You Are My Regret's

Is that as low as me?

There was a voice so deafening to the ears, though, the voice sounded so loud with so many people passing by and dancing like crazy and many of those who were there made easy love in front of so many people without any shame at all

Jonathan sat alone in front of the bartender who concocted alcohol for him “glukglukgluk” jonathan downed an alcoholic drink with a throat even though the drink was high in alcohol. Jonathan drank it to ease the pain he was feeling right now

“why did you leave me dear” muttered jonathan lamenting his fate of having to lose a lover he loved so much because of a mistake he committed himself

because his own mistake made kassy who he knew loved him very much and accepted whatever his lack of choosing to leave him because of the fatal thing he did “can't you come back to me dear” muttered jonathan again

“enough jo” mala who saw Jo was drunk enough but did not want to stop drinking directly grabbed jonathan glass by force

“don't get drunk and keep jo, this will not solve your problems” said mala warned jonathan that with drunkenness will not make Kassy back to him

Jonathan stared intently at Mala and immediately recaptured the glass in Mala's hands "only this can ease my pain" jonathan said, re-drinking the unprofitable drink

Mala looked at the sad jonathan who was so bad when she heard that kassy would marry someone else in a short time as if it was revenge that had been arranged so long to break the heart of Jonathan who first hurt her

"but not by drinking jo, this will only damage your body without regretting your problems, with a hangover like this will make you die even jo" exclaimed mala will jo madness while drinking

jonathan squinted his eyes at Mala “more how do I solve my problems huh! you can make kassy come back to me, can hah!” jonathan snapped in a hoarse voice as he cried

Mala cupped jonathan's cheeks with both hands “alah jo, if kassy emang do not want to take you back you just let him go, there is still me, there is still me, there is still me, I will always be there unukmu” said Mala with confidence that if jonathan lost kassy then there is still him who can be next to jonathan

Jonathan laughed loudly and changed into a smile but his tears were still sliding freely “you think I don't know why you approached me huh" jonathan said making mala squeak his eyes

"that's all because you can not leave the luxurious life that was once given by your ex was kan” jonathan staring at mala with a look of disgust as if the mala was dirt that was so disturbing his vision

“you used your body only to earn more money for your high lifestyle because it looked at me who is now a CEO and you think I have a lot of money” jonathan shook his head after saying that to Mala

“but you are wrong if you think I have a lot of money, I donated all my salary to the orphanage and I only left 10 million in my account for my living expenses.I just gave my bonus to the orphanage, so you won't be able to enjoy it” jontahan with a smile mocking him "I'm poor mala" kekeh jonathan

mala could not believe the words from Jonathan's mouth. Insults from the man who used to love him so much, even when Mala agreed to be betrothed, he said, jonathan still strives for Mala to choose him and do whatever makes Mala happy and makes him feel comfortable

“plak” mala slapped jonathan so strongly, so sick to hear the words full of insults to him who thought only wanted money jonathan who now serves as CEO prabaswara group, he said, of course, they have a pretty high salary

“iya” reply joantahan confidently without much thought

Mala gave up this time if jonathan considers it like trash and crazy woman treasure “more you” mala passed leaving jonathan alone no matter how jonathan went home later

It is unlucky for mala because it is viewed so despicable by others even though it may be wrong but really he has no intention to dredge jonathan money after Jonathan served as CEO. Mala had indeed rejected Jonathan who had less income than his former fiancee

but it is not because Mala rejects jonathan but rather to mala parents who want to get a daughter-in-law from among the ranks is not like a poor woman. Mala could only go to high school because of the help of Qiran who financed her school until it was finished

But damn it when he got the wrong candidate, his parents set him up with a jerk, a son of a bitch, after inviting mala to marry and herding will give a luxurious dowry to make Mala give up her crown which she thought would be her husband, she was even thrown away by her future husband

her future husband chose to marry a woman who was in his class and insulted the mala who was only a poor person but had a dream of becoming a rich woman by marrying a rich man instead of working

But really not that mala's desire, want to blame who does not know, his parents?

but his parents never told him to sleep with a man before marriage, or his confidence that felt no problem having sex anyway they would get married. I don't know…..

“I never had any intention of hurting you jo, I just want to stay with you without making you lose anyone, jo, I solemnly insult you” muttered mala cursed her mistake that made jo and kassy relationship destroyed and it makes jonathan so bad at the moment

"excuse me jo, if I could turn back time I wouldn't seduce you and make you lose Kassy" muttered mala regretted her actions that became a despicable woman just because she did not want to lose the love of Jonathan that she felt so great for her first

Jonathan was still chugging his drink sobbing there, no matter the strange look in his eyes for a man who was crying in the bar alone

many comfort women approached jonathan but Jonathan still had the awareness to reject the obscure women

"back to me baby, please do not torture myself" muttered Jonathan continued to sob alone and until he fell unconscious there

fortunately the bartender who worked at the bar was one of Jonathan's acquaintances, so the bartender drove Jonathan up to his apartment when his working hours were up

"so much love to you jo" the bartender murmured was very sorry for Jonathan who was repeatedly heartbroken and perhaps this was worse for Jonathan than when with mala or with wanuta before mala who left jonathan because of the condition jonathan is an orphan and not a rich man

"let's not get entangled with that crazy woman" the bartender put the jo on the sofa and left him alone because the bartender immediately wanted to go home and rest after a long day of work