You Are My Regret's

Pain but not bleeding

After Nidya regains consciousness, Tara's father immediately explains his wish for her daughter to marry Aiden and move to England with Aiden. At first of course Nidya refused because he did not want to marry without love but because Tara's father who continued to convince Nidya in all kinds of ways finally Nidya agreed to marry Aiden

Aiden who asked to marry Nidya certainly did not refuse but he also kept asking Nidya whether to marry him or not because Aiden did not want to force Nidya to be with him if he just wanted to be protected from Lucas. Without marrying her, Aiden will protect her in any way

"you really believe you want to marry your sister" asked Aiden to confirm Nidya's decision to ask Tara's father for Nidya to marry Aiden

"previously Nidya wanted to ask her brother first" Nidya wanted to ask questions first to Aiden before actually making a decision on their marriage

"i don't know if I still love Lucas, even though I won't be able to go back to him no matter what" asked Nidya about Aiden's response to his current feelings

Aiden nodded "of course big brother knows that" Aiden replied

Nidya looked fixedly at Aiden "what brother wants to be patient until Nidya completely forgets Lucas' brother, Lucas, I'll try to love Aiden's sister and really have a proper marriage with her brother later Even though Nidya doesn't know when it happens" Nidya breathes long "So are you willing to be patient until that time comes" asked Nidya

Aiden smiled at his smile "of course you can be patient, you can wait for anything, for the rest of your life you can. Even far from this, my sister is determined not to marry because she loves you" Aiden replied honestly

Nidya was quite relieved to hear Aiden's answer and now he was absolutely sure to take the decision "if that is the case, Nidya wants to marry Aiden's brother" broke up Nidya

after the trial the divorce verdict came out and the divorce deed was already in his hands, Nidya and Aiden soon had a simple marriage that was only done in a small church near Nidya's house and the marriage was only attended by the Nidya family alone while Aiden was only attended by Bram the assistant, because Aiden is only a kara and has no family Near

Aiden's close relatives are just Lucas's family but it is unlikely that Aiden invited him, Nidya could have a panic attack when he saw Lucas at their wedding

After the marriage in the title, Nidya directly in boyong Aiden to England and live there. Aiden really unites Nidya and obeys whatever Nidya wants. Even when Nidya asked to work as a regular Staff at his company, Aiden did not forbid while it did not make Nidya feel tired

Aiden was really trying hard to make Nidya happy and Nidya could see that. At least even though he could not love Aiden completely at least he felt so comfortable near Aiden and that was enough for him

***

Reagents walk towards the Handerson family home when he is asked to come by Daddy jay

"early uncle" said Reagen hugging the middle-aged man's body that he respected so much after his father

"thank you for coming Reagent" Daddy Jay unraveled his embrace and looked pityingly at Reagent

"please help uncle Reagent, help uncle resuscitate uncle's child" asked Daddy Jay

Reagents sigh long "Reagents can not promise uncle, Reagents can only try to help as much as Reagents "reaction Reagents

"no problem Reagen, with you trying to advise Lucas alone, that's enough for Uncle" Daddy Jay can only leave hope on Reagen to be able to resuscitate his son

Daddy Jay knew that Lucas respected Reagents so much and always listened to Reagents' advice so Daddy Jay had little hope for Reagents

"just come in, sir" the maid let Reagen into Lucas' room

" Thank you" Reagen walked in and left the door open so that light could enter the room so dark that it was still late in the afternoon

The reagent walked towards the Window and opened the window of the room that Lucas occupied "Lucas" called Reagents who still had no response at all

The reagent walked closer to Lucas rubbing Lucas' shoulder with a soft "Lucas" call Reagent again

Lucas turned his head towards Reagen with his teary eyes "brother" Lucas was so sad when he saw Reagen

Reagen hugs Lucas and rubs Lucas on the back "I killed my son brother" Lucas cries broken every time he remembers that his son was dead when he forced to meet Nidya at the time

"want you to cry as much as you can, everything that happened cannot return Lucas, like shattered glass can not be fused again as before" explained Reagen

"i lost Nidya brother, he left me" whined Lucas

"i don't know that but there's nothing we can do, he's determined to leave you and he's even married after your divorce papers come out" Reagents want to open Lucas' mind to not dissolve in the story that is over

Lucas breaks his arms "what Nidya won't come back to me again" Lucas asked with trembling lips

"sister guarantee Nidya will not want to come back to you Lucas, you have incised a considerable wound on him, he said, you accuse him of cheating and it has made you lose your child so just accept the punishment you get is Lucas" explained Reagen to the reality that Lucas has to live

"hiks hiks hiks" lucas again cried hysterically "I feel so guilty to Nidya sis" Lucas said in tears

"if you regret changing for the better, Lucas, remove your excessive emotions and go to the hospital for a consultation, do not miss your medication again" reagen wants Lucas to be the old Lucas

"my heart still hurts" Lucas said, still crying

"continue what Lucas has to do, even if you die is no use, all has already happened, Nidya is too antipathy with you, he said, in fact, he prefers to stay in England and marry someone you can't touch to stay away from you so he wants to" Reagen replied, upset at Lucas who continued to whine about Nidya

maybe Reagen's speech sounds evil but he also does not know what to say anymore because all the subtle words have been used to make Lucas rise from his slump but it feels like every word that comes out is still useless and it's no use

"how to reduce the pain" asked Lucas again

"not you, Lucas, hoping at least that busyness can distract you from the pain that is still strong. If you stay still, you will always remember the mistakes you have made and will be more torturing" reagen advises Lucas to get out of his pain because only time can heal Lucas' already broken heart

devastated by the loss of love that he had been fighting for but destroyed because he could not control his emotions and way of thinking