You Are My Regret's

Enjoy time together

speech after speech qiran and jay kept on staring at tara's head like a broken cassette that kept repeating "actually me why" tara woke herself from daydreams that she could not control

tara drove her car home to her apartment "preferably I should stop by for some food first" she murmured

in the apartment lensi never cook, not because lensi can not cook but because lensi lazy cooking, he prefers to buy from outside or tara who will cook for him. the reason seems strange.do not want to cook for fear tara will fall in love with his cooking and so cancel the divorce agreement after giving birth

looks far-fetched perhaps for tara, but it is true that is considered by lensi if he really cooks for tara

tara walked casually while carrying 2 plastic bags containing food that she had bought on the way home, arriving in front of her apartment unit, tara squeezed her apartment pin and walked inside "kok deserted" tara walked towards the kitchen to put down the plastic bag he was carrying

tara started walking to every corner of the room to look for the presence of lensi who should have been at home because it was time to go home from work

tara walked towards the room, still not finding the presence of lensi, tara sharpened her hearing if there was sound of water from inside the bathroom, but she did not hear, he said, but still tara decided to check the presence of a lensi in the bathroom because it was the only place he had not seen

"lensi" called tara circled her gaze to the corner of the room to look for a lensi

tara eyes widened wide "lens" tara rushed to the lens that was sitting on the floor while holding her stomach "you why" asked tara worriedly approaching the lens sitting on the floor near the sink

lensi shook her head "i don't papa mas" lensi replied in a weak voice

"no papa how, people you limp gini" tara so worried about the condition of lensi "yuk to the hospital aja" tara memapah lensi body to get out the bathroom

"no need to go to the hospital, why try to get there" he felt no need to go to the hospital

"do what the hell lensi, yes make check you, see if you lemes rich gini" reply tara a little annoyed with the question lensi

lensi turned towards tara although still clearly visible pale face "i just being able to monthly guests mas, and usually rich gini, sick and limp so do not need to overdo it" said lensi

"what kind of monthly guest is that? the feeling of the former qiran is not rich is that if you get monthly guests" asked tara did not believe the lensi speech if you get monthly guests will be as sick as it is

 it was still clear in tara's memory during the time of knowing qiran, never had qiran felt such pain so of course tara did not believe that lensi was as sick as it was when it got monthly guests

tara helped lensi lie in bed "everyone is not the same, some are different, in my case he was very sick when the moon came" explained lensi with his weak voice

tara scrunched her forehead "his days, his wealth for years we know, I haven't seen him" tara still doesn't believe in lensi

with half his consciousness and withstanding the intense pain in his stomach, Lensi stared intently at tara "mas forgot yes, every month I must ask permission one day" lensi again reminded tara of his habit of always asking for permission on the first day of the month

tara seems to remember the past flash "yes, you must ask permission not to enter every month on the adjacent dates" said tara who has started to remember what was said lensi is true

tara stared intolerably "continuously what you do to reduce your pain" asked tara

tara is certainly not satisfied with the response, as a result tara contacted Jay to ask how to cope with women who are sick because of monthly guests. tara chose to contact jay because surely his best friend knew about it, because of course, he used to pay a lot of attention to the monthly cycle of qiran and also Jay was a doctor so he should know that well

tara walked into the room with a warm water compress and also warm ginger water "lensi" tara patted her arm slowly to wake up from her sleep

lensi opened her eyes with forced "what a mas, I'm really sick again" he replied forcing his eyes to open

"drink first, he said can relieve your pain" tara handed warm ginger water to the lensi

lensi received the glass given tara "mas know where this is from" asked lensi curiously

"from Jay, he said that he was sick again because it came not in love drinking this" tara took a compress of warm water that he had brought

tara uncovers her lense and begins compressing her lense stomach painfully to reduce the pain she feels

lensi was so full of tara could be this attentive to him, but tara had no taste at all for him "how, enjoy not yet" asked tara disperse the reverie

lensi realized from his daydream "lumayan kok mas, thank you" reply lensi with a thin smile

"if it hurts to say so, don't shut up" said tara

"i don't think it's necessary, yes I don't tell you mas. anyways this is my routine every month rasain" reply lensi

"so you are sick every month gini and just be quiet" asked tara curious

"usually the mother who always compresses my stomach, if I sleep again so do not feel sick also because the mother always monitor my monthly guests and love the rich water gini, so do not feel sick, more often is warm tea or honey tea" reply lensi

"your mother loves you very much" asked tara

"yes yes, I am the only mother's son" he replied

"your mother is still young, do not want to marry again what she is.any time you are in the love of sister" said tara slightly chuckled

lensi immediately fell silent with a stiff, tara who saw it so unpleasant "i'm wrong to say yes" tara scratched her nape that does not itch "sorry yes if you say that, anyway, surely your mother loved your father so much that he decided not to marry again" said tara a little to reduce his voice fear again offending lensi

"don't talk about it anymore" lensi turned her body to the side

"are you angry, lensi? I'm sorry if I misspoke" said tara

"i want to sleep mas" lensi closed her eyes and turned her back to tara's body