You Are My Regret's

This is the real me

Jay stared in disbelief at his wife who turned out to have a scary side and had never seen before “you're this kind of person Qiran” asked Jay with his nervous face

Jay did not think that he did not know his wife well, even though he had known Qiran for more than half of his life

There is doubt to show the negative side in front of Jay but there is no way he will cover the dark side of his life so far. Knowing our ugliness from others is more painful than daring to speak it himself so Qiran dared to reveal the bad side anyway she was sure her husband loved her so much and would not hurt her “from before me like this Jay, you're the only one who doesn't know my side like this ” Qiran replied

Jay approached Qiran with a difficult gaze to interpret “what is causing you insomnia first” Jay did know Qiran who had insomnia a long time ago but he thought it was a problem daddy Attaf who always pressured Qiran to be someone he expected when in fact it was not the main cause

“iya, this is one of them” reply Qiran honestly

“you once killed with your own hands” asked Jay with a heart so pounding strongly in fear of a reality that might be so frightening to her

Qiran turned her head towards Jay with a flat gaze “ever” replied Qiran

Jay rounded his eyes to hear one word of honesty dark act the wife “why you never told me” Tanya jay

Qiran's teary eyes stared at Jay's husband, Jay, suddenly the fear appeared when he saw the look on the face of her husband who was so shocked and afraid of her who had killed with her own hands “ I was afraid you left me Jay, I am, I'm afraid you're disgusted with me because I've lost the lives of others without guilt ” explained Qiran bowing her head unable to look at Jay's face

Jay cupped Qiran's hands tightly “I love you with everything you have dear, dear, I may be surprised to hear this reality but it won't change my love for you” said Jay sincerely from the bottom of his heart who loves one woman and that's just a Qiran, first love and last love

Qiran smiled faintly at Jay saying love to her after knowing the bad side she tried to hide all this time “you know why I never wanted to come to psychiatrist” Tanya Qiran

Jay shaking his head “don't know” reply jay

“that's because I have absolutely no regrets about killing someone I wanted to kill back then, I enjoyed it when the man screamed in pain as I took his life with my hands” said Qiran imagining the time she once killed the man who was really testing her patience and trying to hurt her when she was almost there kidnapped by someone because it was separated from the supervision of the bodyguard prepared by the daddy attaf to protect him

“continue why you even have severe insomnia” Of course Jay does not understand why Qian can not sleep even though Qiran said not to regret his actions when killing someone

“that happened since I had feelings for you, I'm afraid you know I'm like this and will leave me ” said qiran with tears delivered her fear that made it difficult to sleep first and only with Jay was he able to sleep well because he believes his man will not leave him and give him a sense of security

Jay did not expect that much love for Qiran for him when he had thought that Qiran used to not love him “indeed when you first killed” Tanya Jay curious when Qiran first killed

“when I was 14 years old, 1 year before we met” reply qiran honestly

jay was so shocked that the young Qiran could kill someone “your parents knew it” asked Jay

“only daddy and uncle Askar who know my problem” reply qiran

“iya, I'm too afraid to lose you jay if until you know the real me” reply qiran

Jay smiled his smile when his wife told him honestly “means you love me more than me” kekeh jay feel proud his wife's love was much greater than him even though he also very much loved Qiran

"of course, you don't know I've always seen you from afar but was too afraid to meet you for fear of hurting you again" Qiran said

"thank you for giving me so much love" Jay hugged QIran tightly

“you are not disgusted with me jay” Tanya Qiran did not expect Jay's reaction after he was honest with his bad side

“of course it's not a pity, I told you that I love you whatever you have, and surely you killed someone for a reason and not just want to kill instead" jay replied

"Of course not Jay, I only kill people who dare to harass me or those around me, I will not kill innocent people" Qiran explained

"because not killing carelessly is enough, my love for you will not be lost just because of something like this because you are my life dear so how can I not love my life" Jay replied

Qiran tightened her arms at jay “thank you Jay, thank you for continuing to love me with all my shortcomings” said Qiran gratefully because her husband loved her so much and accepted her for who she was

“can't I in love bonus for continuing to love you” Tanya Jay

Qiran unraveled her embrace furrowing her forehead looking at her husband's face with a confused look “bonus what? time loving need to get bonus” Tanya Qiran does not understand Jay's intentions

Jay brought his face closer to Qiran's ear “we made his sister lucas” invited Jay to directly carry Qiran's body into the private room in Jay's room

Qiran reflex poked her hand around Jay's neck "Lucas still watching Jay TV" Qiran said

"let's just have a sister, let her take care of Lucas. Our son is not the one we have to be with 24 hours when he knows we're home even if we're in the room he won't be bothered about it" Jay replies

"but baby..." Qiran feels it's not good to leave Lucas to make out with Jay

"please, your husband needs you too, Lucas has ruled you all day so let your husband rule you tonight" Jay said

Qiran smiled sweetly at Jay not wanting to make Jay feel sad "well, tonight I'm all yours" Qiran dipped Jay's cheeks in dismay

with wide strides, Jay took Qiran into their camp on the second floor of his house