You Are My Regret's

You Are My Regret's
doin' fine



Qia cried all the way home, her heart so hurt when she heard the man who is now her husband, apologizing to another woman for marrying him "what I am wrong" inner Qia screamed out of pain at something new some time ago she heard


"already arrived miss" said the taxi driver when he arrived at the destination that Qia requested


"ah" Qia only realized that she had arrived in front of her in-laws' house 


 "thank you sir" Qia handed over 5 hundred thousand bills to the taxi driver


"most of these are non" said the taxi driver when receiving the money of five hundred thousand even though the payment is only 100 thousand


"take it sir, consider it a fortune for the family at home" Qia replied


"yes non, thank you very much, hopefully your sustenance continues smoothly" said the driver


"amiiin" replied Qia immediately out of the taxi car


Qia did not go straight into the house but she wiped her tears and put a little makeup on her face while in the garden so as not to be too visible if she cried


"mother's son" Qia approached her two children who were playing with her grandparents


"just got home Qia" asked Tasmirah's grandmother


"iya nek" replied Qia


"yes, I took a shower first, and we ate dinner together" said Tasmirah's grandmother


"iya nek" Qia walked into her room and came back crying there, fortunately the room was soundproof so the sound of his screams was not heard outside if it was heard maybe those who heard would cry to hear the roar of Qia that was so heartbreaking


"a moment like this feels like an orphan" Qia's screams burst into her chest as she had no friends to share


***


Qia sat pensively in the garden alone, her eyes looking straight at the camellia flowers she had planted in the yard of her in-laws' house but her mind went nowhere


"Qia why mom" asked Daddy Jay to elbow Mommy Qiran's arm while together looking at Qia from the main door


"what might have been because I met Nidya earlier dad" thought Mommy Qiran


"Nidya" beo Daddy Jay


Mommy Qiran turned her head towards Daddy Jay "yes dad she said she was coming home for a tara company anniversary event, mommy had been to the same boutique Qia and together with Nidya the same Lensi who was taking the dress. Nidya looks very angry when she finds out Lucas is married, she is rich do not accept that and she immediately said yes in front of Qia, he said, we know that Qia also knows that Lucas still has a heart for Nidya" explained Mommy Qiran


grandpa Attaf linked his eyebrows "that's why he didn't accept Nidya who asked for divorce and chose to marry Aiden directly when Lucas intended to fix their marriage "asked Attaf's grandfather


Mommy Qiran spread her shoulders "no dad" Mommy Qiran replied that she did not know what the reason for her anger was


"hopefully just because Nidya doesn't accept the person who caused her child's death to be happy isn't because she still loves lucas" Daddy Jay said


"Lucas no intention to kill their child, basically the content of Nidya is weak only dad" protested Mommy Qiran did not want her son continue to be blamed for the death of the child Lucas and Nidya first


"hopefully not as we think yes, mommy can not see Qia sad, mommy has already been affectionate with Qia and lala, mommy does not want them to go dad let alone bring Danish, mommy already love Qia and lala, mommy does not want them to go, and mommy also does not want if Aiden is hurt, she loves Nidya very much" hope Mommy Qiran


"hopefully yes mom" replied Daddy Jay


before long the sound of a horn sounded and look lucas who had just come home, when he came down Lucas so confused himself because his family was at the door but just stood there "why are you all here" asked Lucas so astonished


"ah that" Daddy Jay glanced at Qia with his chin still sitting in silence on the park bench


Lucas turned his head in the direction Daddy Jay pointed to and could see Qia sitting alone "Qia why "ask Lucas


"don't know, try tanyain geh, say it's not papa but mommy knows for sure the incident when she met Nidya made a big imprint on Qia's heart" explained Mommy Qiran


"nidya" beo Lucas


"yes, we met at the boutique, and Nidya was angry when she found out that you were married" explained Mommy Qiran


"yes Lucas went there first" pami Lucas approached his wife


Lucas let out a long sigh and approached Qia who was still looking straight at the camellia flower in front of him "what a beautiful flower it is" Lucas asked


Qia smiled sweetly at Lucas "gold is home, have eaten yet, yuk Qia ready to eat" said Qia grab Lucas' hand to prepare a meal Lucas


Lucas shook his head "mas had dinner last night so don't worry "reply Lucas


as she stared fixedly at her husband's face, Qia dented her smile for a moment but she kept trying to calm down "ah mas already ate, who ate the same" Qia asked


"friend" replied Lucas flatly


"can you know with whom" Qia asked again


Lucas frowned, "whom you asked for dinner with" there's no way Lucas would talk if he had dinner with Nidya because Nidya had returned the song and invited Lucas to dinner while he was still at the office, but Lucas couldn't possibly lie to Qia


Qia just smiled thinly "oh sorry mas, if Qia asked" Qia moved from her seat and intended to enter the house


Lucas held Qia's hand "you have a problem" asked lucas


Qia smiled back at Lucas no papa mas, Qia was fine" Qia lied, Qia took off Lucas' hand and walked into the house ahead of Lucas


as powerful as Qia held back her tears so as not to fall, wanting to feel like she said okay but in fact she was not okay, especially when she saw there was a lipstick stain on her husband's shirt


Qia approached her family who were still at home chatting with lala "Danish where mom" asked Qia


"it's in his room, just sleeping" replied Mommy Qiran


"Qia sleeps in Danish ya mom's room" said Qia with all her might to hold tightness in her chest when she was about to leave


"yes Qia" everyone answered hesitantly to the words of Qia who had fallen asleep with Danish when Lucas usually messed with Danish to other family members so that no one would disturb Lucas and Qia's time