You Are My Regret's

A shield for friends

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Qiran walked towards his office with a flower pot in her hand

The security guard glanced at the pot in qiran's hands when entering the office “non rissa tumben once bring flowers?” Said the security guard pointing towards the flower pot in qiran's hand with a glance of his eyes

Qiran glanced at the flower pot that was in her hand “oh this" qiran slightly raised the bungan "just want to change the atmosphere at the office,” reply qiran smiled kindly at the security guard who routinely greet him every morning

mr. security guard nodded his head “oh yes miss, there was a shipment from mr. tara for miss, I had put it in the room ms” said the security guard

“iya sir earlier tara have sent a message to me to tell you that . thank you” reply qiran back to continue his steps

Qiran walked into his room and immediately fell on the fur carpet in his room “ah tired” muttered qiran who had not slept since yesterday

qiran only wanted to just lay down her tired body for a moment

Qiran turned to the big box next to her “brought what the hell tara?” qiran muttered opening the box

“gaun” muttered qiran lifting the dress in a sea blue box, favorite color of Qiran

Qiran directly contact tara “ada did you give me a dress as good as this?” Qiran asked scanned the dress which looked so beautiful

“ah it was made by my lover, he gave it to you in order to come to the show of our love promise” reply smile happily

Qiran smiles to be happy with the happiness of her best friend “what now your lover wants to live alone with you without caring the assumption of others?” Ask qiran

“iya, finally Pramudia want to spend the rest of our lives together without hesitation and embarrassment again with the assumption of others” reply to smile happily

“does he not care about his mother's babble?” Ask qiran again

“of course she cares, but the pramudia told me she was more afraid of losing me than being angry at her mom” chuckled back

“whatever you guys” reply qiran do not want to respond too much to the problem of his best friend

for the qiran, the relationship is between two people, not about others around him so he does not mind the choice of his best friend who chooses to like men.

liking the same sex may be straying around and maybe by liking men he will not be possible to have offspring in his relationship but not love and living together not only must there be offspring, there must be offspring, because when we love someone we love is that person not because there are other beings in their lives

love comes from each other, not because of what we give or receive but more to our hearts that feel it

“empty your schedule Thursday to Saturday, because we held it in maldives” said tara

“much far too?” lamented the qiran felt the maldives were so far away for her

“iya far anyway, because all holidays there” reply tara

“how many people do you invite” Ask qiran

“I just invite you and pramudia invite 2 people, I have not asked who the hell to he” reply tara

“oke if so, I will be present at your happy event” reply qiran

“iya I know tara, I'm definitely coming. I also know that you live to this very moment because your father couldn't bother me” reply qiran ended her call

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Qiran finished her writing until she was scheduled to return home from work as usual, and he would walk home every 9pm when the office was quiet and there were only a few people who were sometimes overtime, but sometimes he was alone in the office

“ah finished also” muttered qiran stretching her stiff body muscles because a sheet was in front of her laptop

Qiran tidied up her workplace, put on her mask and thick glasses walked out of the room in leisurely steps

“already done its work” Ask a man surprised qiran

Qiran turned towards the source of the voice “kamu” muttered qiran stroking her surprised chest, she saw jay standing up and leaning her body near the door of her study

“I'll take you home” said jay

qiran scrunched her forehead “for what did you drive me home?” Ask qiran

Jay knits his eyebrows “ why? I can't drive you?” Ask jay back

“I don't want you to drop off, I can go home by myself” qiran overboard ahead of jay

Jay ran and held hands qiran “ instead we are already more familiar?” Tanya Jay ensured her closeness and the qiran she thought was starting to develop because yesterday they had talked about their first love

Qiran raised next to her eyebrows “ since when? since when do we near” Ask qiran

“yesterday right we have been chatting much more freely, we even told about enough privacy.” reply jay

“sorry, it looks like you misunderstood our chat yesterday. I don't feel familiar with you” replied qiran

throw jay's hand so as not to touch his hand and continue his steps

Jay sees qiran's back getting farther away “actually what kind of person are you?” muttered Jay asked himself to see his back drifting away

qiran hurriedly entered in the elevator, pressing the number one to descend down

"ting" the door closed, the qiran clearly saw the jay who was staring at her with a disappointed and unruly look of qiran who was ignoring the jay

"brak" qiran was all her might to keep her body from falling when the elevator door closed

qiran turned her head towards her hand, her eyes condensed looking at the direction of the hand that jay was holding "i miss you and want to hug you jay" cried qiran in her heart, a word he could only say in his heart without being able to throw from his little aunt

she wants to say sweet words to Jay, but turns to ketus because she does not want to be known by her identity

"this is an essay story so do not be too taken care about there are characters who like the opposite sex.This is purely my imagination in making this story , I just want to really express what I have in mind in making this story without restrictions.

I said at the beginning because I was afraid there was a bad experimentation because we live in a country that does not use that understanding.

but in writing I will still try not to overdramatize the relationship tara and premudia too deep so as not to offend any party"