You Are My Regret's

Reason

qiran approached Lensi who smiled at him "you know what is going on "asked the curious qiran how is the condition of her best friend's lensi

Lensi smiled warmly towards the qiran who was now sitting on the chair right next to her bed "my news is good, I just feel weird here" Lensi replied directing her gaze towards Other

"lensi" called out the qiran in a soft voice

lensi turned towards the qiran "iya qiran, what's wrong" asked lensi

"do you really not remember being married and having children" asked Qiran

lensi shook her head "no, I feel alien to them, I also don't know why I can be close to my father and also mika" he replied

"to what extent is your memory" asked qiran wanting to confirm something

lensi began to tell the memories that were in his head with qiran, while the qiran just kept quiet and nodded when she heard each lensi talk about what she remembered first

"by the way you're married qiran" asked lensi who had been told by her mother that qiran was married and had children

"already, even our son is one year old now" replied the qiran

"then why don't you bring him here, your son and Jay must be handsome or beautiful like you" said Lensi with a smile

qiran scrunched her forehead looking at the lensi face full of question marks "lens" call out qiran again

"what are you hiding from me" asked qiran

"what is it" astonished lensi to hear qiran's question

qiran got up from her seat and walked towards the door of the qiran's "plek" locking the door of the ward and walked back to the chair beside the bed

qiran stared fixedly at the "what are you trying to hide from me" asked qiran with a sharp look

lensi swallowed his saliva roughly "what do you mean qiran" asked lensi

"you're not gifted to lie lensi, I know you since 8 years ago, I also know the condition of your family because you tell it straight away, you never used the word father for your father just yet. I still clearly remember you using that man's word as for mika, you hated it so much at that time because you just grabbed your lover in addition you remember with my husband's name when until the moment I formalized my relationship with Jay, you didn't know at all about jay" obviously the qiran knew the lensi lie very easily

lensi smiled wryly towards the qiran "it turns out I was not talented at lying "lens clucked because it was immediately caught lying by the qiran when only half an hour ago he met the qiran

"why do you confess, you have no pity on tara and your child" asked qiran

lensi's eyes were already glazed over "i'm afraid of qiran, very scared" lensi said

qiran immediately hugged lensi tightly "fear what lensi" asked qiran

"i was afraid that he would leave me" and the tears had already come down freely from the corner of the eye

"who do you mean" asked qiran

"mas tara.." lensi stared fixedly at the qiran "I'm afraid she'd leave me if she knew I was healthy. Our marriage covenant was only until I gave birth and I've given birth now" reply lensi who was so sad to think tara would leave him

"tara will not leave you lensi, she is in love with you" said qiran

lensi shook her head "she doesn't love me qiran, she loves him equally pram" lensi retorted

"right" asked lensi to make sure

"really lensi" qiran sat on the edge of the bed facing the "you don't know how crazy you've been for these two months.he was just waiting for you here, not wanting to leave you even for a moment, even to meet your child just no" qiran rubbed the back of her hand "look at her beard and mustache when you open her eyes, it's proof of how indifferent she is because she thought about you" explained qiran

lensi recalled the appearance of tara when she first opened her eyes and it was true that it looked chaotic and like unkempt, her beard grew a bushy cup as well as her whiskers

"really" asked lensi in disbelief that tara kept waiting for her during her coma lensi

"of course" the reply of the qiran convinced the lensi that tara continued to exist beside the lensi during the bedridden lensi

lensi smiled her smile "means that tara loves me and won't leave me" asked lensi again

"certainly, you are half his life so there is no way he will leave you" replied the qiran

qiran moved from her seat "yes, I tell you everything yes if you do not lose your memory" qiran wanted to tell this news to tara and also the lensi family

lensi held qiran's hand "don't qiran I beg you"

qiran knitted her eyebrows "why" asked qiran

"i want to see the efforts of the tara mas to make me remember, he said he would create memories that could make me remember about him" explained lensi

lensi breathed a sigh of relief, of course he understood a little about the feeling of lensi, because he also knew first how the relationship of tara and pram which of course mother can make doubt in the mind of someone "alright if it wants you" replied qiran

***

tara is tidying up the goods that are in the hospital to be brought home because the lensi has been allowed to go home because the results of the lensi examiner are quite good "you shave" asked lensi

tara stopped her activities and turned her head towards lensi, tara held her chin "yes I shaved it, you used to hate it the least if I messed up so I shaved it "return tara

lensi nodded "like this much better" reply lensi

"do you remember" asked tara for the umpteenth time

"no, just I think it's better because yesterday you looked terrible when you had such a thick beard and mustache" he said

tara pointed out her smile "I was like that because you didn't pay attention to it, you always have to remind me and at that time you didn't want me" replied tara

lensi actually felt unbearable to tara but he tried to strengthen his heart who wanted to see the seriousness of lensi who wanted to fight for it

after finishing packing his goods tara called his men to bring all his belongings home

tara pulls Lensi's hand to her "go home" tara said

lensi receives tramp hand tara "chicken" reply lensi

tara and lensi joined hands along the passage "can kitta stop by first before returning home" asked tara asking for lensi's approval

"anyway, not people waiting at home" he replied

"want to enjoy the moment together with you" tara stopped her steps and looked at her with a smile "I want to ask my wife out" said tara