You Are My Regret's

I'm your parents

"it seems like there's nothing we need to talk about" Jay carried the qiran away

"i haven't started talking to you why you're avoiding me" the man asked in a loud voice

jay stopped his steps and rolled his lazy eyeballs "we have no interest whatsoever so please don't tease me" jay re-stretched his legs

"do you not want to say hello to your daddy" asked the man who was none other than daddy el

jay turned and stared intently at daddy el "who are you saying" jay pointed at daddy el "it looks like your adopted son is not here" jay turned his gaze to every corner of the hospital

"Adrian is not here, but you I mean, you "pointed daddy el "you are here, daddy son" said daddy el casually

"don't be crazy! " jay snapped with a sharp look

qiran rubbed jay's chest "calm jay, this is your workplace, we are talking somewhere else huh" pinta qiran in a soft tone

qiran certainly knows how bad jay is, but she doesn't want anyone to talk about it later at work

jay just sighed, trying to control his emotions as much as possible

"we're just talking in the other room" ask daddy el

qiran brought daddy el to the hospital owner's special room which could be casually entered because qiran was the grandson of the hospital owner

qiran pointed to the sofa that was in front of her "sitting master" pinta qiran

daddy el took off his suit buttons and sat down looking straight at Jay

"sit down dear" qiran pulled jay's hand to sit next to her

qiran looked straight at daddy el "what did you mean earlier" asked qiran directly at the point

daddy el threw the chocolate map at the table in front of him "this is the DNA test result between jay and me, and the result is 99.99 % is father and son" said daddy el provides evidence that cannot be denied by Jay

qiran took it and saw it "i've done it in five other hospitals and the results are the same" added daddy el

qiran turned her head towards Jay who was holding hands and looked at the sideways daddy el "what do you expect by handing me a piece of paper that has no meaning to me" asked Jay

"i want you to know that you're my son" retorted daddy el

jay smiled slanted "well, now that I know" jay pulled back the qiran's hand to leave

"can't you call me daddy" asked daddy el

jay squinted her eyes at daddy el "why don't you just say it to my mom. can I call you daddy" jay replied with a sarcastic laugh

"you know it can't be jay" replied daddy el

how daddy el asked for that because Jay's mom obviously died a long time ago

"when my mother died, I was an orphan" Jay explained

"but daddy's still alive jay" rebut daddy el

"forgive daddy jay" pinta daddy el

"you think sorry you can bring my mother back" jay snapped

"no" daddy el shook his head

" 'sorry' you won't be able to erase the heartache my mother had to feel during her time as your slave. won't be able to make up for my loss to my mother since I was a baby" jay stared intently at daddy el with teary eyes

" 'sorry' you will not be able to make up for my grief that was considered an orphan since I was a baby. I'm sorry you won't be able to make up for the life I spent in the orphanage and have to fight hard to live alone" said Jay venting his anger that had to be held since childhood

"sorry jay" said daddy el

"you still live a good and relaxed life but I have to fight hard to maintain my life.The insults that I can not compare with the pain that I feel because of you! " cried jay

"sorry jay" muttered daddy el

"i don't need your apologies" said Jay, taking the qiran away from there

jay looks so hurt and the qiran knows it's "there's me and our son here" the qiran gently rubs jay's arm

jay immediately hugged the qiran "i hate her" jay said with a strong growl

"i hate her forgiveness, she thinks her apology will be able to bring my mother back" jay cried broke in the arms of the qiran "you know dear, how hard I struggle to live. when others play I have to work, when others sleep I have to learn, and when others can get together with their families I walk alone" jay reminds qiran of her harsh past

qiran rubbed jay's back without saying anything.she knew that whatever she said would not take away the pain of her heart that had to live in an orphanage all her memory. and she had to fight hard for her life as well as her sisters in the parlour

daddy el looked at jay who was hugging qiran and crying in qiran's arms

daddy el wanted to get closer but qiran raised one hand to forbid daddy el to come closer

"we go home yes, later I have permission with your boss.I will reason being wanted in spoiled my husband" said the qiran with oddity

jay parsed his embrace "can that be? " ask jay innocently

"of course, I'm the grandson of the hospital owner and one of the shareholders here" replied the qiran with his share

"yes anyway, who has a rich man's wife" jay pinched slowly on qiran's cheek

qiran wrapped her hands around Jay's arms "later accompany me to eat yes" pinta qiran

"i'll cook good for you and our son" jay rubbed the belly of the distended qiran leaving daddy el still glued

"forgive daddy" muttered daddy el

jay was sad for her life but at least now she had a qiran and had their child who could strengthen her

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along the way the qiran invites jay to chat about many things and bode on jay so that jay can a little forget his sadness about the arrival of daddy el who tells his relationship with jay

without daddy el talk Jay also already knows from grandpa jung, but really jay hates that guy because with a strait the man asked his mother to kill their son, daddy el wanted to kill jay while she was still in her mother's womb but now instead asked to be called daddy