You Are My Regret's

You are not a shadow

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“tok tok” heard the sound of knocking on the door

“who?” Ask qiran

“aku tara” reply tara from behind the door

“entrance tara, not in lock” reply qiran back typing on her keyboard board

“ada what?’ Qiran asked as tara entered her room

“qiran tomorrow there's a business meeting, you're out ya” pinta tara with a clear face

“males” reply qiran flat

“do not dong qiran? This is your company why even I who appear more often than you who are clearly the owner” tara so upset should always come out when there is a business event representing Qiran

“you know, I do not like if my existence is known people” reply qiran

“for this one don't worry qiran, party event that you will go to, hold a masquerade party so no one will recognize you, you just help me negotiate” tara with a face of compassion

Qiran sighed “ alright, I will come” break up qiran

“all clothes and knick-knacks for tomorrow's event I've put in your room ya” said tara

“besok? Tomorrow will be the weekend tara” qiran upset to hear the party event held on the weekend. The day he always avoided working

Tara knits her eyebrows together “what happened to the weekend?” Ask tara

Qiran immediately rewarded tara with a doll throw that was nearby “don't belaga don't know tara. I used to sleep all day on weekends” replied qiran with annoyance

“try to change your sleeping pattern that qiran. If you feel tired, yes already stay no need to go to the office tomorrow, want you not to leave for a week I will not fire you” reply tara with cuek "you are the owner of how I also fire you" kekeh tara

“don't push me like this tara, you know I can only sleep on that day” said qiran lirih

tara certainly knows the disease of her best friend who has insomnia and can only sleep soundly on the weekend even if not past her bedtime “I don't want to know” reply rushed out of the room

Qiran had a condition in which she slept only on Sundays, on other days, although she laid her body on the bed and closed her eyes but her consciousness remained awake, he could never sleep better than on Sunday

***

Qiran is wearing a tara necklace while looking at “why are you back dressed like this” muttered qiran who does not like her current appearance

clothes that used to be ordinary, clothes that make her beautiful aura visible and she can be recognized well by someone

Qiran phone keeps ringing, make qiran forced to lift it “what's the matter?” Ask qiran

“is ready yet? Long time right” Tanya tara from across the phone

“iya, just a moment again I came out “ qiran immediately save his phone

Qiran open door “can not? Patience aja” complains qiran when he found Tara already in front of the door

Tara just stared flat qiran “gak can, you lama” tara directly holding the hand of qiran to quickly depart

“pelan tara” pinta qiran in order not to rush to walk because he who is wearing high heels it is really difficult to walk if that is too fast to step

“should be fast qiran, if until he sees us go together, can sulk him” said tara with a worried tone while glancing around

“alah ah fast” tara brought qiran half run towards the bottom floor where the car is parked

Tara drove her car in a hurry “if you were so afraid your lover was angry, after you drove me, you just went home” said qiran who understood the anxiety of her best friend

Tara turned her head with an expanding smile towards qiran “really?” Ask tara

Qiran nodded “ya, surely your lover will be upset if he does not find you in the apartment and when knocking on my door no one said” reply qiran who knows very well the nature of his best friend's lover

“ah you are indeed my best friend, very understand I” reply tara smile with passion

“hemmm” reply qiran

Not until 15 minutes, qiran has arrived at the event venue “till” muttered tara stopped his car

Tara took the mask she had prepared for the party “nih mask, be careful when walking if no one wants to recognize you and realize you in Indonesia” said tara reminded qiran when giving the mask

“ya, I understand tara” qiran rush out tara car

“when you're done, call me. I'll pick you up” said tara

“cih” qiran advances her lips “if you have met your lover, where remember you to me” qiran would know very well the nature of her best friend if she has met her lover

“ya you just call him, he will pick up and will tell me to pick you up” reply know very well the nature of his lover who is kind and understands his friendship with qiran

“itu easy” reply qiran rush to the party hall

Qiran walked slowly and greeted some of her business colleagues whom she knew when she returned to being Qiran's owner of shadow dreams

After finishing greeting the qiran taking a low alcoholic drink towards the balcony, the qiran looked at the night sky from there while sipping the drink that was in her hands

“you're here?” Asked a man approaching qiran

Qiran turned to the source of the voice, she was silent like a statue that could not move and her lips felt faintly unable to speak

“ah you still think I'm invisible and only shadow turns” said the man who is none other than jay handerson

“not like that jay” reply qiran with a soft voice

“ah it turns out you remember my name” jay down sad “thank you still remember the name of a shadow like me” reply jay

“jay” call qiran lirih

Jay raised his hand “don't say anything, I know I won't be able to avoid or hate you so don't talk anything” pinta jay doesn't want to hear the voice of qiran that makes her always waver

Qiran simply fell silent and sat on the balcony chair staring at the sky

jay sat on a long bench sat down qiran with a position at the end of the same as qiran who sat at the end of “you see I now is not a shadow like before, I can stand on my own feet without your help” said Jay softly

Qiran nods “iya, I see you are everywhere now” reply qiran mengyakan jay who is a lot of stars advertising make his poster in paste in various corners of places in Jakarta

Jay stares at me “are you sorry now, for leaving me first?” Ask jay

Qiran nodded “ya, I regret” reply qiran more and more softly but still can be heard by Jay

Jay chuckles “but none of that will change the reality, if you never love me” jay rushes away from qiran not wanting to get sicker because of Qiran

Qiran was just silently pensively staring at the sky “what reality will the fox jay, what a, because from the past until now you are still there” muttered qiran tightly grasping the sun-shaped necklace that he always carries in his bag