as hard as possible, fortunately he ktor so it is not so difficult to cover his original feelings on the people “I really did not expect that the one who will be paired with tara is my best friend" jay looked at the pramudia and tara sitting side by side so affectionately "I thought you used to.” said jay hanging his words staring at qiran and tara in turn.

Qiran smiled knot “from the past I also told you that me and tara only validate no more than that and there is nothing between us, we are sincere only friends because we are close since in the womb of our mommy and we who understand each other and understand as friends and also brothers ” reply flat qiran

“I think when your parents said tara would be your husband, it's true” reply jay expressed the words of parents qiran at that time when asking jay to stay away from qiran first

Qiran turned to jay “it's jay not discussed anymore, after all it's long gone so forget everything” reply qiran

“maaf” says jay with face down

qiran tried hard to hold back her tear rate “alah, this is a happy event my friend please do not break it” qiran moved from her seat

“I will sing for you” said qiran towards pramudia and tara

Qiran walked towards the small stage located in the restaurant where they ate. qiran sang some songs that were so melodious in everyone's ears, make everyone present there enjoy every song sung by qiran

jay stared at the qiran unblinkingly, his heart so claustrophobic that it turned out to be just a falsity "it felt so sick qiran, if I was so cool to marry you it probably wouldn't be like this" the true inner jay knew that even if he was determined to marry a qiran, the problem between them would not be solved easily