You Are My Regret's

Understand

Lensi saw the look of sadness on mika's face and there was a sense of unwillingness to see the face of mika who felt so guilty to her

mika's life is good because there are both parents there to accompany her growth and development but still the child was injured because of being shunned by his father's extended family, he said, and his mother's family who had no where because mama mika never introduced to mika from little mika

lensi did lose his father figure, but in other respects he did not lose one bit, he did not lose one, there was his mother who loved him so much and was always fully focused on taking care of him and there was a large family of his father who received his license so well

"you are so because you don't know the truth so don't feel guilty, I understand your actions, I might do the same thing if it's in your position so I understand it" lensi told the mika

"Thank you for your understanding" mika replied

mika turned towards tara "and sorry if mama used to leave you when you still so need mama" said mika to tara

"i may be disappointed in your mom for leaving me first but I don't hate you at all because it's not your fault" she said, understanding that everything that happened to her wasn't wrong

"so you don't hate me" asked Mika again

"no" reply tara and lensi in unison

"Thank you" Mika said sincerely

"you are much younger than us so just call brother" suggested lensi so that mika can call him sister, because anyway they share parents and Mika is sister lensi and tara

mika smiles relieved "iya sis" reply mika

"and I'm sorry I used to seduce your lover just because I felt jealous of you who loved your grandparents more" said Mika felt guilty for seizing a ditto from her

"already, it has also passed and he is indeed not a good person proof that he walks with other women when with you" he replied

"you better break up with him, anyway he already does not want you, later let brother find a man for you" said tara

"no need, maybe it's true that he's not a good man, it's better to finish my internship and for my script trial that is pending" said Mika

"hopefully the test goes well" said lensi

"yes sister" mika replied with a warm smile

"it's not good, your brother and sister-in-law have a blood relationship with you so there is no term of favoritism between wife/husband and sister-in-law" joked tara asked mika to laugh

mika laughs stiffly "iya" kekeh mika

"yes you rest, we also want to rest" said Lensi

"yes brother" mika walked towards the room at the right end of the villa

"dishwasher bentar, you go to the room first yes" said tara

"iya mas" lensi walks into the room that will be in his place during the villa

 lensi decided to go to the bathroom to clean up and soak in the bath up to relax her "i'm pregnant" murmur lensi closed her eyes thinking about her now pregnant self

somehow the news of her pregnancy does not make her happy when this is her goal to marry tara, marry and have children and after that will live raising her child without a husband

somewhere else, more precisely in the kitchen. Tara washes the dishes in slow motion, she washes the dishes with her mind that somehow runs where "ah" tara sighs long and finishes her work to wash the dishes

after washing the dishes, tara entered the room and did not find a lensi there. Tara walked towards the bathroom and found a lensi who was soaking while closing her eyes

tara undressed all her clothes and left only her bokser and then took a soak with lensi. felt that there was something disturbing her bathing event, lensi looked back where now tara had her from behind "thinking of what" asked tara peeking at lensi's shoulder

"well, I should be happy to hear about my pregnancy because it's what we're getting married for and we've been married for a year, but somehow it feels like something's stuck in my heart and it makes me unhappy" lensi

"sorry" said tara hugging her body tightly and hiding her face in the neck niche lensi

"don't apologize mas, this is our agreement from the beginning of parting after I gave birth" said lensi forced her smile

tara can only be silent and can not answer anything, in her heart she also does not want to separate from lensi but how the relationship for 8 years, he said, will he be able to forget it just like that and be with lensi and his son later

"we just enjoy our time together until our child is born mas" said lensi with a heavy heart

tara sobbed in the recess of her neck and continued to hug the lensi tightly

***

"you sure want to go home alone" asked Tara when driving mika to pick up her car that was still in the resort

"yes sister, you guys just go home anyway want ad a family meeting with the new father-to-be kak lensi right" mika replied

"yes later in the afternoon want a family meeting at home" said lensi justify

"yes it's not papa brother, I can be alone" mika directly entered his car and drove forward his car first

tara also followed him to go home "later when mom was married I want to add one more waiter to help you cook later do not go down to the kitchen during pregnancy ya" said tara

"iya mas" replied lensi with a smile

1 Hour drive, they arrived home safely "careful baby" tara helped lensi get out of the car and lead him into the house

dhira's mother who saw lensi in the guard tara so carefully when walking into panic "lensi why tara" asked the mother dhira so worried about the state of her son

"no papa ma'am, it just takes a lot of rest" tara sits on the couch slowly

"why? what a pain" demanded dhira's mother

lensi smiled faintly at her mother "lensi pregnant mom so mas tara was worried I was soybean" said lensi with a thin smile

"you're pregnant lensi" mother dhira so frenzied himself and immediately embraced lensi "mother wants to be grandma dong" exclaimed dhira's mother so happy

"yes ma'am, I'll be a grandmother in less than nine months" she replied

"congratulations son, on your pregnancy" said the mother of dhira

"iya ma'am" lensi replied

"yes, ma'am lensi let's rest first yes, so that later can meet the family om jovan" said tara

"iya nak tara" replied dhira's mother

tara brought lensi to rest for a while in their room which was on the top floor "later we move the room below, baby, let you get tired of going up and down the stairs" said tara

"iya mas" lensi reply

the family meeting went quite smoothly, moreover, the two daughters of Jovan no one objected to the marriage of jovan and the mother of dhira. after marriage dhira mother will join om jovan because it is om jovan who lives alone since his two daughters are married and follow their husbands who work in japan and in surabaya

the wedding of the mother of dhira and jovan is also in the title with a simple and only attended by close relatives only "good ya mba married, and forgive the behavior of sister sinta" said the sinta brother of Mr. Adnan who attended the wedding of the mother of Dhira

"thank you love, it's not discussed anymore, it's just mass then so it doesn't need to be discussed" the mother of Dhira already does not want to discuss the past that does not want to be remembered by the mother of dhira at all

rima's youngest sister adna joined dhira's mother "and sorry mba if father and mother can not come he said they can not see mba married to someone else" rima said in a soft voice while hugging the mother of dhira so that jovan did not hear his words and was offended

"no papa really, mba understands" replied the mother of dhira

sinta squinted his eyes "rim, mba wrong look not at all" said Sinta when he saw someone walking closer to the woman's daughter

"who" rima looked back "why he's here" said rima with a tone of dislike

"mba invite anyway" the dhira's mother knows who the two younger brothers of the master adnan mean

"not wrong" asked rima with a tone of dislike