You Are My Regret's

You Are My Regret's
Early face rift brother relationship



***


In the early semester of college, jay and qiran are busy with their respective affairs making the intensity of their meeting become


reduced, let alone qiran who took 2 majors and always wanted to go home quickly to be able to accompany alaya's grandmother


“nek” qiran is spoiled


on alaya's grandmother by sleeping on her head resting on alaya's grandmother's lap


Grandma alaya rubbed the head of the sleeping qiran on the lap of the grandmother “what is the granddaughter of the grandmother?” Ask grandma alaya


“granny always healthy ya” says


qiran


Grandma Alaya smiled warmly


“if god wants a healthy grandmother continue surely grandma will always be healthy” reply grandma alaya


“nek” qiran looking up staring


his grandmother “how can he patiently face the stone rich hard daddy?” Qiran asked for an opinion on her grandmother who could always be patient with daddy attaf


“dia daddy you qiran” says grandma


alaya commemorates how to speak to her parents


“qiran knows grandma that daddy is qiran's old man, but I don't know


why every time we talk we always have different opinions” reply qiran conveyed her complaints to very grandmother


granny alaya continues to rub the head qiran “daddy's hard attitude you may have your grandfather's share that was too indulgent attaf since childhood, he always got what he wanted but when his sister was born" grandma alaya stared at the bead eyes qiran " ie akhtar uncle you, your grandfather so began to realize too indulgent attaf” grandma alaya laugh past events


“your grandfather wants your daddy to be better and make him have to try hard first if he wants something but subconsciously the attitude makes daddy


you always envy the akhtar who get what he wants” explained grandma alaya


Qiran sat looking at Grandma alaya


“what grandpa choose love on uncle akhtar?” Ask qiran


Grandma alaya shook


his head “of course not, the attitude of grandfather who always gives something to his children based on effort also applies to your uncle. But your uncle was born with patience and a smart brain so that he can always beat your daddy in any way even though in fact maybe your uncle has no intention


to rival daddy kamu” reply granny alaya


Qiran nodded “ Sometimes I was also upset with myself why the attitude was hard and did not want to give up daddy came down to me, sometimes I realized it was not good but still instinctively it was like


already can not be thrown” annoyed qiran


“learn to understand difficulties


others qiran. with.understand the difficulties of others we can learn that sometimes not all the things we want can be obtained.maybe the hard attitude will slowly go” advice alaya grandmother


“iya nek” reply qiran


***


Jay is busy working part-time


time in one of the major hospitals in London as a nurse


“hai jay” qiran patting back


jay slowly


Jay turns “hei you're here?’


Ask jay


“iya, abis nemenin granny chek up”


reply qiran


“ah did your grandmother check here?”


Ask jay


Qiran nods “you work


here since when” qiran glanced at the jay outfit who was wearing a nurse uniform


“just two months, good enough to make


extra daily meals” reply jay


Qiran nodded her head in understanding “jay, you busy week no?” Ask qiran


“no, I happen to take


holiday on Sunday, why?” Ask jay


“pengen streets but none


friends. During here I have not had time to go anywhere so want to walk mumpung uncle no work and can accompany granny” reply qiran


“ya already, ayok jal” reply jay


“ya already, at 10 I went to


apartment pick you up ya” said qiran


“oke” reply jay


“ya already, I samperin granny


in the past ya” qiran waved her hand leaving jay towards her grandmother's room


I was undergoing medical check-up


***


This morning, I was having breakfast


with uncle akhtar and grandma alaya “you neat very qiran? Not that there is no college week?” Ask uncle akhtar


“pengen road same friend qiran


uncle, it's been going nowhere for a semester. So want to go for a walk to refresh his brain, will Monday want UAS” reply qiran


“sorry yes qiran, you too


busy accompanying grandma until no time to play” said grandma alaya with a tone of regret


“no papa nek, qiran happy


can accompany granny” reply qiran


“emang you want to go the same


who?” Ask uncle akhtar


“sama jay uncle” reply qiran


“your friend from korea?”


Ask uncle akhtar


“iya uncle, from yesterday we


busy with each other's affairs so want to invite friends qiran” balannqiran


“ya already, the important thing is be careful


on jalan” reply uncle akhtar


“oh yes uncle, ask for a bodyguard


do not follow qiran yes, jay the person is very observant, later he becomes uncomfortable if there are guards who follow qiran” pinta qiran


“iya, later uncle tell them


make do not follow you today” reply uncle akhtar


“thank you uncle” reply qiran kiss cheek uncle akhtar


*


Qiran walked leisurely towards


his apartment is where Jay lives. The apartment is located on the 12th floor of room 42


“change password no ya” murmur


qiran tried to press the door pin of the apartment


“tit tit tit” apartment door


open


“appeared not in fox” qiran


walking into the apartment and scanning the apartment that looks neat and clean, there is nothing in the fox jay at all from the apartment qiran. Even paint


the purple color was still the same as it used to be when the qiran came to renovate his apartment


Jay was wearing a towel


the shriveled shriveled and rubbed his head with a small towel walked leisurely without realizing the existence of qiran


“wauuwwww” great-grandchild


Jay glanced at qiran and looked


the direction of qiran's eyes that were fixed on her chest and stomach were plastered plainly


“qiran!” yell jay hu—hush


covering his chest with a small towel that he held even though it did not arrive


cover it entirely


Qiran chuckled "ordinary times


jay” says qiran with ease


Jay ran into his room to


dressed “you didn't say that it had reached sih” yelled jay from inside his room


Qiran was sitting casually on the sofa “kanya yesterday I said ten o'clock pick you up deh” said qiran with his leisure


“jay glances at the wall clock


his room “ini is still at 9.25 qiran” annoyed jay


Qiran took a glance at her watch


“oooops sorry” says qiran back chuckles


Jay came out with a face


fenggut “do not habit of entering arbitrarily qiran, we are the opposite sex. How about later if we khilaf” said jay


Qiran got up and approached jay


“indeed why if khilaf” qiran bring her face closer to Jay's ear to whisper ”you


fear of falling in love with me ya” ledek qiran


“deg” jay heart feels ketar-ketir


wanting to jump immediately from his chest because it was beating too fast made him silently peck


Qiran pulled her body back


and patting soft chest jay “don't think too much” giggles qiran broke looking at jay nervous


“qiran!” jay's annoyed


“ayo jalan” invite qiran


holding jay's arm, joining together like a pair of lovers makes jay's heart even more unreasonable


“time yes, I'm interested in the same


qiran” Inner jay revolted asking if he put his heart on someone he has known for almost 5 years


“we go where ya jay” Tanya


qiran


“ah” jay awakens from her daydream


Qiran stares annoyed jay “we want


where?” re-quiran


“where do you want?” Ask jay


“emmmm” qiran Seemed to think


strenuously


“later let's think about the moment


jalan” qiran holding jay arm out apartment door


*


Qiran drove her car looking


street “where ya” muttered qiran


“how if we watch” invite


jay


“by” qiran turning her car


to the bisoscope he knew


“jay, you do not make a SIM in


here?” Ask qiran


Jay scrunched his forehead “make


what, just not having a car. If in Korea right because I am always told to drive with you and tara” reply jay upset because he ended up being a tara driver and qiran when jay was old enough to have a SIM


Qiran smiles triumphantly “nah that you remember” sahut qiran


Jay sighed, knowing


mean question qiran “later if I payday I will take care of the SIM here” reply jay


“you use my money first, later you can repay it when payjian” reply qiran


Jay stared dislikefully at the qiran and the qiran could see that


“I am lazy among jay” drivers said qiran with a warm gaze “I do this for myself, if waiting for you old payday dong” added qiran


"alright, I'll take care of it


at leisure” reply jay resigned to desire qiran


"thank you” qiran smiled


happy his heart was conveyed


It's not 30 minutes qiran and jay


get to the cinema


Jay circulates a view towards the surrounding that is so quiet “kok quiet ya qiran?” Tanya Jay looked at the audience seats there were only the two of them


“this is still at 11 jay, still


lah deserted. Usually they watch in the afternoon or evening” reply qiran


Jay and Kiran choose a movie with


romantic drama genre “it seems that if you are an actor will match” qiran glance at the posture of jay and jay's face that is handsome


“why did you say that?” Ask


jay


“you're handsome” qiran's remarks


making red cheeks jay met that can not be seen clearly because the cinema is dark and only exposed to the spotlight


“and you're pretty good at acting”


add qiran


“know where I am acting?”


Ask jay


Qiran chuckled "you forgot


if we were on the stage yesterday, and you would be the main character” said qiran reminded jay


“means you are also good at acting, too,


you're the female actor” reply jay reminded qiran that she and qiran are the main characters


“but really loh jay, if you


so actor surely you will succeed” said qiran


I went to medical school because


want to be a doctor” said Jay did not want to be an actor at all because of his desire to be a doctor


“can be a doctor at once


actor” qiran started imagining it “for sure you will be a lot in people”


sahut qiran


Jay just smiled knot “later


I thinkin again” reply jay


They both looked back at the screen to watch the romantic drama. More precisely qiran who is watching, while jay only looks at qiran “why my heart is increasingly pounding near you” jay holds his chest that continues to beat quickly as if he is racing to run


“what can I hope” inner


jay was still staring at qiran