You Are My Regret's

Help me forget you

there was boisterous applause after the qiran had finished singing some songs for pramudia and tara

"Thank you "Qiran bowed his body and stepped down from his seat on the stage

"qiran is indeed versatile yes tara" said Pramudia

"yes she is indeed all-rounder" tara glanced at the jay who was not aware of jay because jay's eyes were still fixed on the qiran "but one that he could not do, accept the situation and let go" great-grandson tara with a soft voice that is still heard pramudia because premudia is right next to him

pramudia follows the direction of tara eyes "in what your problem is" inner premudia

Qiran walked towards tara and pramudia “ tara I rest first yes, we gladi the ritual

morning right?" qiran holds her nape "I'm tired so want to rest first” said qiran pamit go

“iya qiran, rest lah” reply tara allow his best friend to go

tara certainly knew that the qiran was so uncomfortable to be near Jay, and had to keep a strong face and nothing

Qiran left the place to eat and walked towards her room which happened to be the news where she was staying past the stretch of beach

Jay stood up from his chair intending to go from the dining table where they gathered “don't try to approach qiran” snapped tara who knew full well intention jay wanted to leave immediately after qiran left

Jay frowned “why can't I go to him?” Ask jay in a full tone

“I do not like the situation after talking to you” reply tara did not like the condition of qiran when meeting with Jay

tara certainly knows very well how the state of qiran after meeting Jay, after many years and it is still the same.even though he did not meet in person, he said, the state of the qiran had already deteriorated how this was when they met face to face

Jay chuckles in disbelief with tara's words saying he dislikes the state of qiran when talking to him. indeed what kind of situation is not in tara sports, tara, isn't jay nothing to qiran so indeed why, inward jay keeps asking and as if not want to understand the meaning of tara “ indeed he why? Not that he was ordinary when he met me. You forgot that I was just an invisible shadow for your friend that” reply jay

"shadows? nutmeg you! if only a shadow where maybe he made a company with your cat's name!" tara in her heart

tara clenched her teeth staring at Jay who always hurt her best friend's heart “you don't dare to tease my best friend!” snapped tara

Pramudia held down tara's hand and shook her head reminding that the qiran who doesn't like anyone knows about her feelings for Jay. and tara's attitude can arouse suspicion that the qiran put her heart on Jay because the qiran was hurt when she met Jay

“ngapain also you invite him?” tara turned to stare resentfully at the direction of the prelude

“I don't know if he was a former qiran” reply preludia felt bad with her lover for inviting massalu friend of her lover who hurt

Jay is not good at premudia because of him, pramudia di angrami tara whereas pramudia always stories that his lover always speaks soft words to him “do not be angry with your lover, he does not know that I know you and qiran, because if I know the lover of the preacher is you, where might I choose to come here” reply jay

Tara squeaks “you think I believe that you won't come when you know there's a qiran here. Your mouth did say it won't but surely your feet are stepping towards qiran” reply tara right on target

tara's words are true, jay still always wants to be near the qiran even though his common sense always says do not approach but his heart always tells him to come to meet his sunshine

“ah” jay sighed long “I also don't want to keep approaching tara, do you think I have no trouble when I already know he does not love me but I still lead him” reply jay with a soft voice

Pramudia saw the face of Jay who was also sad and had his own difficulties in his condition “so tara” pinta pramudia so that tara ended his quarrel with jay

seeing a fight that certainly will not exist eventually Jay stepped away leaving tara who still cursed indistinctly on Jay who he thought was annoying.

feeling that it had been too long for qiran to leave and it was possible that the qiran had already entered in her room, Jay chose to walk along the beach on foot while lifting his footwear and let his bare feet come into direct contact with the sand of the beach and the pounding of the night waves

As he walked by accident he saw a silent qiran staring at the waves of the beach “qiran” call jay

Qiran turned her head “jay” qiran smiled stiffly towards jay

Jay approached qiran “ he said you want to sleep because tired ?” Ask Jay who found the qiran still outside and has not slept

Qiran walked away from Jay with relaxed and slow steps

“qiran” call jay stare at qiran's back which starts to drift away

Qiran was silent for a moment then turned towards jay “what is it?” Qiran asked trying to smile, a smile as natural as possible

“I miss you” said jay in a soft voice

Qiran smiled “hemmm” in her mind he also said he also missed jaya, very much missed him but of course the word could not be thrown from the tiny lips qiran

qiran turned back to continue her steps leaving jay “can't you hold me for a minute” pinta jay in a pleading tone "i really miss you, my chest feels tight holding back my longing" jay looked down with her eyes starting to fog

Qiran was silent for a moment trying to regulate the roar of his breath and the rhythm of his heart that was so unreasonable because of the jay's statement that his stab was so deep and many times with such a large amount that it hurt.

qiran looks back linking her eyebrows staring at Jay “ I beg qiran for a moment” pinta jay with a pleading face

Qiran walked towards jay and hugged him tightly ”hiks hiks hiks” cried jay in qiran's arms

“I miss you so much, qiran” revealed jay with sobs hugging tightly qiran

Qiran rubbed the back of soft jay “don't miss me jay” pinta qiran tried to hold back her tears as hard as she could to keep from falling

jay poked his head into the recess of the neck qiran “ I also want it to be, too, but I can't”Jay continues to miss qiran all the time even though his common sense says don't miss this woman but the feeling can't be carelessly arranged as we please . I miss you, what do you want….

Qiran kept wiping jay's back, calming the jay who kept crying in qiran's arms

Crying jay began to subside, he also loosened his embrace staring at the bead of the eye qiran sticky “tekan me to be able to forget you” pinta jay with the look of the eyes

Qiran could only bow her face unable to stare at someone who always filled her heart “what do you want from me?” Qiran asked as if she knew what jay meant to her, there must be something that Jay wanted from her

“help me to forget you” pinta jay wilih

“continue I must what jay, to help you forget me?” reply qiran who does not know how to make jay forget him, he alone can not forget this jay even asked to be helped to forget

“I also don't know qiran, I don't know what to do?” jay shook his head

“I've been away from you as far as Jay can, I've never been around you again. I also asked my parents not to set foot in Indonesia or harass you. So what else do I have to do?” Qiran asked not knowing what else to do so that Jay could be fine or hurt because of him, everything he could do he did as much as possible to not disturb Jay

Jay stared fixed qiran “married to someone else, make me give up on you” pinta jay with a heavy heart

Qiran smiled wryly towards jay “ini is out of my limits” any request jay, it is easy to marry someone else, he still loves the same man for many years

not wanting to serve jay's crazy request, the qiran rushed to leave the jay at a quick pace. She does as much as possible want to help jay but that does not mean Jay can tell himself to marry people

else, it would only hurt the man who would be husband of qiran if the qiran did it all because obviously his heart was still left on someone and he could not take it from there

Jay runs after qiran and hugs qiran from behind “ I also don't want you to be with other people, and if you choose to obey my words, too, I don't know what I'm going to do and how ruined I am going to” said Jay crying as he pleased

qiran closed her eyes “but I also can't ask you to come back to me even though I'm still very

loving you. I really don't know what to do? I love you too much and too afraid of getting hurt because I love you” jay more tightened his embrace

Qiran looked up, holding back as much as she could the rate of her tears that had wanted to fall. Qiran tries to neutralize her mixed feelings unclear because of the complicated relationship between her and jay “you're the one looking for a new lover, when you get a new love, you get a new one, you must have forgotten me like dust blown by the wind” reply qiran release jay's embrace violently

Qiran back step leaving jay “what do you think is easy to forget you!”yelled out jay who arrived at the hearing sense of qiran that had not gone too far