You Are My Regret's

You Are My Regret's
My hands are not for cooking



***


Qiran stopped by the apartment where Jay lived to


dinner with jay


“jay, you are smart to cook ya” says


qiran who was seriously looking at the activities of the jay who was cooking


Jay looked up at the qiran sitting in front of him “mau learn” bargain jay


Qiran immediately shook


his head “not” qiran looked at his hand “I just want to use it


to write not to cook” reply qiran do not want to learn to cook


“writing does not mean not in


allow cooking qiran” sahut jay do not understand qiran's way of mind


Qiran chuckles “I'm lazy to cook jay, besides I have you, so no need to cook” reply qiran flat


“for now I could have


keep cooking for you, but if I have a girlfriend or get married later I can't cook for you anymore, I don't want my wife or boyfriend later


jealously” reply jay


“then don't marry” says


qiran without thinking


“ha?” jay's mouth was open wide


“don't get married, so my lover


just or marry me just” said qiran innocently


“uhuk uhuk uhuk”


coughing at the listeners of the qiran


Jay drank mineral water


who is nearby with fast movement “you realize not the hell with your words?” annoyed jay stared at the annoyed qiran after finishing her drink


Qiran looked at jay face to face


plain “why? we can marry later” reply qiran without thinking


“you love me?”


Ask jay


“aku love you” reply qiran


Jay began to understand qiran's intentions


“I mean not the one in your mind qiran but as a lover” jay said


“I'm lazy to love someone”


qiran sat on the couch and watched TV


Jay just sighed rough


the abstract word of his friend


*


Qiran and jay dinner together in silence “please next time don't carelessly talk like that qiran” pinta jay


Qiran scrunched her forehead


“apa?” confused qiran


“do not just invite people to marry or date” rejay


Qiran nodded “iya” qiran


continue eating with gourmand


Jay looked at qiran “how this, because of you, it looks like this heart does not want to calm” jay stared fixedly


qiran “fix I fell in love with you this time” inner jay stared at the pretty face of qiran who was greedy eating


***


Semester holidays are starting, jay


starting to get more familiar with the qiran family who are in England even jay often in


ask to take care of grandma alaya because jay is already quite adept at caring for someone due to working freelance in the hospital as a nurse


“jay” call grandma alaya


“you didn't go back to Korea,


your vacation will be quite long” asked grandma alaya


“no grandma, dear money” reply


jay was honest


“if you want, grandma can


pay your return ticket” bargain granny alaya


“no grandma, I don't want to


owe anyone” reply jay


“not indebted, this is a form of gratitude grandma Because you often keep granny” reply grandma alaya


“no need grandma, anyways family


in the parlour must know my difficulties” reply jay


"Grandma salute you jay, because


you can fight hard to achieve your goals. You will definitely succeed in becoming a doctor” said grandma alaya full of hope


“hopefully nek” reply jay


“sad once qiran had to go to


Indonesia because his grandmother died” said grandma alaya menyayanhkan qiran who is not at home even though Jay is a friend of qiran


“no, Grandma, who died


kan grandma so she must come of course” reply jay


follow, but akhtar do not mnegijinkan said she was afraid of exhausted grandmother” said grandma alaya


“but true what was said


uncle akhtar, grandma will definitely be soybean if to Indonesia, let alone the poor health condition of grandmother” reply jay


Grandma alaya smiled warmly at jay “ but granny is grateful there are you who accompany grandma” said grandma alaya full


thank goodness there can be friends chatting like jay


*


The jay semester holidays


spend it to accompany grandma alaya, actually to bathe and and and


wearing clothes there are female sisters on duty, jay only served to accompany grandmother alaya eat and invite chatting and make sure grandmother alaya take medication on time


***


Jay was sitting in the room


family while accompanying grandma alaya talk


"grandma, want to stay here or just go to the room? " ask jay


"here alone jay" replied alaya's grandmother


jay's cell phone on the table berserjng.jay took it to see who called


"qiran nek" jay shows her phone screen to alaya's grandmother


"just pick it up" said Grandma alaya


“halo” greet jay as he


raising a call from qiran


“hai jay” saya back qiran


“when do you go home?” Ask Jay about the qiran's return plan, because qiran should have returned


“forgive me jay, maybe I'm in


here's longer than the plan, because I have to take care of the company here. Daddy had to go back to Korea because there was a little problem, and of course mommy


come with daddy so I had to handle business here” reply qiran


Jay scrunched his forehead “kau


can take care of it?” jay does not believe that qiran is able to take care of the company at the age of qiran which is still relatively young


Qiran chuckles “aku descent


ghazanfer jay's. We were always trained early on to deal with the business


company. so of course I can” sahut qiran


“oh” jay only ber oh ria


“oh yes, uncle akhtar have returned


not yet?” Ask qiran


“yet, he said there was business


in the Netherlands, so for a while he was there” reply jay


“sorry yes jay, ngerepotin you nemenin granny” says qiran


“no problem qiran, anyway


my job parts” reply jay


“jay please hand over his phone


on grandma I want to talk” pinta qiran


“oke” jay hands over her phone


to alaya's grandmother


After talking to alaya's grandmother


handing jay's phone


“completed nek” jay receive


his cellphone


“sudah” jay directly save


his phone's in his pants pocket


“nek, want to try a cake made by jay


noot? Jay had tried to make a cake” Tanya jay


“you can make a cake” grandma alaya


I never thought a man could make a cake


Jay smiled “of course can,


I took it for a while, nek” Jay walked towards the kitchen to pick up the cake


jay did it this afternoon


“nih nek” jay handing over cake


to grandma


Grandma immediately tried it “emmm yummy” murmured grandma alaya likes cake made by jay


“so I made use of materials


good for granny” health, said jay


“you don't want to go for a walk


with your friend jay?” Ask Grandma Alaya in between her activities eating cake


“i only have qiran


as a friend, I was less able to get along. It used to be that I could only be friends with qiran and tara” reply jay honestly


"learn to get along more jay, it will help you later" alaya's grandmother advised


"iya nek" jay replied