You Are My Regret's

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Lucas just sat on the floor staring at the still-dark window as it was only half-five in the morning

Lucas could not sleep all night because he thought of Qia who was disappointed in him and chose to avoid him "chuckles" heard the sound of the door opening and Qia appeared

"chant for prayer first mas" asked Qia when she saw her husband sitting on the floor with his bed

Qia rushed into the bathroom for ablution

"ah yes" Lucas walked behind Qia and performed their services where Lucas was the priest of his prayers

Qia kissed the back of Lucas' hand and immediately prayed after the "what can we talk Qia" prayer

"later when Qia finished praying" Qia replied

Lucas prayed, slipping in hope that Qia would understand his explanation

after praying later

Qia tidied up her prayer equipment and Lucas kept it in the closet

Qia turned to Lucas who was still sitting on the fur carpet in his room "Qia will listen to Lucas's explanation "Qia sat in front of Lucas preparing to listen to Lucas' explanation

but when Qia was willing to listen to what he would explain, Lucas was not able to say, his tongue seemed silly to say "this is not what you imagine Qia" said Lucas in the end

"then what" asked Qia trying to stay strong and calm in front of Lucas

"we don't have anything to do anymore" Lucas replied

"but my ex-wife did not accept me being married to Qia and I felt guilty for that" Qia asked still trying to calm down even though her heart was very sick when she said that

"no Qia" elak Lucas

Qia smiled wryly "Qia knows kok mas, even though we have been married 5 years and Qia has given mas a child still Qia will not be able to beat the woman, in my heart he is still the owner of the highest throne and Qia is not there at all, just limited to responsibility, and Qia understands that really" qia looked into the eyes of her husband who just silently lowered his face

when Lucas did not try to refute it was so painful, it meant what he said

 "if your ex-wife is not married to another man, maybe I'll ask for her to marry him" Nidya exclaimed

"mas don't want to lose you and Qia's children" Lucas protested against the talk coming out of Qia's mouth

Qia smiled wryly "I know it mas "Qia steady bead Lucas' eyes with sticky "saking love I love you mas, I to think to be willing in honey by you" Qia rubbed her already wet cheeks "but in reality she had a husband so it couldn't be mas, and it turned out that I wasn't as strong as I had imagined. Seeing you hug her and apologize to her for marrying me it hurt so much mas" Qia patted her chest forcefully "it hurts a lot mas" said Qia

"sorry Qia "Lucas intended to embrace Qia but Qia immediately avoided

 "Qia needs her own time so Qia said the same to attend a seminar in Bali for a week" said Qia expressed her intention to participate in a seminar in Bali

Lucas could only remain silent and could not dispute Qia's request that had begged him

Qia moved from her seat and looked at the grieving husband's face "preferably in the bath, Qia would prepare breakfast for Lucas and the clothes would put Qia on the sofa" Qia immediately picked up Lucas's clothes and placed them on the sofa and went out of the room to prepare Lucas' breakfast with the rest of the family

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as usual Qia serves Lucas, Lala and Danish eat then he who eats "at the mas" said Qia when handed rice dishes containing side dishes to Lucas

"you eat first, you eat after you eat" Lucas offered to let Qia eat first

"work time will not slow down, mas is the leader of the company and should be a good example so eat it" reply Qia coldly made the extended family glance towards Qia and Lucas alternately

Qia fed Danish slowly so painstakingly that all the food in the toilet plate "mom, Dad, Qia's grandparents can ask for help right" asked qia

"what help Qia" asked Daddy Jay

"it just so happened that Qia had a seminar in Bali for a week and Qia had asked permission to join Lucas, so Qia asked to please take care of Danish and Lala while Qia was away, if possible" ask Qia

"if it's a week, you won't be mommy dong" asked Mommy Qiran

"sorry mom even though Qia is not going to Bali, Qia can not go there, Qia can not see it" qia said honestly so that the Lucas family knew he was not doing well with the presence of women in Lucas' past

"yes, Danish and Lala will take care of you just take a good seminar and all the streets, you have never vacationed during marriage to Lucas, Lucas, if it is still not extended as you wish, Daddy there are several hotels there so you can stay freely" said Daddy Jay

"dad" Lucas protested

Daddy Jay glanced sharply at Lucas and asked Lucas to be quiet and not talk much "ignore your husband, he is not a husband during the marriage he has never taken you on vacation, so the holidays alone even though you think you are still a girl, the children there are we who take care of. If you want to shop, just shop your husband's money a lot so you are free to finish at will" said Daddy Jay

"thank you Dad" replied Qia

Daddy Jay smiled at Qia "you've Daddy considered his own daddy's son and not just waiting so don't mind Daddy ya" Daddy Jay asked

"iya dad" replied Qia

after breakfast, Qia drove Lucas to the terrace and waited until Lucas' car moved away

Mommy Qiran approached Qia and immediately hugged Qia "hiks hyks hyks" Qia immediately cried in the arms of mommy Qiran because suddenly mommy Qiran hugged her

"it turns out Qia is not that strong mom "adu Qia will be her heart so hurt

"just take a break all you want, don't mind what's here" said Mommy Qiran, continuing to rub Qia's back

mommy Qiran hopes that the Qia holiday will be much better